ME~

0 comment(s) / 18:41

if only i can change facts!
then i wouldnt be living in this family.
all the insecurity, all the quarrels blahblah
seriously u dunno when a bomb will exert its effects. and i hate it!
and wat? even outsider has to step in and settle. wat is this man!
totally embarrassed._. and wat did i do to deserve this? nothing! im just a neutral party.
how i really hope i can just walk out of this house and heck care everything!

zzz i hate life! i hate facts that are ugly in nature.
i should really just go down and hide in my burrow and study hard for prelims and Os all the way and just heck care everything.
wat they wanna do is their business! and why should i even care?
u cant blame me for being too selfish. cos in the end its still ur fault. ALL UR FAULT!
i really dun deserve this!

blah i dun wanna talk about this anymore.
tmr chi Os. good luck to those who will be taking it;D
hahah not meant to suan ppl. but ohwells..
phys SPA in three days time. hvnt started studying or anything yet. ohwell later;D
i hope it will be easy. phys SPA is the hardest of all.
independent and dependent? kinda confusing when u think too much;D
JIAYOUS EVERYONE^^

0 comment(s) / 18:45

HAPPY DAY^^

hahha day started up with chem and phys.
no mood for phys. chem was boring and quiz totally screwed the day off._.
chi? chengjoyun fly away le;D
slack throughout. although got wksht but only did the mcq part;D

then issusing of results slip.
lol dun get it why is it upon 700.
but thanks to it;D my percentage increases up till 70plus percent;D
at least it didnt break my nice record;D
L1R5 remains the same. to tell the truth im satisfied with this results, seeing that i didnt put in as much effort as that in the past for this mye.
not much diff anw;D although its obviously that its a dropT.T

then after sch went karaoke;D
hahhaha its super fun;D esp with jairia and mozzie as accompany;D
although me and hazel could only stare at them when they singing some korean song, but their expression, dance and singing damn funny ah^^
wow all those high songs, we shouted like some mad ppl[:
its like we are shouting instead of singing;D
omg the other room is seriously singing one;D
and we four like damn high sia. jump on the sofa^^ shout to the mike like some shit;D
hahah even though to the others i like nvr sing alot, but dancing and go mad like some mad dog is fun^^ is wat i wanna enjoy in karaoke;D
hahah i wanna go again[: and its like damn cheap;D
ohman i like addicted to karaoke alr. wth hahha but its fun^^

oh just realised tmr is the start of hol.
actually not much diff anw. its like spammage of hwk;D
and i think i wanna start revision soon;D like last week of hol?
i will chiong hwk and playing the first two weeks plus a few days;D
nxt wed phys skill 3T.T ohshit man no mood to studyT.T
but still everyone must jys;D

0 comment(s) / 16:16

CIP WAS SOSOSOSO FUN^^

knocking on every door, explaining wat sch we frm, the stuff we collecting blahblah although the flyer clearly states that put the stuff at the doorstep._.
wat for still go knock the door right? actually idk. but its fun;D
fun listening to the different doorbell sounds, fun hearing a dog barking in response and certainly more fun to see huixian communicating with the dogs or acting as a cat;D
hahha funny to see how mingxuan and glenn fighting for newspaper piles when we can actually help them with some, fun seeing how mx and glenn entertain themselves by singing weird songs, stomp on the lift yet me huixian hsiaolan are just looking at them keeping quiet, mx funny way of introduction, and how glenn saying hiie and mx saying have a nice day._.
certainly lots of fun stuff;D and the guys really are entertaining._.

oh 114 sux._. we thought that only got 3 sections. almost miss out the last:X
and got one uncle sure recycle alot. got like about 7 bags of newspapers blah.
not to mention some of the uncles are topless:x oppss but im used to it;D
took long time to clear 114. when hazel they all finished theirs.
sweat run like mad and im damn tired. and its only 1 block._.
was almost dead after finishing 114. but then still got 113._.
hahah so some other grps helped us;D in turn we helped them too;D
slack through 113. cos its the last block.
didnt ask door to door. hahha opps perharps too lazy.
the place where we were allocated to sux. hahha move up and down.
yet only one hoousehold got leave something for us;D
that tall stack of newspapers;D hahha didnt really see cos the real karang guni man was here:X
lots of rubbish leh. hahha when did we become rubbish students?._.
i bet mrs xie is bored to death;D hahah she could only stay at 112 de collection point for us while taking care of our bags;D

hahha finished like at 11 plus;D
then slack at void deck and wait for other grps;D
idk why jairia they all suddenly went crazy;D but its entertaining;D
didnt went lunch:X too tired and i wanna bath;D im dirty:p
took 17 home. hahha lucky got direct bus;D
and karang guni is sucha fun job;D
if no jobs in the future, maybe i shall consider to be one;D
hahha no thanks;D i wont do much even if im paid;D its too tiring;D not to mention how much i hv sweat all thanks to these;D

cip was fun fun^^ shall go do 1 more flagday, if hv la;D
never knew cip is fun. i hate cip in the past, but now its okay once im used to it.
but the weather is really killing. zzz

hahah tmr back to lesson alr. im sad]:
oh and the juniors are flying to china alr;D i wanna go tooT.T
bet some of them are at the airport now;D hahah enjoy juniors;D
really miss all the times in china esp the cold weather;D its hot hereT.T

blah nothing to do. at home so sian.
managed to borrow a book frm library ytd. but i hvnt touched it. opps:X
soon i hope. if not my motivation will die down once my passion dies and hwk starts to pileT.T

0 comment(s) / 19:50

MY BLOG IS REAL DEAD._.

hahah no no this post isnt anything about results;D
actually days and lessons in the sch are real bored._.
alot of subjects started lessons alr. ahaha dun feel like listening.

but still i gonna start changing my attitude alr.
seeing everyone chionging like some mad ppl. i shall chiong too.
to tell the truth, prelims and o lvl are really nearing.
and mye results proves that i nid to work harder than usual.
i should work hard for my dreams. nothing is easy in this world.
hols is nearing. besides doing hwk, i shall work hard and revise hard too.
reduce playing time and hopefully after alps start, i will chiong for prelims like some mad person.

tmr cip;D lucky no lessons. will be bored to death:D
heard that its fun^^ and hopefully so:D looking forward~
and tmr the sec2 juniors are flying to china alr;D
hahha wish the juniors yi lu shun feng, and enjoy the time there;D
cos its a great experience:D and its really really fun. i enjoyed myself there although its ultra super cold and something happened there:D

ohyea nothing else to post.
bored to death. couldnt play maple since i had no idea where to train:D

0 comment(s) / 16:17

all results confirmed and checked and sign;D
hahha really must thank CA alot;D it saved my life;D

eng C5
chi A2
emaths A1
amaths B4
chem A1
bio A2
phys A2
CH B3
L1R5: 11;D

although its kinda steep drop frm all the past yr results, im still kinda satisfied;D
i mean im happy with this kind of results alr, thought mye is going to screwed everything up.
besides lowering my results for each subject, eng amaths CH drop by at least 1 grade._.
still kinda happy with my sciences. although all borderline one;D

oh did i tell anyone my total percentage?
69.9. wth 1 more mark to 70!! okay actually less than 1 mark.
then wth wat the shit is this man... from sec2 onwards i nvr gotten below 70% ever.
thanks sec4 life. u broke my record. BY LESS THAN 1 MARK.
wat an ugly result slip i gonna get nxt thurs._.
and all these, i really hv to thank mye.

and wth janet wee sux!
my oral kinda flunk and really damn low.
and that idiot teacher got problem with me is it?
go fail my convo? i mean i sure doesnt deserve that mark._.
NXT TIME I SEE HER I GONNA KILL HER MAN!
cant she give me higher marks? then i wont flunk my eng that badly.
and surely my overall percentage can improve de.
never am i gonna get out of the stupid eng remedialT.T
and i hope this oral isnt counted for prelims. i can just go die._.

after this post i hope i wont hv to post anything that is related to results.
kinda screw my mood.
tmr idk whether got cip. its kinda stupid.
but the actual cip quite fun leh. i hope no one gives me trouble or watever;D
lessons started. and totally no mood to listen anyway;D
and hwk? nah not going to do too;D
but then nid to change my attitude soon. prelims and o lvl are nearingT.T

0 comment(s) / 16:12

posting everyday~ hahah too bored.
but today is a horrible day. omg obviously cos of results la.

okay shit ss was kinda stupid. go through in hall with the whole cohortxD
blah okay obviously didnt do as well as i expected for ss.
but tired from disappointment and stuff alr. ohman C5 leh.
all thanks to sbq._. sux sux.

blah later hist.
omg i cant believe it, my hist scored not bad leh;D
its even higher than my ss. wth._.
then phys. nothing to say. kinda unexpected de okay;D

ohman last paper amaths.
i mean obviously failed p2. i expected it.
trigo damn badly done. out of dunno how many mark alocated to trigo, i think i only gotten single digit? sure damn low one._.
p1 damn disappointing. almost failed.
the whole paper damn flunk leh. C6?
okay i nvr get so low for amaths before? weaker than eng leh.
wats this la? ohman all the results damn low and disappointing.
no matter how much i tell myself its only mye, but still feeling down.

mye is really a screwdriverD:
if this keeps up for my prelims and o lvl, i sure die de lo.
L1R5 sure look damn ugly. but i dun wanna double digit except 10T.T
shit la. the world sux!!
tmr shall go back to normal;D today is the only day that i upset:X

0 comment(s) / 18:31

ohman happy days past and sad times are hereT.T
weekend like so happy both days still go out shopping;D
then boommzz, mon here and results are backT.T

blah if anyone is clever enough, obviously i screwed all.
okay at least those that i got back today.
i mean like none improve leh. drop leh. okay maybe not alot but its a deprove leh?
blah got back chi,bio,emaths,eng,chem.

okay my chi not bad leh. standard is maintained;D thats the only good partT.T
pull up by my zuowen;D yay my zuowen rawks;D
okay then bio. drop till B3T.T
i thought i can get like okay okay de result cos my mcq not bad;D
then okay thanks to sectionA, almost failed it:X
my graph totally screwed la. okay lets not mention wat stupid things i did:X

emaths paper 1 damn screwed:X B3? thankyou._.
damn alot of careless mistake:X plus those nid exact i round off, those round off i put exact:X
lucky paper 2 saved me;D although its harder._. just lucky a low A1.
damn lan. dun get it why my emaths drop alot:X

eng was damn sian.
expected failed compre;D but not bad at least i improved;D
no single digit;D got lucky 10:X
lucky lucky summary saved me;D omg just passed eng paper2;D
i damn scared i fail paper 2. then paper 1 sure not very good also;D
hahhaha although its like super low, but i cant bothered about eng anymore;D
a pass is wat matters;D and i just use my chi can le;DD

chem was super ultra damn very disappointingT.T
was expecting a A1 for chem. but then... ohwell.
it really sux sux sux:X omg i hate my chem resultsT.T
just 0.5 more to A1. even that i still hate it:X
i think the machine alr round up, i hope.
but then its like sucha low A1. eeee i hate itT.T
chem is supposed to be one of my best subject:X
okay now i seriously doubt i will get 80plus for anything in my report book:X

tmr all the stupid subjects:X
and those really screwed ones. like hist ss amaths:X
life really suxT.T even though how much i tell myself to get myself out from all the emo and the disappointment or watever, but im still feeling sad about results.
maybe cos i didnt study as hardworking as last yr, or im just tired.
ahahah i dunno. i dun wanna face anymore results.
my percent sure sux. my L1R5 sure screwed. my class position sure drop like siao.

okay i shall promise myself to get out of everything after tmrT.T i hope?
results sux. i hate myself for being dumb, not clever enough.
i will buck up and study harder for prelims and o lvl.

I.REALLY.HATE.MY.LIFE:X

0 comment(s) / 15:43

THE DAY, THE DAY THAT MYE IS OVER IS FINALLY HERE~
its been two long weeks;D
ooo but i will miss the air-con hall, my lovely table and chair;D
thanks for accompany me for the past two weeks;D

okay shall not mention how screwed mye is;D
results will prove everything. and the day getting back result not long too;D
but then to tell the truth, i alr no after exam mood;D
having after exam mood ytd. but then im tired of everything.

blah feel very slack these daysT.T
exams time: still use com, still watch tv, nvr study much.
study a week before exam really sux. only studied after handover:X
in the past i always start at least two weeks before. and between exams nvr use com.
blah serves me right anw, cos mye is alr screwed:X

but then lets celebrate the short freedom we are enjoying now;D
thats is till the results are coming back;D
FINALLY LIFE IS RETURNING BACK TO NORMAL~

0 comment(s) / 15:25

JUST 1 MORE DAY;DD EXCITED EXCITED EXCITED!
opps sry just too bored.
no mood to study now. maybe later ba;D

2 weeks seems rather long;D and i managed to survive;D
but ya, wait till the results are back;D
i promise i wont chua tio;D
ohright, still must go back to chem. HIIEE CHEM~

0 comment(s) / 15:55

HAPPY HAPPY 16 BIRTHDAY TO PEHSIANG AND JIAHUAN;D
hahaha my very nice twin frens;D finally joining the club of 16[:

PEHSIANG:
hahah hiie my nice fren;D i know u love me too much.
but then be loyal to ur laopo ah. i dun wanna become third party.
its great knowing you;D going 3 yrs le hor;D
of cos all the wonderful memories i had with you;D
esp sec2 china trip hor:X I NVR SHANG CHUANG WITH YOU HOR:P
hope we still can be good frens;D i treasure the friendship with you;D
and dun worry;D no matter wat i love you always;DD

JIAHUAN:
hellloooo my very nice HO fren;D
knew each other since three years plus ago? hahahha yay ergao and HO rawks;D
u been my very nice fren of mine;D I LOVE YOU;D
hahah not mentioning all the wonderful, happy, hilarious and of cos sad times with you.
oh and stop rmb all my weird eng and pronounciation;D hahah just rmb me can le;D
my years in HO has been enhanced by ur presence. ohmy wat a weird eng. i wanna vomit;D
but then to tell the truth, you been a very good fren of mine;D one of the best;D
going home with you and gh is a happy thing;D
crapping and playing and blahblah in HO is a happy thing too;D
ahaha u just been so wonderful~ shit goosepimples appearing;D
but just rmb me hor;D u forget me i kill you;D
and must go out with us more;D even after we graduate[:
hahah u finally joining the 16 club with me~
blah enjoy ur bdae;D without any exams;D but then dun forget to study phys hor;D
and better score high high hor;D if not i kill you, genius[:

ohmy i still posting although theres phys and amaths exam tmrT.T
but then its for jiahuan and pehsiang ma;D
so back to studies hor;D jiayous to the remaining paper;D
3MORE DAYS AND 8 MORE TO GO;DDD

0 comment(s) / 15:44

blah im supposed to be studying for myeT.T yet im here?
blah who cares;D i mean i dun give a damn to mye anymore;D life is happier like this.
oh mye? dun mention it. major screwed up.
i mean like mye is meant to be a screwdriver in the first place;D
esp eng ss hist amaths and blah.
esp esp eng hist amaths. ahahaha preparing to failT.T
ohshit thats like practically everything right? thats precisely;D
so why am i still studying so much right?
actually idk either. hahah but nvm. 4 more days to go.

4 MORE DAYS AND 8 MORE PAPER TO GO;D
and then temporary break;D i gonna shopping;D
i dun care;D i been starving for this few weeks.
partly is cos of exams but also partly i wanna save money to go shopping;D
but then not to mention my stomach or gastric or watever is acting weird againT.T

listening to songs makes to recall the past. the wonderful past.
but now all these are gone.
oh well, be strong and look forward to the future.
but obviously not the days when results are back. i will break downT.T so mentally prepare;D

ohyea tmr pehsiang and jiahuan bdae hor;D hahaha my nice twin fren;D lol
HAPPY ADVANCE BDAE TO JIAHUAN AND PEHSIANG;D
hahah doubt pehsiang will see, but sure jiahuan will see;D hello jiahuan;D
more detailed post tmr ba;D wen i got time;D
AND TMR NO SCH HOORAY HOORAY~
no geog and lit rawks;D but its gonna be phys day. dun care about amaths anymore;D
okay rest everyone;D and jiayous for ur mye;D
haha although u not supposed to be here at this point of time;D and mye is a major screwed up:P hahhaha;D