Wednesday, April 7, 2010
GRRRRRR PISSED OFF AT SOME STUPID JUNIOR! now i been thinking, wat for do i do so much about cca? others dun care! my cca points still same as other ppl! noboby recognised it too! I BEEN WASTING MY ENERGY FOR THE PAST FOUR YEARS! AND ESPECIALLY THE YEAR I GOTTEN THE SL POST! nvm nvm! i been telling myself: THREE MORE WEEKS! THREE MORE WEEKS! AND I DUN HV TO CARE ANYMORE! seriously theres just too many stuffs to take care of! and im tired of everything! im tired of babyfeeding the juniors! im tired of protecting my juniors frm other ppl's criticism or watever! cos nobody appreciate it! nobody appreciates wat i did! so why am i still doing so much for? waste my effort! and im de kind of 你做初一,我做十五de person! i guess for this three weeks, im going to return back to my original personality? now? i couldnt wait for handover! so wat if i mistreat my juniors, they dun deserve anything! i shouldnt have treat them so well in the first place. and i pity the nxt batch of junior taking over the cca. okay then i shall countdown to handover;D and wat the use of scolding/talking/crying over them? nothing will work! I SHALL NOT CARE ANYMORE! im supposed to be happy cos of various reasons. flared up like siao. shit man. i think my attitude sux! tmr chem SPA and chi test! jiayous to me man! i think im like getting pissed off or even flared up for not much reasons these few months/weeks? i dunno wats wrong with me! this isnt me since sec1 to sec3. i think life sux! i think everything in the world sux! why should i even be so caring about the juniors? i should be thinking about myself and no one else! |
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