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Sunday, June 28, 2009

hooray~ performance finally end liao.
reached home ytd at 9.45. i expected to reach home at 10++
hahaha thanks to xueyi's father. i love lorry~

oh yea, this week is super chaotic and tiring.
mon tues and thurs no cca then must chiong elearningT.T
wed fri got cca, whole day somemore then at night still must chiong elearning.
oh well, the sch sux la. even if got alps then sure wont go so fast de right?

monday
went jing hse is it? do bio.
cant rmb. oh man stm._.

tuesday
zixing bdae (:
HAPPY BELATED BDAE :D presents later xD

then afternoon cca?
morning do some elearning.
oh yea, very late for cca cos side gate not open.
must go all the way to the main gate.
then go there still must write name._. wth
prac with jiaolian? amanda ruth rachel came back i think.
got purple shirt frm amanda and loan to angela.

wednesday
rehearsal at sajc. woke up at 6.15._. tired!!
reached sch late again! oh yea xueyi wasnt here.
stupid stupid! everyday must walk frm main gate. so far):

then full uniform? feel weird cos very long nvr wear uniform liao.
bus-ed to sajc. wanping late then lost her way):
then no one knows how to go la. pity wanping :D

briefing then wait till our turn.
very bored then everyone zao away and go canteen xD
went to talk to green tea again!
sry lor. i dunno wat name to use on her la.
seriously tell you no use one la.
went to canteen and eat cupnoodle.

and then our turn, everyone chiong back.
sajc ppl damn wat leh. so late then tell us.
but actually there was a grp b4 us. make us run for nothing._.
after our turn, lunch time!
but their food was.... seriously is for dogs to eat la._.

went back. suddenly got sec1 audition.
SL had to stay back!! okay there was only 1 SL that day since xueyi and josephine not here.
damn suxer. only 1 sl then bully me wth.
always ask me comment wen i dunno how to.
but basically i think ergao jnrs except greentea improved alot alot. glad for them:D
went home with guihui but she went to michelle hse._.

thursday
no prac. stay at home do elearning._.
done with hist. feel gd to complete it without textbk.
hahahah then maybe all wrong.

friday
full dressed rehearsal. i was late again><
guihui was even earlier than me. miracle~
jiahuan pon cca. okay she didnt la. not feeling well._.
reached sch late again><>

then changed. court shoe without stocking= blisters):
bus-ed to sajc again.
holding room=lecture room2.
went to some room for debrief again._.

then waited very long in lecture room again.
and everyone zao to canteen again.
oh man, canteen is ahs HO favourite place._.
then also damn sudden must go back alr. wth
jiaolian hvnt reach. samuel conducted. damn screwed.

then lunch. sit with juniors. yeah~
eat cup noodle again cos i dun trust de food they provided.
ya la. all like some shit rice maybe given to dogs or prisoners.


second round of rehearsal.
jiaolian was here. prac tgt at lecture room._. damn weird
cos got another sch there.
second round wasnt so bad.
went to sch. prac with angela. went home i think.

saturday
performance. woke up at 7.
i didnt reach sch late^^
met michelle on the bus interchange.
waited for xueyi.
changed. make-up.
i think we reached damn early cos after make up we still hv time.
so played cards. then dazu.
and ohyea, i tore my stocking. how stupid><

bus-ed to sajc again.
lecture room again. after a while then lunch time.
this time de chicken rice looks abit edible.
but i still dun trust de food so i ate cup noodle again.
then went back. prac.
2.30 then cant go out again.
but me and guihui went out to pass the tickets to guoxian.
siewchen lost her way o.o

then our turn to perform le.
sajc ppl kaobei again. so like opg xD
first one was damn screwed. and the first row got an extra chair o.o
lousy PA crew. then ppl go check then kaobei again.
cant trust de sajc ppl la.
oh yea, i screwed alot. then we very soft also.
lousy sajc again. only one mike for harmocs. sure damn soft one.
went back. ruth rachel joshua and guoxian came to see us o.o

slack slack. went to eat snacks.
then after a while dinner time alr.
this time was western. but their fish and fries are so not edible.
i didnt finish in the end. threw it into the junk area(sokchin's lunch box)
went back lecture room. dunno why suddenly everyone spam taking photo._.
took a ergao photo. hooray~ but we very noisy. i thought we will get scolded._.
yuanli is a super pro photographer. hahahha

then second round of performance.
this time is third row for extra chair, first row lack of one chair._.
lousy pa crew la. is like every rehearsal got missing or extra chair de.
then wen ppl wanna go check, they ap and kb again. wth
hahahha nxt time shall not go sajc. bad impression sia.
second time wasnt so screwed but still screwed.
at least i didnt screwed as much as the first time._.

went back. pack up. took a whole cca photo.
oh yea, dr boon was there.
she was like ' very good very good'
at first i thought she was the teacher of some primary sch o.o
and good meh? she kou shi xin fei la.
bus reached. reached sch like 9.
brief was blahblah. went to change back.
went home. the sch damn dark sia. somemore we are the last to leave._.
hahha sokchin was damn scared :D but i alr used to it.
xueyi father fetched us. reached home earlier than i expected.

hahahahahha. finally performance end liao.
no more cca until further notice. hooray~
this week super tired. ahhaha. i got alot of things to take care of.
stupid green tea la><

and sajc damn wat la.
other than the pa crew.
the food like some shit :X
ppl like to kp alot.
food damn ex la.
but wat i like is the free drinks and ice cream^^
and this performance damn screwed.
sec1 first performance. hahaha
but oh well, goes well and ends well :D

hmm.. nxt week no sch. ayg(:
want to go out one day. hahah
but got stupid elearning. hiya dun care alr.
i tell teachers cos i got cca so cant finish xD
those ppl no cca also cant finish then wat can u expect. lol
this week de elearning still left phys and ss. so not planning to do alr.
hope that nxt week elearning lesser cos ayg.
hahahaha. oh shit. chinese olvl oral coming la.
7/6 then sch reopen. wonder why mon no sch sia o.o

hmm... today is the day wen i am going to play whole day.
after that performance ytd, why shouldnt i take a break :D
oh yea, feel like a pig, slept for 12 hrs today o.o
dun care elearning alr. sure got alot of ppl nvr finish all de. haahha
so byebye.
pics another day. my phone died! haha xD



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Monday, June 22, 2009

hmmm... i am abit lagging but...
ALPS IS CANCELLED~

lalala~ but i not exactly thrilled._.
cos there is tons tons tons of elearning and wksht to do T.T
and to make matters worse, i still got cca unlike other ppl.
which means not much time for hol

damn pissed off by the sch la.
think wat? we damn pro is it? put so many elearning for us to do.
oh pls. we only had one week to do
and nxt week ayg sure got news things de.
and for me? i still had cca... then damn sian T.T

feel like poning. cca damn sian.
some stupid songs like elizabethan, so sian la, no feeling to the song alr.
and some noob song like the god song?
is even noob-er than the top of the world.
and if jiaolian not coming, we sure damn slack then cca end early
like come to sch for wat la.
and now go back sch still must take temperature. wth.
the sch damn fuck leh
the performance and church damn fuck la.
CANCEL UR DUMB PERFORMANCE LA~ H1N1 LEH.
not a fan of god. i dun trust in any religious.


oh well, let talk about other stuffs la.
went jingjing hse to do bio again._.
did alot alot today! that great.
still left some little little stuff. and we done!!!
bio proj damn suxish. so hard la.
BETTER GIVE US HIGH MARKS HOR! WE PUT IN ALOT OF EFFORT LEH!

ytd went to changi beach to play with family and friends.
very fun^^ went to catch some crabs.
we caught alot of crabs. okay i didnt catch any.
I DIDNT EVEN SEE ONE LA~
and my bro caught a starfish! damn cool sia.
but we let all go in the end. forgot to take pic o.o
then went down the sea and play with water.
damn salty de waterxD i hate the taste...
then went back home. damn sian i wanna go out with them again^^


and my hamsters grew so much so much.
they like three weeks old alr. loves loves<33
bought a ball to let them run with.
but i always hv to keep an eye of them cos they will go some corners and get stuck._.
i think they too little to run properly with the ball.
they will fall off._.

but damn sad ah. one turns aggressive. kiki i think.
it learns how to biteT.T and keep biting me. stupud kiki o.o
dun trust meT.T
at night damn chao. turn the wheel then very noisy.
morning also dun want to turn.

oh well off to do elearning b4 it piles upxD
not planning to do phys but oh well, shall see first.
byebye. i want to play!!


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Thursday, June 18, 2009

PRESENTING....
MY HAMSTERS(:



it looks like its emo-ing xD

yay~ so cute

sleeping beauty =p

and they are only this small when they first arrived xD
but they grow alot ;D

but i still dunno which is which.
sry lo, but they look very alikexD

very fun to take care of them.
but to mention how many times they fall cos of me =p
and yay~ they finally know how to drink.
but the sad thing is, they will fight ]:
and i had to separate them. so lonely.

but wen sch reopens, i doubt i will hv the time to play with them.
so sad right? hope that sch wont reopen cos of H1N1.


ytd went jingjing hse to do bio.
went east point, met huixian first.
went popular to buy materials.
went 18 chefs to eat lunch.
but at first we didnt really know wat to eat.
all the shops is not open or full of ppl.

18 chefs is nice but then makes me broke):
i had like no more notes in my wallet.
and i conclude that lemon tea sux!
i like pasta and ice cream=p

went jingjing bigbig hse to do bio.
finished with the board. then separate all the work.
and we shall wait for hazel to come back and finish up=x
hahah so mean.


and last month bill came.
i bao my sms): but not alot, maybe by 20?
if i bao last month, then wat will happen this month?
i send alot msg cos of ergao outing.
others for proj and stuff.
yet ergao outing had to be cancelled); waste sms for nothing.
seriously no one going la, okay maybe me ruth siewchen and some ancients?
but wat the use la? so little ppl going...

so i conclude,
NO MORE ORGANISING OUTINGS!
practically i sux at it. no one wants to go.
waste my sms for nothing.
i bet i send like 400 msg just cos of ergao outing?
that practically bao! i only have 300 free.
then cant change plan until nxt yr wen i change phone):

and sch going to reopen on mon):
okay maybe for ahs ppl only. so sian.
alot ppl are going for obs.
although im poning lessons, but i still feel very sian about going back.
why the stupid sch want us to go back?
theres still e learning on ayg week! wth
seriously nxt week go back like no use.
everyone go obs, HO ppl poning.

and finally complete all my hwk.
except for phys and chem which i am not going to do.
still left bio and chem proj. so i am going to play like siao nxt few days.

feeling abit down these days.
and cant sleep well. wth ><
so byebyexD


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Sunday, June 14, 2009

yoshh~ hvnt been updating for quite a while.
so sorry o.o i was chionging my hwk and some other stuff.

let see... mon!
new tv arrived~
bigger and nicer screen. hooray~
after that went jingjing hse to do chem proj.
oh well, they doing eng proj then me go research for chem :D
then after a while went home o.o
but jingjing hse damn nice.
okay i like those big houses cos they rawks~

tues!
cca is it?
then boring sectionals.
totally no mood for cca. then me very slack xD
then dazu. exco meeting~
but me went to teach angela cos she late.
sort of hv a talk with herxD
asking her not to pon cca and why she pon cca.
then went back to HO room.
played and discuss about farewell stuffxD

wed thurs and fri!
chionging most of the hwk.
so i still left heymath, phys and history.
but hist not on moodle o.o
not planning to do phys
heymath only release tmr
but the chi storybook nid to read again.
cos i dun understand and is so boring and chim):
lucky it contains short stories, if not i fall asleep lexD

sat!
went huixian hse do bio proj.
couldnt find materials.
stupid la>< where got waterproof material la~
then sort of plan de whole thing, but that ended up in failurexD
so we did the qns instead. going to end soon
i doubt the sec4 know how to ans, hahah so chimxD

today!
my hamsters arrived. yay~
but they still very small. okay they r about two weeks old only><
small as my thumb, okay maybe a little bigger.
but i nid to feed them water sia. they dunno how to drink><
lucky they know how to eat.

their names are bibi and kiki.
cos both females(:
kiki is damn super active, run here run there._.
bibi damn quiet._.
but i still love them<3


haha let talk about some random stuff.
okay, looking forward to the phone bill.
i think i going to bao this month.
sms alot cos of ergao outingxD
300 is damn little la.
yet ppl still dun want to reply.
NO MORE ORGANISING OUTING ALR LA~
lucky still got siewchen to help me... hahhaha

and i still got alot of proj hvnt finish.
bio ss chem...
chem still got time then nvm
ss dunno wen hand in.
bio must hand in on alps week, yet is the hardest proj><

yay~ poning three days of lessons during alps week.
tues wed fri i think.
thanks to the concert rehearsals. all in the morning. YAY~
although miss alot of lesson then lag in class, but is gd to pon classes:D

nxt week nothing do except hwk.
nvm, shall go play~
so might not be posting nxt weekxD
and ERGAO OUTING HOW?
PPL PLS REPLY MY SMS!!!


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Wednesday, June 3, 2009

pon cca today~ totally cool cos for once i dun hv to go for boring ccaxD
instead went to do bio proj with huixian jing hazel mozzie.
went settlers to play games to find ling gan for proj:D

for once i dun hv to go cca and start worrying this and that.
for once i can dun nid to see jiaolian face and instead hv fun^^
why am i so bad la?
where got sl pon cca de._.
but i didnt care. haha.
anw proj are much more impt than cca okay?

went to sch to pass money to dexter.
not safe for me to carry arnd. i damn worried that i will lose all the money.
that like $60? i hv to pay for them._.
feel that going back to sch is so extraxD
waited for guihui to go down the hill together.
and miracle, she wasnt latexD
then junyang was like, who say u can go? parent letter!!
but who cares? chenchen didnt even collect parent letter. lol

met huixian hazel and jingjing at tenahmerah mrt station.
met mozzie at clakequay. went settlers.
we are like some crazy ppl.
making hell lot of noises in every games. lol
ppl was like looking at us._.
stupid mozzie... she damn jidong in every game and she will start screaming O.o

ate fishnchip for lunch(:
omg cant believe i ate huixian O.o
but i am supposed to cos i am a SEAGULLxD
okay i dunno why i am a seagull. lol
played played played until 5 plus.
free flow of drinks<3 okay i drank too much that i go often toilet so often._.
went central walk a while. then went back home.
stupid mrt._. go so slow that i think i can walk faster than the mrt.

i wonder how was prac today.
cant believe it. 2 snrs and 6 jnrs._.
feel very bad for leaving them alone actually.
but sec1 hv to train to be independent actually.
not to depend so much on their seniors. hehe

hooray~ tmr no prac.
which means, more freedom~
but i think i going to chiong finish chi hwk by this week.
so that nxt week do other subjects, which is not alotxD
chi damn alotO.o two books to read. wth
going to play. byebyexD


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Tuesday, June 2, 2009

real busy these days.
feel kinda of bad. i hvnt started any hwk except readers' digest,
which i started doing before hols.
watever~ got cca these two days and too tired to do any hwk wen i got home.

but wen i look at the amt of hwk i have, i feel that i should start doing alr.
okay maybe i am too hardworking but i wanted to chiong hwk before third week so that i can play.
but stupid everyday got cca._.

cca was boring these two days.
and i totally lose all my passion for HO.
today super long. and i almost couldnt wake up today.

ordered kfc delivery for lunch today since 85 closed for cleaning._.
quite fun actually. okay i didnt do anything except asking ppl to order._.
glad to hv my math pro guihui with me.
i am damn lan in counting money.
and ergao got like 9 ppl ordering, which will confuse me.
my lousy brains :D

but like damn cheepo.
their pepsi like cans one, somemore no ice, not cold one.
seriously damn nan he. i threw away cos i couldnt finish xD

and jiaolian was super pissed with us? i dunno, heard frm sam and junyang.
cos all the sl went out and took the food? okay josephine didnt.
octave damn kelian. without xueyi and wenmin, jiaolian started to bully octave xD
sam was like scolding me, wat ergao dunno wat, no sl arnd, no sound etc..
watever i didnt hear cos i was busy. but i know he like scolding me.
but pls la, ergao wont die without sl right?
btw, according to guihui.
even though i arnd also no use, cos i damn soft :D
nid to start training my jnrs' dare-ness or watever.

prac just seems very long cos i damn tired.
jiaolian started talking crap, which i almost fall asleep if without sokchin:D
finally ended. finally dun hv to stay back to teach jnr or watever.


and yea, according to guihui...
GREENTEA(okay i dunno why greentea cos it doesnt really suit her but i couldnt think of name)
really pissed me off this time.
I SERIOUSLY WARN EVERYONE LOOKING HERE!
DUN LIE TO ME! I HATE PPL WHO LIE TO ME!
DUN LET ME HATE U! COS I DUNNO WAT I WILL DO!
okay i sounded so scary.

but pls, dun think that no one sees ur blog!
I CAN STILL SEE OKAY. NO USE LYING TO ME.
going hospital for checkup is a very lame excuse for poning cca.
yet u still post about how u go out with ur frens and hv fun.
pls. at least be gulity about lying. not just treating us as shit!
i hv been very kind, very patient with u ytd.
if not, i would hv practically started scolding you and i will vent all my anger on u!
ur basic skill is like damn lan alr.
even jiaolian know that u couldnt play.
YET U STILL DUN WANT TO COME? AND STILL COME UP WITH LAME EXCUSE?

but even if u are gulity now? NO USE!
i had totally lost my trust in u. i will nvr ever trust u again.
telling you!
I AM GOING TO KICK U OUT OF THIS PERFORMANCE
I DUN CARE U BUY ALL THE COSTUMES ALR OR WAT!
I DUN CARE IF CHENCHEN DUN ALLOW.
i not going to let u participate in this performance cos u will pull us down.
i am going to ask and ask chenchen to kick u out of cca if i cant take it anymore!

but pls. at least treat us as ur seniors!
WE ARE NOT UR JUNIOR TO ANYHOW TALK TO!
wen guihui ask u to show a receipt or sth to prove that u went 'checkup'
U DUN JUST DUN REPLY AND HECK CARE US!
wen i call u today to ask u why u nvr come cca today
U DUN JUST HUNG UP MY CALL AND HECK CARE!
TELLING U, IF WE ARE SOME UG.
I WILL PUNISH U LIKE SIAO AND MAKE UR LIFE MISERABLE!

and i really cant take it anymore.
u still hv the face to ask me 'which hole?', 'blow or suck?'
ur attitude for harmoc is totally wrong!!
so i am not going to teach u anymore.
if there is some kind senior who is willing to teach u, i dun care.
i dun want to shorten my life!



and ya. tmr cca damn omg~
tmr only left two seniors.
me guihui sokchin jinyan and maybe vanessa gone.
left jiahuan and wanping.
and worse still, there is 7 jnrs coming tmr and jiaolian is coming.
maybe i still go, but only like 15min?
jiahuan jiahuan my temporary asl~ jiayous jiayous
feel so bad for missing cca cos me sl):
but cant dun go do proj cos of ____
oh well, just good luck loxD


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