haiz... this week is a super not nice week.
not only am i pissed, im disappointed in myself.
this week got four tests? ss amaths eng and phys.
sad to say i screwed ss amaths alot! hopefully i wont fail cos got remedial._.
eng was quite okay. hopefully i can pass?
phys miracle leh. was the only humanly paper? although phys is hard;D
ahahhhh shit! im so disappointed in myself.
i studied alot and put in alot of efforts, especially amaths.
but then oh well... just flunk CA. byebye to 6 and below 10 for L1R5 T.T
gonna study hard for nxt week tests--> chem chi bio! anymore?
jiayous jiayous to myself;D
let highlight some stuff during lessons;DD
first got interview on tues. with yuping and jairia;D
but then i think i only talked three sentences?
half or more is celina xie so luo suo de talk and talk and talk.
walaos leh damn luo suo. she talked about her stuff when she was young._.
i was thinking like walaos, 50 years must use how much time to say._.
until yuping nid to go off, if not i guess we had to stay until very late.
thanks to jiahuan and guihui for waiting for me for half hr;DD
and i nvr kena hist remedial~ hooray.
i thought i would kena cos my hist not that good and i failed before.
hahha remedial stress me leh;D
but then kena eng remedial, which is like damn no useT.T
but then i dun care, nxt week gonna say i didnt know;D
although i can pon cca awhile...
this week super super depressed T.T
am i thinking alot? i dun think so leh.
i THINK that i used to run away from problems cos i dunno how to solve them.
I BEEN RUNNING AWAY FRM REALITY EVER SINCE LAST YR HANDOVER T.T
but now, i dun want to run anymore. i gonna to face them!
so ppl dun think i think alot. is those i been thinking but i nvr say it out._.
blahblahblah...
i know nothing could solve them. they are not easy to solve, just like amaths and all those stupid questions that i encounted before.
especially me give up very easily.
so how? i know there are alot of ppl who helped me or comforted me.
thanks to all of them. but its still my responsibility. i hv the duty to help them understand and change for the future.
although sometimes i really wanna run away again._.
wat can i do? i cant change myself.
i know partly is cos of me. i been too nice for them to climb on top of my head.
haiz... i dunno wat im supposed to do laT.T
ytd cca was okay? pirates was damn nice;D
ruth came back. but she went to teach the sec1s...
my lungs hurts leh. cos all my loud speakers are gone.
guihui went to teach sec1. wanping sokchin went to do IC.
so no choices i had to blast. somemore i wasnt feeling abit well ytd. idk is gastric or wat;D
after cca was yea yea...
nah~ i dun think anything else le. dinner was cancelled cos nobody wanna go;D
did seating arrangement. it was such a hard puzzle to solveT.T
two more weeks to hols~ jiayous;D although hols very busyT.T but at least i can sleep;D
and jiayous to the future test;D
and jiayous to solve the problem;D
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