Saturday, April 4, 2009
feel so emo these days. okay la, in actual, i was not happy ever since i am a sec3. seriously i think sec3 damn stress. got studies, cca, syf, opg de stress and blah~ that why all the perious posts are like super emo one. feel like crying these days. i cant take on the stress. zzz first, i wonder who invented/created this stupid syf thingy. then i got less time to study due to cca pracs although we are considered slack compared to other cca, but i seriously think that i no time to study. recent tests very lan): bio and chem dropped alot! really!! like frm a high A1 to a damn low A1. amaths is totally... given up alr. like wat? i failed my amath test miserably): although log is supposed to be more easy than surds and indices, but how can i fail a log test? plus, all the ppl arnd me are like super clever? cos of syf and demanding cca prac, i hv been finding excuse to skip revising. feel super lazy but after mon,thurs fri, i seriously no mood to study at all! this week super slack cos no test, i am supposed to use this time to revise. but i DIDNT! feel so bad): and our syf like super late, actually we are the latest cca to hv syf. is like 30 apr leh. paper 1 start at like 28 apr? all the rest like 6 may? i foresee that i am going to do very badly for mye. is easy for my parent to understand me and not scold me. but i still got OPG to jiao dai to! suxer opg! but nvm, after 30 apr then i just use the remaining 6 days to study. but wat? 2 may got dumb moe thingy. sec3 cant pon, then really suxer leh. sec4 can pon. damn unfair leh. sec3 and 4 hv mye on the exact same day and time. sec4 can use that sat to study at home then why cant we? i think i going to pon, buying mc or parent letter. depend ba. if i can bring my notes to go there study for some time then i think i will still go. but really i cant stand the sec4 esp ______ after syf straight away handover just seems rude and unfair. after syf sec4 pangseh us and force only the sec3 to go the moe thingy. but half de fault is chen zehou la. he sux ah. dun think properly one. time have been going so slowly. syf faster over la. i want to study and heck care cca a while. better if mye faster over:D bloody hell this time mye is for 2 weeks! not three days! mye got 9 subjects, not five subject! 14 more days to my bdae. 13 days of remaining young ---14 years old damn sad! this yr de bdae sure no one will rmb and very leng chang. other than it is a sat, opg bdae ONE DAY BEFORE MINE sure take away all the attention, ppl will forget cos they hv mye and syf, mon is jingjing bdae, no one will help me celebrate or buy me presents cos they will forget T.T i dun mind late presents, but i cant stand someone forgot my bdae(esp those who are close with me) if u are really damn busy to go buy my present, i dun mind late ones. but then condition is: must DOUBLE~ jkjkjk~ as long as u rmb my bdae, that is good enough:D why my bdae so so so lonely this yr? T.T |
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