ME~

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HM03 ANGLICAN HIGH SCHOOL
SILVER):

wait, if u think that we are lan ppl cos we got a silver,
tell ure sth important.
ALL THE PARTICIPATING SCH GOT SILVER! YES! ALL!!

we did so well, better alot than any other prac we had.
yet we only got a silver? wat kinda of crap that is? fuck~

or watever, worse still,
all those pro sch also got silver.
all those lan sch also got silver. wat the hell?
but oh well, let look at the bright side of things ba.
watever that is, is process over result.
i been telling myself that, but i still very sad about the result.

walaos~ MENTAL BREAKDOWN MAN):

came to sch at 5.30
woke up at 4. bloody tired.
thanks to xueyi and her dad who fetch me to sch.
went change--> freaking hot purple shirt and stockings.
make up, that took super long.
the bus here alr we still at make up.
jiaolian come, prac one last time!
WE GOT BETTER LO!

at bus, very scared.
everyone lian and lian and lian.
someone suggest that we play together once.
played elizabethan serenade, very nice very nice!
and very suitable cos it suitable for strolling and driving in a car.
mrs chew said very nice, apparently charles didnt even care._.

reached republic poly.
prepared in the tuning room, keep our cool and prac really the last time before syf.
JIAOLIAN FINALLY SAID THAT WAS VERY NICE^^
i think we are damn last min la.
went on stage.

starting with: MAGNIFICENT SEVEN!
for the ever first time, i can feel the feeling for the song.
WELL DONE EVERYONE! we are very lively and loud for that.
and ergao solo part damn neat. hooray~
we got move, nvr come in wrong beat, nvr really go wrong!
HOORAY~ we did very very well in that songxD

ELIZABETHAN SERENADE
and for the ever first time, i can feel the feeling for the song too.
we swayed very naturally, although not very uniform la. hehe
but first time see everyone move so much.
and most importantly, we nvr increase our beat.
very neat nice appalling and blahblah.(someone find the dictionary for some wordsxD)
melody super nice nice nice.
okay in all is very nice^^

go down stage, very happy that is over and we did great!
last performance with sec4 T.T
at first i thought we may get gold!
then we very noisy.. hehe.
went to see the jc playing. jiaolian de sch very nice~
and ya, i can still rmb that it was damn cold inside.
long sleeves shirt and stocking no use. feel like in chinaxD

wait for result.
everyone very nervous. but we still went on playing like some childish children._.
result out--> silver silver silver x8
i was like totally stunned that ALL get silver? but i still continue laughing, i duuno why.
at first i thought is a prank but is not la, obviously._.
chenchen was like rushing us back to the bus?

in bus everyone looks dead? except for us that are in front.
we can still talk and laugh. lol
mrs chew said that it like funeral, and charles didnt say anything again!
then someone go play like some funeral songs? walao damn funny.
think is amanda and vanessa lo. haha

went back HO room.
mrs chew and chenchen talk to us, ask us dun be sad.
okay la, a silver is not bad since everyone else is also getting a silver.
went change, eat.
chenchen said we cant dun nid go back class if we want.
he see us like damn sad ah, kind enough to allow us to pon lesson.
went to eat. deciding whether to go back class or not.
decided to, cos both fiona and boonlee went back. i cant dun go back. so extraxD
somemore ppl like guihui and xueyi willing to go back, so i went too.

and sure enough. everyone bug me for results.
i told some that we got silver.
but i cant bring myself to say the second time.
finally breakdown to tears leh.
at there i was trying to hold back ah.
that why i hate going back class.
somemore i see those ppl got gold or gwh like damn happy that we got silver?
huixian still say wat process over result? then tears flowing again):
I HATE TO BE THE LAST ONE LA!

last lesson got emath assignment must do.
but then i got headache, stomach cramp or wat still ask me do?
after sch guihui and sokchin still come and stress me even more?
then i just gave up, and kena scolded of cos. but who cares? is not gradedxD

wanted to go out at first.
but siewchen left her bag in HO room but it was locked.
call chenchen to open then we just stay inside play.
very fun^^ at least i can forget the fact that we got a silver.
play until damn late. they went 18chefs then me go home):
i thought i will breakdown at home but i didnt, guess i numb alr la.

walaos silver sux la.
although consider good among the HO in singapore.
but we consider second LAST in ahs!
somemore SOMEONE still say waiting for HO result,
pray for us wen she wanted to show off that her GE got gwh!
fuck them asshole la.

but throughout this syf thingy.
we learned alot of things.
oh well, JUST JIAYOUS FOR THE NXT SYF!
SO JIAYOUS SEC2, KAO NI MEN LExD

0 comment(s) / 20:14

AHAHAHAHHA! HARMONICA ORCHESTRA SINGAPORE YOUTH FESTIVAL CENTRAL JUDGING IS TMR!!
okay in short is HO SYF la. zzz

today last prac.
yet not much improvement._.
that means tmr die!

hmm... shall not say much.
hope that we will come back with good results!
cos there is so much stress on us!! shit them!!

GO AHS HO! JIAYOUS TMR!

BE LIVELY FOR TMR!

AND BRING BACK A GOLD! (gwh is not possible:D)

0 comment(s) / 21:06

oh my! i am supposed to blog everyday this week.
yet i still didnt.
but anw, the blog is so dead la. so sad.

hmm... wat should i say?
my oral today?
i think it sux.
my teacher was some newbie which i nvr seen her before.
the stupid hua ti: play too much com games blah blah
i think it is easier than the stupid prom night thingy.
yet hor, sad, i forgot wat i want to say.
i didnt talk very long, cos i think the teacher want to go alr and i am the last few):
then after that went cca, sectional..
very sian. as in i dun think sectionals can help us wen we are so close to syf.

hmm.. then went out to tampines 1.
okay la, i hate my lunch so ex!!
can u believe it? 6 ppl eat secret recipe then the bill is like $95?
omg, lucky someone got bring atm card or watever.
cant say who la, later u go rob the person how? ._.

ytd cca was a big help.
jiaolian was here. then we trained our taifeng aka feelings for the songs.
and seriously i think we got improved la. but not alot._.
at least i can feel abit of feelings to the songs.
i hope mon jiaolian come then trained us more.
cos i think everyone very slack wen jiaolian not here. me too laxD

and i feel lonely in front without jiahuan);
she moved back, then i de only sec3 infront for ergao.
amanda and ruth sure wont entertain me de.
lucky got nice josephine to talk to me^^
and i realised, she damn pro leh. and loud too.
which is something that i cant ever do.

was blog hopping last few days.
then i realise something.
everyone is super emotional before their syf.
alot of ppl cried, pray for everyone blah all these kind of things.
but we leh, i think we like no feeling de...
everytings appears to be damn dry or watever.
well, i could only say: HO must jiayous!

nxt week super super busy.
2 tests, syf, near mye.
paper 1 only nid to know all the ge shi.
but i planning to read some books that got alot of chim vocab.
mon tues wed got prac, i damn sian although we are supposed to prac hard for syf.
bio got alot to studyT.T
but i not nervous at all for the 2 tests.
but super nervous about syf, feel damn weird.

oh yea, thurs must come at 6.
planning to wake up at 4 or earlier?
to get ready and to keep my cool.
but feel damn tired, cos must walk by main gate
side gate and back gate sure hvnt open so early.

hmm... nothing to say le.
dun bother to come till nxt fri.
i think i will only post after syf although i am supposed to start studying on mye.
REALLY REALLY HOPE THAT WE CAN GET A GOLD, OR SILVER AT LEAST._.
JIAYOUS HO!

anw, syf is in 5 days time. very fast._.

0 comment(s) / 20:31

i think it is super fun to be able to post everyday^^
ytd was exception, i got 2.4 and i still nid to chiong my gonghan and eng proposal.

ytd was 2.4 blah watever~
i got the last few.
i got the feeling that i got improved since i TRIED to run and stop walking.
ran for three to four station, then started walking._.
mandy was kind:D she pulled me so that i wont lag
although i almost tripped, but nvm(:

reach home about 7.
okay is not considered very late.
ppl who lived in tampines or pasir ris reached later.
kind de of fortunate to live in bedok^^
then started hwk at 8._.
chiong and miracles! i finished all by 9^^

oh yea, i received a BIGBIG belated bdae present frm zixing and pehsiang.
like wat? hello panda pocky and chrysanthemum tea?
wow~ thanks man! at least i wont have to starve for at least 6 recesses._.
but i kinda tired of wat i eat. WHY MUST I BE A FUSSY EATER?
and saddening. i forgot to bring the present home):
sry sry sry sry sry sry x100
haha. watever~ PROMISE TO BRING HOME TMR^^
tmr somemore got cca. my lunch shall be all those^^

speaking of cca. i really think that we damn slack ah.
CO damn hardworking then got GOLD.
CD damn lihai then got GOLD
Choir damn strong then got GOLD WITH HONOURS.
then we leh? we are neither hardworking nor strong.
at least guitar is having cca almost everyday, including sat ah.
we hv cca prac thrice a week, but mon we all super slack.
seriously i think thurs and fri is not enough.
and i really want to get a gold, after seeing how happy CO was after syf.

and somehow, i think someone frm HO talk bad about dance.
whoever she is(not going to say), pls la. think before u said.
if u want to say such things, at least dun say so loud until the dance ppl know la.
but first if u want to say such things, pls think la.
WE ARE NOT THAT GOOD EITHER.
讲别人, 先说自己.
i think dance ppl are buaysong with all HO ppl wen it like not our fault._.
i seriously think the dance dun deserved to be said until like that.
dance ppl are all nice ppl okay!

8 more days to syf.
think nxt week not much prac cos i think jiaolian not coming and completely gave up on us?
basically we all hv to buck up ah.
is the last week to syf!
sometimes feel nervous but sometimes not.

shit la. nxt week got alot of things. sucky!
nxt tues: paper 1
nxt wed: bio mock test
nxt thurs: SYF
so many things to study for bio):
but must start preparing for mye.
somemore bio with hist same day, got alot of things to memorise):

shit la, after syf must chiong for mye alr.
but first, oral first!!
hiya oral talk crap la.
paper 1 more worried.
i think my gonghan sux):
i cant rmb de ge shi!!

oh well. JIAYOUS EVERYONE.
to GE and HO, jiayous for syf.
to everyone, jiayous for oral, paper 1 and mye~

0 comment(s) / 20:04

HOORAY~ i am posting againxD
post so much these days, then nxt week not going to update.
cos got two important thing: paper 1, SYF!!

anw, just heard the news that CO get gold for their syf(:
hehe. congrats to all the CO pplxD
in other way, it kind de of stress us ah.
after CO, still got GE.
sure GE get good results one, so pro.
HO leh? until now i still not sure lo.
and syf is coming down in 10 more days.

feel bored... NO TEST THIS WEEK!
also means must revise for mye--> which is in two weeks time
oral this sat, kind de of shit cos mine is first part of the thingy.
i hvnt been sleeping beyond 9 for dunno how many sat le.

feel kind de of cheated today.
cos all went home without telling me until later):
went to teach the sec1, is boring(telling the truth) cos i will be talking to the air.
lucky siewchen came back today.
cos sec2 and vanessa got audi
guihui and jiahuan got test.
amanda and ruth dunno gone where le.
kind siewchen kind de of teach me some valuable lesson.
although i still abit blurblur, but all those make sense.
SO I MUST TRUST MYSELF AND GIVE MYSELF MORE CONFIDENT!!
and thanks siewchenxD
love love

receive my first present today.
which is a card frm zixing.
recieve another present frm sokchin: NO poking and touching hair for 1 month
thanks man, a great present for 1 month._.
mummy also give lots of present(why all so late?)
but anw, i appreciate them, and still loves<33

shit tmr 2.4 run
no motivation to run, plus i still have 2 more station to completex(:
hope i can run tmr, at least get a C lo.

anw,
HAPPY 15 BIRTHDAY TO JINGJING AND CHARLENE~

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~

yay~ officially 15 liao [:
this does not mean old okay, is mature le._.

and like wat i forecast, this yr is really a super lonely birthday.
but i will still like to thank all these nice ppl for wishing me happy bdae[:

huixian--> sms, bloggie
cheryl--> sms
clarissa--> sms
xueyi--> sms
shelton--> sms
guihui--> sms
zixing--> sms, bloggie
sokchin--> msn
valerie--> msn

well, maybe still got more but i just forgot.
and thanks to all those ppl to wish me happy bdae. [:
is not easy for those ppl who i know long ago like clarissa to still rmb my bdae.
thanks mei. LOVE YOU<33
and of cos to all the others.

super lonely bdae this yr.
went straight home after chem extra lesson and after playing with other ppl's erhu^^
then like nvr go out alr?
okay la, i went out with my family like only 1 hr?
siannn... i hate this yr bdae):

wen i look back at my lasy yr de bdae,
i actually wanted to cry, it like so different leh.
okay okay, shouldnt be sad on my bdae.
but hiya, i dunno why. maybe cos is a sat?
and i nvr ask ppl outT.T

hmm... then maybe i should mi pu on weekday.
well, in fact i dun hv test nxt week^^
is like wow~ i nvr had this ever since i was sec2.
say hooray~ no tests nxt week!
actually consider have la: napfa, 2.4 run, oral
but dun nid revise one, yayye~

and yea, tell ure something.
I NO PRESENT T.T
isnt that poor thing? like no present on bdae.
well then i shall go buy something for myself._.

let do some countdown ba[:
CO syf, jingjing bdae: 2 days
chinese oral: 7 days
GE syf: 9 days
paper 1: 10 days
HO syf: 12 days
mye: 18 days
omg....

hmm... nid to chiong hwk tmr.
didnt do anyting today.
HOW CAN I DO HWK AND REVISE ON MY BDAE.
tmr sian ah!!
but anyway, byebyexD

0 comment(s) / 20:28

today is not a good day.
other than opg birthday today, there is phys test and napfa today.

phys test really sux.
dunno how to do a million qns.
okay la, there isnt million qns in the test
but hiya, so many dunno how to do.

napfa actually isnt that sad.
improve in sit up and standing board jump.
i FINALLY GOT 160.
past yrs is always 150++, meeting my target of at least 160 this yr(:
sit and reach is a disappointment, think i got the lowest.
like wat? i just pass? 31 to be exact.
dun care, must learn frm dance ppl and retake nxt nxt week.
must at least get a sliver this yr. cant deproved!!

blah~ later recess then celebrate opg bdae.
watever lo. i dun even want to celebrate for her!
actually in the morning assembly we want to announce de.
but somehow it flop. then no surprise.
i think opg is going to kaobei us again for not giving her surprise.
she like keep hinting us again and again.
take pic, cut cake, eat food, and cut into abit of amaths lesson.
but mr khoo is nice actually, he dun blame us and release us late.
cos the whole world is having handover today.
but we? cos of stupid syf, i cant add into the fun):

sian sian sian...
tmr is my bdae.
that means today is my last day of being 14.
must treasure treasure~
I DUN WANT TO BE OLD!

tmr must go back sch!!
feel damn sian, wanted to sleep more on my bdae.
but then cant cos nid go back sch for extra chem lesson.

i feel sad lo.
i keep having the feeling that no one rmb my bdae.
weird feeling. i feel so lonely this yr.
foresee that this yr de bdae is so quiet and lonely): which i dun like.

cca prac is getting so sian now.
i dunno if we got improved,
but i think we are going to get very lan for syf.
but pls, NO COP! that will be damn diulian.
somemore i am having this stupid ulcer that hurt wen i blow harmoc.
i think is cos of ytd de prac, damn late then end then keep blowing.
lung damn pain ah! i am not having enough oxygen in my body.
both songs like keep sucking de harmoc de.
watever~ i think both pu are biased against ergao):

most cca finish their syf alr.
still left CO, GE and HO.
hey~ i realise sth, we are all neighbours!
why is ours one so late):
somemore choir got gwh leh, twice in a row?
super stress. now i know why we must at least get a silver.

handover today for most cca.
i wonder wat post my frens are going to get, except those who are having syf.
it looks fun ah. i think our handover is the latest.
but i dun want handover. it sux and is our batch alr.

nothing to say.
HAPPY BDAE TO ME IN ADVANCE~

0 comment(s) / 20:11

boooolaaaaaa~ i am bored, so let talk crap here.
well anw, i want to increase my post to 200 by jun, like i said before.

oh well, i think i am going to post alot in APRIL.
cos april are SPECIAL!

other than mye paper 1, syf, opg bdae to ruin my good day and blah...
april is still SPECIAL xD
cos it is MY BDAE~
actually for those who forgot(ahem)
it is nxt sat(:
now dun forget and hopefully you can buy me presentsxD

oh well, those are really crap.
wat i can rmb now is only the exchange thingy today.
it was like damn duilian in front of all the sch.
i was trying to cover my face o.O
i think we are the lan-est sch,
so i tink say good bye to gold or gwh.
sound so bad and no confident. hehe
but really ah.
so lan still dun want call back for prac.

i think HO is a very shibai cca.
we are so small...
yet still got ppl want to pon cca.
every section got at least one pon-star~
although i believe 'small does not means weak',
but i seriously think we are small AND weak.
i sound so bad, but i am telling the truth T.T
why do i even join HO?
well at least HO isnt that complex as guiter or CO.

feel so shibai.
i am supposed to plan for shiqi bdae celebration thingy,
yet i TOTALLY FORGOT.
how muddle-headed i am.
then i think the whole thing flop or sth ._.

omg, nxt fri opg bdae.
i was hoping that we dun celebrate her bdae.
but since i think the class is doing it,
i guess just do it lo.
but i am not going to do anything that is related to opg! i swear i wont!

feel very vulgar and bad mood these days.
moodswing i guess. oh well, i dunno wat is moodswing anw.
like last wed, opg was like scolding me hsiaowoon glen for not doing duty.
then she was like do immediately or else she wont start lesson.
no choice lo, i just anw sweep the floor.
then i was like scolding 'fuck' in the class, infront of huixian.
hope that no one actually hear, but i think i scold too loudly.
watever~ she deserve it!
i feel bad for scolding vulgar but i really cant hold it back anymore.
amanda was like telling me not to be so nice and must be more strict and scold ppl nxt time?
i really damn scared leh.
wat if i damn angry and exploded during cca, which is like so innocent?
hiya. everything her fault la. she sux!

so bored. actually i am supposed to study phys today.
but hiya, feel so tired then heck care alr.
hmm... should start studying tmr.
IRENE! U MUST START STUDYING!
U ARE LAGGING IN THE CLASS!

but for today i shall take a break.
and nxt sat too(:
okay i crap too much so i shall stop.
so byebyexD

0 comment(s) / 20:25

feel so not like myself today.
blah watever~ today is not a good day, that's for surexD

thurs are always black.
cos it is long day, double period phys, most of the time got 2 tests on thurs and long cca prac.
chi test and emath test today.
chi was ___, suxer test la.
emath was damn easy? waste my time revising emath wen i can study more on chi.
today also eng proposal thingy presentation.
i hope that end well. zzz

cca ended late today.
and cca ended super early on mon.
omg so different o.O
somemore mon cca damn slack.
and new drummer was making a fool out of himself.
'that was a double bass? that looks like a GUITAR!' was a damn funny jokexD
21 more days to syf. yet we are still so slack. how sad... T.T

ytd was 3F enterprise day ;D
at first me and huixian was like slacking cos nothing to do.
it was damn chaotic during the first recess lo.
second recess got better, but we ran out of stuff to sell.
so ppl went out to sch to buy ;D
opg fault, her budget was damn little..

the whole day gastric pain, ROARS cant stand it.
whole day-- frm morning to afternoon didnt eat except drink water.
i think i got too much gastric juice in my stomachxD
digestion is too fast then get hungry so easily.
somemore i didnt eat before going to sch T.T
these days hungry very fast.
think i got too much gastric juice, pancreatic juice intestinal juice and bile in my digestive system
digestion of protein, starch maltose and fats is too fast.
okay is too bio-logical.

MOSQUITOES! U BITE, U DIE!
STOP BITTING ME. ENOUGH OF MOSQUITOES BITES!
whole day very itchy.
hate mosquitoes! not mozzie la xD

blah, nid go back to sch on sat for exchange thingy.
11 to 6 T.T
i want to sleep!!!
lucky got GOOD friday to cover sat.
but i still nid to study, esp PHYS!
SOMEONE TEACH ME KINEMATICS AND FORCE!
sun got ccs final.
looking foward to it but i dun think i am voting for rachel xD so bad

blah blah~
hoping to reach 200th posts by jun xD
but i think not possible ba. now only 166 posts only T.T
hmm... nothing else le. so byebyexD

0 comment(s) / 21:26

feel so emo these days.
okay la, in actual, i was not happy ever since i am a sec3.
seriously i think sec3 damn stress.
got studies, cca, syf, opg de stress and blah~
that why all the perious posts are like super emo one.

feel like crying these days.
i cant take on the stress. zzz

first, i wonder who invented/created this stupid syf thingy.
then i got less time to study due to cca pracs
although we are considered slack compared to other cca,
but i seriously think that i no time to study.

recent tests very lan):
bio and chem dropped alot! really!!
like frm a high A1 to a damn low A1.
amaths is totally... given up alr.
like wat? i failed my amath test miserably):
although log is supposed to be more easy than surds and indices,
but how can i fail a log test?
plus, all the ppl arnd me are like super clever?

cos of syf and demanding cca prac,
i hv been finding excuse to skip revising.
feel super lazy but after mon,thurs fri, i seriously no mood to study at all!
this week super slack cos no test,
i am supposed to use this time to revise.
but i DIDNT! feel so bad):

and our syf like super late,
actually we are the latest cca to hv syf.
is like 30 apr leh.
paper 1 start at like 28 apr?
all the rest like 6 may?
i foresee that i am going to do very badly for mye.
is easy for my parent to understand me and not scold me.
but i still got OPG to jiao dai to!
suxer opg!

but nvm, after 30 apr then i just use the remaining 6 days to study.
but wat? 2 may got dumb moe thingy.
sec3 cant pon, then really suxer leh.
sec4 can pon. damn unfair leh.
sec3 and 4 hv mye on the exact same day and time.
sec4 can use that sat to study at home then why cant we?
i think i going to pon, buying mc or parent letter.
depend ba. if i can bring my notes to go there study for some time then i think i will still go.
but really i cant stand the sec4 esp ______
after syf straight away handover just seems rude and unfair.
after syf sec4 pangseh us and force only the sec3 to go the moe thingy.
but half de fault is chen zehou la. he sux ah. dun think properly one.

time have been going so slowly.
syf faster over la.
i want to study and heck care cca a while.
better if mye faster over:D
bloody hell this time mye is for 2 weeks! not three days!
mye got 9 subjects, not five subject!

14 more days to my bdae.
13 days of remaining young ---14 years old
damn sad! this yr de bdae sure no one will rmb and very leng chang.
other than it is a sat,
opg bdae ONE DAY BEFORE MINE sure take away all the attention,
ppl will forget cos they hv mye and syf,
mon is jingjing bdae,
no one will help me celebrate or buy me presents cos they will forget T.T
i dun mind late presents, but i cant stand someone forgot my bdae(esp those who are close with me)
if u are really damn busy to go buy my present, i dun mind late ones.
but then condition is: must DOUBLE~ jkjkjk~
as long as u rmb my bdae, that is good enough:D

why my bdae so so so lonely this yr? T.T