Tuesday, June 29, 2010
here again._. but sch these days are rather boring :O was almost late today:X bell rang when i was about to reach the gate. all thanks to all the stupid buses that came late or too full D: cant rely on 17. zzz anyway can late a little since it was raining. and these days de weather is so unpredictable. bio. watched some video about this woman giving birth. the baby damn kelian. didnt really watch cos it was too digusting. but it makes me realise that life is really a miracle. cos its wonderful to be able to get out of the mother's uterus despite of all the trauma. its wonderful to be able to see the wonders of the world. yet im still here complaining about life. guess i shouldnt be doing that anymore:X SEL was like talking sth about to do ur best. it makes me reflect of all my actions in the past. did my best? im afraid i didnt. it makes me recall of the days as a SL. zzz im gonna like repeat againT.T it makes me realise wat a failure im. totally a failure. i didnt even do my best. i guess i will regret this for the whole life. suddenly feel the urge to cry:x but i was in sch._. if time would rewind back, i would probably try my best and really do my best. but i can do nothing. the only thing i can comfort myself is all these are already over. no use crying over a spill milk:X but today when i saw the juniors and the standard of their playing, i guess all these was all my fault, but i cant do anything to help them. 人生中的无奈是无可奈何的. i hope i wont be here tmr and start to revise for chi test tmr:D |
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