its handoverT.T
after 3 plus years in HO, everything is over now.
lets talk about HO and ergao in my four years in HO;D
sec1:D
blah idk why i join HO too;D
initially wanted to join CO but then i cant find the booth._.
then some HO senior pull me and xueyi. thats how we ended up joining HO.
then choose sections. hhaha okay we chose by drawing lots.
and thats when, my section is ERGAO~
actually sec1 nothing much. cos im damn antisocial.
hahaha i dun talk to people, seniors. cos that time i still dunno anyone xD
sec1s always had to go sectionals for basic skills;D
and shiqi teach well;D at least i learn quite okay.
but then i find cca very boring, wanted to quit at first.
after i joined dazu, cca was more fun and i didnt quit anymore;D
hahha still rmb my first ever audition in front of the seniors;D after we joined dazu;D
super nervous;D somemore im the last one leh.
cca was becoming more fun^^ got to know jiahuan and guihui and the seniors;D
i could still rmb the time me gh jh and other sec1 mates and amanda and ruth keep bullying shiqi and siewchen. it was fun^^ sweet wrappers esp;D
seriously i think sec1 nothing much.
and farewell;D first ever thing to do that is related to HO and not just prac:D did the banner;D although like abit plain, but then we did it. everytime must go back sch or stay back after cca to do;D
okay then the farewell chalet. really enjoyed it alot. its hard for a sec1 to enjoy farewell. got to know the seniors well. and also some rather old ancients;D
sec2:D first ever performance in sec1 oritentation;D blah sec2 also nothing much. prac play bully seniors blah...
after that shiqi that batch handover:x okay i shall not say anymore. bad memories are meant to be erased. amanda became our new SL;D and me de new asl;D first ever handover dinner at pizza hut. funfun^^
then eerrr farewell? shall not say la hor;D still a hot topic arnd us;D and didnt enjoy much as sec1 due to alot of unreasonable reasons._. but still its for shiqi de batch. and thats wat matters:D cos shiqi and siewchen are our very nice seniors;D chiong farewell card like siao O.o and fake presents rawks~
sec3:D ohmy im a sec3 le? cant believe itT.T starting to get more interesting? 2009 harmonica orchestra SYF--> silver. i know that silver broke alot of ppl heart, cos it kinda waste of our effort. but still, its for the experience. and i really enjoyed prac with my dear frens, seniors and juniors, i know everyone tired from all these. but i loved cca alot back days;D
went a short break after syf due to mye. after that, had handover. okay la i didnt go due to some reasons, but alot of ppl said dun go also okay. blah listen from other ppl lo. then knew that handover is a torture for them, cos our handover present was jiaolian._. haha okay i became the sl, but then i wasnt there. so i didnt know hows first prac without the seniors. quite chaotic i heard:D
first ever sectional led by me came the nxt sectional date. quite okay i guess. at that time, i didnt know its a torture of being the sl. hahaah i still thought it was fun, and since i wanted the sl post, i was satisfied. then problems and problems arose. first it was angela, then the twins, then all my juniors starting to give me headache. all of them are starting to climb on top of my head. i then knew the problem that existed in ergao rather late. like dunno how many months since i got the post. i started to man yuan alot. and soon i started to not like cca.
still, i enjoyed the authority i had, the authority of ordering ppl arnd and they could only listen to me. blah i sounded rather bad, but im trying to find some ways to make me happy. including torturing the juniors, stricter? blah all these rather late of the year, or maybe the start of the year._.
and farewell, our turn to plan for it. i think its super unfair for only us to plan it. i mean like only 8 ppl planning for it and the others are just paying money and throwing everything to us. wanted to plan rather early like sept. then nobody even cares. after eoy then plan everything._. i think maybe we are too rush in everything._.
the nights before the farewell, chaotic. and i had to plan for farewell(okay la not much), seniors presents, and post to post present. walaos leh. everything chiong in that one months. rushing... but okay most of my juniors are rather cooperative;D and jiahuan helped to design the cards. not much of a problem. post to post wasted me alot of my time and effort. okay la not exactly waste cos its for amanda. but then its the present i put in the greatest effort in it:D
then yup farewell came. everything seems wrong. alot of leftover food, blahblah. hahahah but i think more is better than less. although i spent dunno how much money on it, i think everything still seems okay. i just wanna the seniors and juniors to enjoy:D ya ya although i slept alot this time, cos im damn tired from the last few days, still i enjoyed it alot alot alot. maybe cos its the effort of us:D
sec4s:D the most tiring and disappointing and angry year in HO. maybe due to more experience in HO? i got more expectation of the juniors. but then all of them still so bu zheng qi. i dunno how disappointed i got in them. talking nicely to them, scold them, nothing seems to work. until later, i just got flared up and tired that i just gave up. i dun wanna care about the juniors anymore. they wanna become lan, their problem, their standard drop, their problem, they were scolded by junyang they all, their problem. i dunno why i used to wei hu for them in the past. i dunno how many times i had talked back to jy just cos of them. its like so bu zi de.
okay then my anger sure died down very fast. april i started to treat them more nicely, seeing handover is coming soon. and boommz, handover is here. the day that im leaving HO, the day when my all memories about HO, no matter its good or bad, is here. all i had is the wonderful memories that my frens, seniors or juniors gave to me. blah handover-ed to sokchin. its the last day that im a sl. and here im today. without any cca for me to relax, angry or disappoint over.
for now, books shall be my friends. sure of cos i will miss my cca, my juniors, but still i got to learn to get over with it. if HO and ergao remains in my heart, perharps i will study better. its the way that the seniors and the juniors wanna me to do. to excel in O lvl.
so to everyone: thanks for making my memories in HO a wonderful one. esp to my friends: xy gh jh jo jy sam dexter. i will rmb ure for the rest of my life. i will rmb the wonderful times in HO. the fun stuff we do in our dear HO room. i will miss u, my dear HO room and of cos froggy. to seniors: thanks for teaching me so well. until now i only learned about the tough things ure have to go through. i love you all♥ and i will never forget ure even we entered the club of ancients:D hahahh same grp now huh... to juniors: thanks for the wonderful memories ure gave me too:D i promise ure to forget the bad memories and only rmb the goods of each of ure. better listen to ur new sl! if not i will come back and slaughter u all;D but dun worry i will come back often and visit ure, no matter how busy im:D must grow up and dun act like kids. dun give ur sl problems hor. later she die then no more sl alr:D i then dun wanna retain:D rmb: ergao is ♥. love ergao as if its one of ure beloved:D HO really is such a wonderful cca. may not be in the eye of others, but to me, it defintely is:D my heart will always leave a space for HO and ergao. i will never forget the three years plus memories:/ but for now, lets just leave a space for my books too:D JIAYOUS EVERYONE:D I HAVE AMPLE FAITH IN ALL OF U:D AND ALSO, JIAYOUS IN UR UPCOMING MYE AND COMPEITITION:D
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