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Monday, February 25, 2008
wawa.. i am going to go emo soon. is like i fri emo then weekend i dun emo anymore. then the following mon go emo again. i think i will go emo everyday. so if tmr u all see me very emo de look, pls dun care me. i just want to be alone. but most possibly i will go back normal tmr. dnt test super hard. is one of the reason that i go emo. i think i will fail it. but that is not the main reason. the main reasons are......... i realise i fail my eng brosure thing. for goodness sake ar, i nvr copy and paste frm internet. clarissa and i edit for about one and half hour each movie. is like we waste three hours for my brosure result to fail. and why clarissa can pass and get so high mark. we did exactly the same thing lo... their teacher allow copy and paste lo.. but like our stoopid teacher dun even allow some sentences to be copied. stupid lo. and must redo lo... it is like wen u nnoe u fail then u will hv to redo. but the problems are.... i dun even feel like doing. and i forgot the movie already. so must use internet as reference. but in the end the teacher will say that i copy and paste frm internet lo. dumb. another reason is... for the new and stoopid song i mentioned in the previous post, i still dunno how to get in the half the beat thing. but at least i improved abit. like last time i couldnt get in even if i try 1000000 times. but now i can at least get it correct with 1 over 10 chance. maybe i can improve more. but i dun think i can prac this week cos i think i will be busing with my hwk, china stuff..... i will still find time to prac. and today i realise.... i am too far off my dream of.... which i dun want to mention here. is like i work so hard for one and plus yrs... to realise that that is not possible. that were all reasons that make me emo. i think tmr i will cry. gonna get back maths ct, the test which i leave blank alot... i not sure if i can pass or not. but maybe the china briefing can make me feel more happier. cos i am looking forward to it. and i am not going to the exchange programme by HO. cos is on 16. 15 come back, i will be very tired. and no mood to play during performance. if 16 come back then surely cant go. but seniors, u all dun hv to worry that our skill will drop. cos chen lao shi want us to perform a harmoc performance for the china ppl. so members of HO frm 2d, 2e and 2g, pls be prepared! haha.. not sure if can dun perform or not. |
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