Tuesday, February 9, 2010 0 comment(s) / 20:40 我不知道为什么事情会变成这样. 我已经放弃了. 真的内心话. 可是你一直出现, 一直打扰我的内心,我的心情... 为什么?为什么? 我不知道我为什么会变得如此. 明知道这样是没有结果的. 我却如此. 所以不要再扰乱我的情趣. 拜托了! hates it when ppl are sad about in a situation worse than mine. ohpls just compare. and stop being 小题大作. bad day... you, plus this, plus SL job damn tough. i know i know, im being such a shibai SL. i cant read pu immediately, my beats are always off, i dun get the respect from the juniors cos im just being treated like a pile of shit blah blah... when i looked back to the expectation that ruth and amanda had for me, i knew i disappointed them. i made them choose the wrong choices. but sometime i do yuan that why ruth and amanda would choose me as the SL. i dun hv any quality to be one. now? ergao standard really like some shit. walaos leh. lousiest section leh. even lousy than bass? (sry to bass ppl for this) i tried! i really tried! i tried to make ergao prac more and improve ourselves. yet? nobody cares. nobody wanna care about me. even though i changed to being strict during sectionals. i feel bad. i changed alotT.T not allowing them to play, not allowing them to eat... although i know nobody cares about this. i dunno why. i really dunno why i didnt meet the expectation of the seniors. i didnt want to disappoint them. i wanted the role to prove myself that i hv the leadership skills. and apparently i dun hv. really! i failed. I FAILED. i wanted to surrender at first. but i didnt. i dun want my favourite ergao to drop, get scolded or looked down. how? how can i make the juniors listen to me? how can i make sectional worth it with fun and enjoyment too? i dun want ergao tradition to die. the tradition that ergao is the playful-est section. how can i get the juniors to prac seriously no matter in sectional or dazu. now i know why. why amanda wanted handover fasterT.T it's not easy. i know i shibai alr. but im trying to save the problem, just before handover. i wanted the juniors to prac seriously when it is the time to, play and talk when it is the time, all before handover. but i know i will nvr succeed... no one will help me, or rather its no useT.T

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IRENE TAY!
became 16 on 18/4/10
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get into triple sci and geog stream
survive through sec4
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