me- love smiles!!!((((:

2011-01-27T18:55:00.001+08:00

MOVED:
www.anewlife-beginning.blogspot.com

cya there:D

GOODBYE AHS AND HELLO TJC

2011-01-26T13:43:00.002+08:00

haiz sch starts tmr.
can u imagine? 3 mths plus hols. and todays the last day of holT.T

no more sleeping late at night.
no more sleeping till 9/10 in the morning.
no more eating rubbish as breakfast.
no more watching random shows in the morning.
no more 意难忘 in the morning.
no more slacking the whole afternoon.
no more going out as and when i like.

and more. omg life is going to change so much when sch reopensT.T
but i have to admit, this is the best hols ever~
the longest, slack-est, fun-est hols!
hahah all thanks to Os:D

well goodbye AHS
and hello TJC:D pls be nice to meT.T
not bad quite alot of frens/exclassmates going TJ:D
i hope i can have fun there.

blah orientation's tmr. hopefully no stayover for orientation.
have nice OGL and members for me! pls :x
and i just hope i can make it for ergao steamboat on fri._.

well this is the last post for this blog!
im changing blog soon. so long bloggie, thanks for the nice memories in ahs:D
new blog should be open tmr. still under maintainence.
if i can make it home early tmr, that is...

2011-01-17T17:06:00.003+08:00

bleh dead blog. lazy to upload recently.
or rather i got nothing to upload:/
rot at home everyday sux. NID.TO.GET.OUT.SOON.

went ice-skating with gh jh xy jy dex on last fri:D
yay fun fun^^ although idk how to skate.
or i only knew a little since i only how to roller blade a little xD
too bad we kena eaten 20min cos of resurfacing.
leg pain sia. bend too much. but still fun nevertheless:D
nxt time go again:DD the price rather okay:D

and then went back to ahs(in tshirt and jeans)
hahha kinda cool. no more sch uni:DD
cabbed up the hill frn tenahmerah due to the heavy rain:D
went hall to put our bag.
since HO done with performing, we went for lunch in sch canteen:D
packed with UGs. blah noisy:X
hahhaa then second round. was bored to death:X
zhi zhu and some duplet song:D hehhehe
went back HO room awhile after that.
omg HO changed teachers except czh. omg chenwanyi. hehhehe good luck jnrs:D
blah went home awhile later. everyone was tired:D

oppps although abit late, i submitted JAE alr:D
on late night on thurs. hehhe fri going out no time submit:D
TJ VJ MJ the rest all poly courses:DD cool sciences courses:D
shit the whole world is applying for VJ.
hopefully still got good frens going TJ:D
if not im gonna regret giving up VJ.

i hope sch/orientation starts after cny. i wanna my break more.
cos after that, im gonna chiong for 2 long yrs:D

2011-01-11T10:46:00.003+08:00

ANALYSIS OF MY Os RESULTS:D
(warning: if u are still feeling depressed, its best not to remind urself of Os. go turn away the page:D)

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Eng: B3
well i dun have much expectation for eng. so then 3 is alright alr:D also i didnt score 3 for eng for quite long alr.

HCL: A1
yay first ever A1 for HCL sia:D although almost for prelims. hehhe yay well done HCL:D even if the compre was abit weird.

Chinese: A1
hahha last yr take de:D

Emaths: A1
heng ah i tot i screwed mine. other ppl can get full marks de. i cantT.T so A1 can le xD

Amaths: A1
yay so long also no A1 for amaths. well i could only say prac do make perfect:D now i miss doing amaths qns. till start of JC:D

Biology: A1
hahha this yr bio quite easy xD lucky ah:D

Chemistry: A2
ohno, the only subj that im not satisfied in. normally chem is my best subj leh. now only A2. i wanna go appeal and see my paper. but then i dun wanna pay like $100+. idk wheres the prob. ohwell buck up in chem. i wanna take chem in JC and uni:D

Physics: A2
hahha this yr phys damn hard leh. like one of the hardest paper. even A2 i very satisfied alr:D

CH(history+ss): A1
OMG damn surprised leh. i screwed both hist and ss. yet i got A1? wow im damn surprised! somemore its a R5.

total L1R5: raw 7:D
with a total bonus of 4, i got 3:DDD
HAPPPPYYYYY~

so then in total i got 6A1s:D at least i made it to the big screen xD
i totally didnt expect such a good result. i mean very long nvr get good results alr.
too happy liao, TEARS OF JOY:D

with this result, i can make it into TJC liao:D
although i can even go other better sch, i dun wanna too:D
its really my sheer hardworking that gotten me this good results.
definitely not one of the smart ppl.

hopefully i can cope in JC. heard that its very stress.
so im gonna enjoy more of my remaining hols.
when sch reopen, its gonna be chiong all the way.
work hard for this 2 yrs, and its gonna be worth it:D

and jnrs enjoy ur off day:D
hhaha and must thank us this batch of seniors:D
finally ahs make it into band 1 with mean L1R5 not till 11:D
and 94 6pointers. a great improvement frm last yr batch:D
so im real glad to be in this batch sia:D

2011-01-09T20:09:00.002+08:00

results tmrT.T
time flies. it was just like ytd when i took Os.
and the results are coming tmr! in less than 24hrs.

shit man like i predicted, super bu an the day before.
hopefully still can sleep. but then i just cant help thinking about my results.
wat if i didnt get a good result, cant get into a nice JC?
keep feeling that i didnt perform well in Os.

and i dreamt twice that i was late for the exam and results.
TWICE LEH. although not the same dream, the content was almost de same.
is that a good sign or a bad one? ohshit.

ohshitohshitohshitohshitohshitohshitohshitohshitohshitohshitohshitohshitohshitohshitohshitohsshit.

REALLY PRAY FOR GOOD RESULTS!
AND GOODLUCK TO ALL MY BATCHMATES :D

2011-01-06T14:20:00.002+08:00

it always rains on my side.and im just that pathetic fallen leaf that has fallen into the puddle of rainwater.its feels hard to be betrayed. and no one will stand on my side, forever...all thanks to YOU! i will nvr forget wat u have done to me!

well new year started, sch had reopened. but not for me.
staying at home really sux ttm, makes me even think about that more!
i really nid to get out of the hse and just go out to do anything.
im tired of rotting at home everyday with nothing to do. im almost decomposed.

results officially release on nxt mon.
still feeling nothing yet. oppps just like Os.
before that feeling nothing, first day and the day before was like hell, nervous like siao.
hopefully i can just get to sleep on sun night.
and i really pray for good results. i really hope that my effort has not gone to waste.

ohwell totally bored. and random, i think my nails are growing too fast these days.
probably i ate too much nutrients at home. gone fat probably._.
but then too lazy to cut. but i hate long nails. indecisive.

haiz, life boring without any aims.
but i promise i will continue to work hard in JC/poly:D

2011-01-01T01:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! 2011~

cant believe that 2010 had just passed. in light's speed._.
and i cant believe how i survive 2010.
with major events like my Os.

but still 2010 is a pretty memorable year.
with Os, handover and farewell and such:D
i could still rmb how i mug so hard for Os. study and prac everyday.
and now? im slacking without any hwk or tests to bother me:D
i love this hols:D the best one of all[:
hope it doesnt go away so soonT.T ppl still wanna play more:D

and yup i wanna thanks all my frens and family for making 2010 a memorable one:D
i promise to rmb the good and forget the bad:D

and since its a new year, lets make some new year resolutions:
1. GET GOOD RESULTS FOR Os. hopefully at most 10 without bonus:D
2. play hard before the new sch reopens:D
3. get into good JC, or maybe a poly:D
4. make alot of new frens in new sch:D
5. study hard in new sch:D get good results:D
6. more gathering with sec sch frens:D
7. wish for good health and a working brain:D brain dead without touching any books.

and yup this is all until i can think of any:D
now i just wanna get good results for Os:D nth more.

so ppl enjoy this 2011:D its a brand new beginning:D
and good luck jnrs sch reopening for ure:D i will visit ure someday[:

2010-12-31T10:47:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 2011 NEW YEAR EVE:D
wat? its the last day of 2010? cant believe i survive it:D

wonderful i dun feel like posting about how i rot at home everyday.
but i really enjoy it. i can do the stuff that i love:D
nice hols:D continue on for the nxt few days:D
not looking forward to 10jan. shit man i think i done badly for OsT.T

heheh this week was rather busy:D at least not rotting at home.
tues went cash studio again with jh gh:D
hahha stayed like about 6hrs:D cool leh. dabao mac inside:D
yay enjoy singing:D i love my besties:D

wed went pehsiang hse with zxing guihui:D
long time nvr gather like that alr leh. hahha kinda fun:D
met them at bedok point. walked arnd:D the bookshop was kinda cool.
then walked to pehsiang hse. forgot how to go alr lo.
playgrounds♥ and all her dogs♥

hahah then played some kinesis:D wow she rich lo:D
played some sports thing de:D sprints and such are kinda stupid.
run and jump on the spot._. cool~
and then slacked somewhere:D
yay her dogs are so cute:D
glad that yoyo now not afraid of us alr[: it doesnt shiver anymore.
but then bet that she will forget about us and shiver the nxt time we visit them.
and yup took bus home.

and ytd went to office to get our long awaited pay with jh gh:D
nah only $200+ onlyT.T sad leh ppl earned 1000+ alr, us so little.
but anything:D at least i get to enjoy my hols:D
took 14 home. miracle leh. us went back without going anywhere:D

and yay looking forward to ice skating:DD
and idk how to spend my pay. minus this and that still got 100 left.
maybe just save it and spend it the nxt time:D
when i go find sth that i wanna:D

okay ppl lets countdown to 2011. a new beginning:D
forget the past and anticipate the future~

2010-12-23T11:30:00.002+08:00

HARMONICA DE CANTABILE~
a concert especially for harmoc:DD
and yup it ended ytd:D

hehhe met xy and dex at xy hse to do last min card for gh:DD
that ended rather quick:D cos i simply just help everyone to write~
since gh they all gonna be late, we went to cityhall to shop arnd first:D
dex went to hmv, but couldnt find some dvd he want._.
then me and xy shop arnd before going to justacia:D
yay we ate icecream before others come. but the icecream not that nice lehT.T

yay finally jh gh reached:D dresses~
us four ate dumplings:D dex ate idk wat too.
all broke le. so ate the cheapest de:D but then not that nice either.
hehe gave gh her present:D a nice milk bottle with alot of treasures inside:D
hahah eat till the guys and jo came:D made our way to esplanade:D

hahha the concert was not bad la.
1st half de sch sometimes abit messy. but overall quite nice~
oppps some guy solo. almost fall asleep.
intermission:D damn fail we wanted to go backstage with czh but couldnt.
me called czh later to ask him whether can take sch bus with them.
zzz he still like ohh u finding who ah? ._.

yay then 2nd half:D
got ahs HO finally:D like the last few.
duplet~ i admire their bravery:D it was quite nice too:D
and yay the jnrs played pirates:D
even though its abit messy, but still okay la.
heard that its a new pu:D probably not much time to prac.
sounds hard too:D hehhe but then can finally see them on stage:D
i still prefer our purple costumes to their dark blue de:DD

ohyea finale was the greatest:D
ohmygod the whole sch and ppl playing tgt:D cool~
even though idk they play mama hao for wat. not like mothers day or sth._.
singapore town was cute and nice:D everyone wake up le:D
and then got some christmas song~ the xmas hat was cute:D
jiaolian damn busy. walk in walk out like that:D
and the concert ended~ it was a nice one!

heheh while waiting for the jnrs, we took a few photos. but then very few leh.
waited at the taxi stand.
then suddenly say its at carpark.
wth must run here run there._.
yay fnally saw the jnrs:D long time no see:D had a great time talking:D
and wth the bus at taxi stand leh. suxer run here run there on heels lehT.T

yay had a great time on the bus:D
finally back to sch:D i miss the sch at night:D
even though its abit scary, it was fun.
make me remind of last few times concert and return back to sch late.
sit awhile at HO room. omg damn long since i last saw the HO room.
awhile later we went off. walked somewhere near gh jh hse and me xy took cab home.
buses and mrt should end their services later._.

omg this concert reminded me of my time in HO.
from sec1 dunno anything de me
to sec4 just finished Os de me:D
these 4 years in HO are the greatest! i will nvr forget these times:D
and this concert was enjoyable thanks to my frens and the jnrs:D
HO RAWKS~

and yay HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GUIHUI TURTLE LIGHTBULB♥
I LOVE U ALWAYS~
okay shall continue rotting at homeT.T we should go out soonT.T

2010-12-18T12:10:00.005+08:00

life is dead, im dead and this blog is dead.
alright my work ended on mon, kinda like last day of work alr.
zzz suxer leh, we cant pull any ppl, our fault ah?
my boss souunded so unreasonable.
andand cos we had no more admin stuff to do, we are kinda sacked.
damn sux. i only earned 200 plus only.
then profit only a few dollars only. minus costumes fee and transport and food.
nvm hopefully can work as the cashier thingy:DD
if not im really rotting at home leT.T

tues went gh hse to play:D
brought my laptop there. supposed to help me fix my audi.
it ended up in a failure. hehhe xD
i went home and restore my whole com. audi finally can play le:D

wed gh came my hse to play:D li shang wang lai xD
but ohno trapped in my room cos my bro brought his fren too. zzz
played awhile com:D then played with keyboard:D
hahha played like some noob like that. glad that i still have my harmoc pu:D
but it was fun leh^^ life simple:D

rot at home on thurs:D

yay went cash studio with gh jh ytd:D
first me gh supposed to meet at 1 forr lunch.
but then both of us were late half an hr. heheh lucky for that traffic jam:D
if not i had to wait for gh till very long:D

supposed to meet jh at 2.
and she was late half an hr again._. whats wrong with us:D
sang at cash studio:D freaking ex leh. cos it was a fri.__.
and yay had so much fun in there:D 放电♥
heheh gh seduce jh de bu cheng gong. lalala~
played behind her back. omg freaking funny leh.
didnt know time past so fast. time always pass very fast when we are having fun^^
sang until xy called us. oppps we are like damn late.

ran and rush to downtown east. guess wat, we were late arnd half an hr too.__.
ate just acia:D me de odd one out sia.
everyone ate dumplings except meT.T
but de free flow of ice-cream and drinks♥
nah didnt have alot. i only had seconds for de ice-cream.
their chocolate chip damn nice leh:DD

then ohno freaking lame. we started to draw (_)
but then very alike leh:DD heheh our secret:D
and when it was time to settle the bill, conflict came in.
suddenly we had alot of changes. and we dunno how to split.
heheh we think too much le ba? well nxt time bring more small notes and coins:D
settled damn long:D but hehehe damn funny:D
went home talking bus 17:D
YAY GH JH XY, WE SHOULD MEET UP SOMEDAY AGAIN:D

wow didnt know time pass so fast leh. Os had passed about a mth le.
and the hols is ending in about a mth timeT.T
nxt wed harmoc concert alr. so fast sia.
but i wanna meet the jnrs:D and i wanna see hows de concert like:D
hehhe PLAY WELL JNRS:D JIAYOUS~
just a few days left:D

yay life been sooo boring. should find work soon. oppps
AND BEDOK POINT FINALLY OPEN:D
hopefully i can go with my mum today:D yay
i wanna go shopping soon.. but im brokeT.T

2010-12-11T13:08:00.002+08:00

yay its been so long since i last updated:D
time flies hor xD and even fly faster when im working.
cos its sat alr. 1 week of work alr.

ohno work is so tiring...
somemore de office at like so far away. the travelling time is alot alr.
somemore still must wear office wear de. eww..
but then i used to it alr xD kinda weird:D

hhahah worked with gh jh:D not bad got alot of company:D
my work got like damn alot of stuff to do.
like scanning tearing writing christmas cards sorting blahblah.
hiya all the admin stuff lo. still all these not bad la:D

the worse is like the puller thingy. sort of like a surveyor but tougherT.T
nobody wanna help me. *cries.
the first day of puller thingy was damn shibai for me. couldnt pull anyone.
survey a few only.
ytd was the second day of the puller thingy again. was not bad:D
i met alot of nice ppl, couples rather:D
one stone kills two birds u know:D get two ppl for survey at once:D
still there are alot more weird ppl. i met some angmo who said that she didnt understand eng yet she speak that in fluent eng leh.
some ppl went to the toilet and come back to find me again:D
and super lots of ppl didnt wanna leave contacts. understandable la. me dun give too.
yet i lied that the office wont call them de. shit la they will tio spam._.
later at night, managed to pull a person for my boss:D like finally the first one leh.
but then he was in a rush. nah dun care alr:D
ohno the thing is, i had to lie everywhere i go. kinda saddening leh.
hopefully i will get used to this soon. damn tiring one.

rather sacrifice for work u know.
first few days my legs was like damn pain sia. blisster was the better one alrT.T
but now alr tuo pi alr:D so my legs are rather okay now:D
then was my finger. damn pain leh. cant even type properly.
bet is tearing too much papers alr.
ohno i tore away alot of trees:X
if i had a choice i would just quit the job. its too tough.
but then now cant find any jobs alr. plus my boss is my cousin leh.
like that abit heartless. well then jiayous for the nxt 3 weeks.
everytime looking forward to the weekend. ohno so like sch hor xD
hate this kinda of feelings. hopefully 3 weeks faster pass.
but got Os result hor? shit la damn contradicting...
but still JIAYOUS AND WORK HARD:D
the good thing is: i earned almost $200 in 1 week:D

yea lets talk something other than work.
been watching crayon shichan these days:D cool right:D
drama damn long. lazy follow:X
hahhaha i love xiao xin:D so funny:D
andand i finally bought my acash for audi:D
been waiting for the christmas sale for about a year le:D
if can im gonna buy more:D since im working alr and i had nothing else to buy:D
yeahh~ i look more cashy now:D

okay life been boring:D and i had nothing else to post about.
so tired everyday. guess i should sleep more xD
goodbye~ look forward to the nxt post of more work man:DD

2010-12-03T15:47:00.004+08:00

HO FAREWELL'10:D

day 1: 1dec.
finally dun nid to wake up so early:D opps
first went to guihui hse to prepare farewell presents:D
cos left cards and all the final preparation.
did card rather long, longer than expected. wanted to go eat lunch earlier.
but then cos didnt really know wat to write. so took very long.
waited for gh awhile for her to pack up her stuff. meanwhile took photos:D
i think the gifts like quite nice:D will try to upload to fb if i can.

walked to kcf to have a super late lunch at 4 with guihui jiahuan._.
ate alittle. but we were all damn full. spam drinks to gh:D
didnt meet xy cos we thought we will be like very late.
in the end we were early:D reached at 4.55, arnd there la:D
the juniors were there waiting alr.
since nid to wait for others, plus we were pretty hot, we plus michelle went to the library.
kena pangseh by octave:X hahah
reached chalet after taking some bus:D met josephine:D
the room no was pretty. 2222:D

hmm then stayed in the room idk do wat:D i think playing with the juniors?
ergao was damn pathetic small. only us three+michelle+sokchin
jinyan reached later:D other sections were like so much bigger:x
dinner soon:D but they spam the food to usT.T
couldnt finish.(expected) we were like quite full.
but the food was rather nice. too bad the beehoon went cold and hard.
then idk do wat. hahha perharps slack awhile somewhere:D

then its was the gift exchange thingy:D
hahha recieved notebook from sokchin for post to post:D THANKYOU
i think my gift to her like abit not nice:x
recieved card and a bear with clothing they made themselves from the jnrs:D
TO ALL JUNIORS, A BIG THANKYOU:D

slacked awhile cos its was like free time with sections.
after awhile ppl started to go alrT.T
stayed in the room to play murderer and other games with ergao+octave:D
was rather fun. besides finally can get to know some juniors:x
ppl left. the last to leave was like jiahuan and xueyi.
ohno only three pathetic ppl staying- me gh sokchin

hahha the whole night stayed in the room. started to play cards.
since on the bed, we anyhow threw the cards:D
was planning to sleep at 1 or 2. but then after cards we spam handphone.
all went fb:D and all post some stupid shit:D but it was all random:D
lucky there got wifi:D yay.
didnt sleep yet. we all started to talk crap again:D
i love all the topics we talked about. but cant really rmb. hiya mostly cca and studies stuff:D
its was great to talk and stay with them:D I LOVE U TWO!
hahha finally went to sleep at 3 plus. planning to wake up at 8 to go eat breakfast:D

day2: 2dec.
ohno, we all plan to wake up at 8 one.
and i woke up at 6 plus, near 7. wanted to go back sleep again.
but couldnt. cos it was too cold:x not much blanket for meT.T
somemore got running nose alrT.T
so me went out the balcony to go stand in the sun:D

awhile later, still before 730. gh woke up.
according to gh, she woke up to find the disappeared me:D
sokchin woke up later cos it was very cold. hahah sleep in the middle also cold.
washed up:D went to eat mac at 8 plus:D

hahha come back spam cards again:x
xueyi reached later:D yay. idk do wat also.
called jh to pester her to reach faster:D wanted to go cycle/rollerblade.
but it rained._. so no choice went back chalet.
and it rained the whole afternoon and night. so much for our plan to play:x
instead stayed in the chalet to play uno attack. blah everyone was dead.
the juniors reached later:D played?

and we all started to become very random. all of the sudden, me jh became newlyweds:x
on a honeymoon:D suddenly two lightbulbs appeared:D
at first gh was the child and xy was the maid or sth.
then suddenly gh became the light bulb and xy de fluorescence:D phys:x
had alot of monkey pets:D shhh..
so me and my laopo's honeymoon was destroyed by the lights:D
ohno we all self-entertainment. too bored alr:x
this unfaithfully laopo betrayed me when i was bulliedT.T hahahh
and us four started to play cards, for awhile.
ohno later the juniors took our beds cos the floor was too cold:x
so we went to the living room to watch some show.

hmm.. couldnt bbq or start fire cos of the rain.
brought an oven to cook some stuff first.
try to start fire at the balcony. but it failedT.T
it was starting to get late. and the seniors arrived.
after awhile the rain died down a little. so started fire.
use some umbrella to protect the fire. but the rain continued. and heavier.
all the poor juniors and batchmates were wet. pretty sad.
but they didnt give up:D so on, the rain did stop and the bbq started:D
even though it was quite late, but at least we had food:D

talked to the seniors and juniors while bbq:D
the seniors couldnt rmb meT.T and sadly none of the ancients frm ergao couldnt comeD:
but still i had fun interacting with the other section ppl:D
hahha suddenly went to bathe. then us four packed up.
left at 1030. and we took cab home:D
AND END OF FAREWELL'10

this year was rather fun too:D although morning was boring.
but cant believe we are so lame. self-entertain:D
yay so funny:D even though my laopo divorced with meT.T
and im so grateful to our juniors. even if it rained rather heavily, but they continued the bbq.
THANKYOU JUNIORS FOR THE WONDERFUL AND AWESOME FAREWELL~

ohno after farewell, its working timeT.T not much time to playT.T
somemore just recieved the msg that nid office wearT.T
eee i dun hv. thats means nid to buyT.T
but suan le. ask parents:D and i think i nvr ever wear office wear b4:D kinda fun.
hope life will be better with work.

2010-11-30T20:07:00.001+08:00

farewell tmr:D
i wonder hows its like. hopefully a fun one.
wow 4 yrs just zoom like that. attended 3 farewells.
the fourth is for us:/ kinda sentimental.
will update more about farewell when i come back on the 2 or 3dec:D

2010-11-27T20:38:00.002+08:00

damn tired nowT.T
these few days was busy with farewell presents.
finally gonna be done soon:DD finally a success~ yay!
so then jnrs, must appreciate our hard work okay:D
hahha i wonder hows the farewell presents gonna be:D
a nasty surprise? oh shit i feel like skipping farewell:/
nah just kidding:D at home nothing to do:D

ohyay~ after farewell finally gonna to work.
bored at home. hopefully my work will go on fine:D

ohno i cant more about these few days cos of the farewell presents:/
but nvm jnrs:D nxt wed ure will get a VERY NICE farewell present:D
okay off to play/watch show:D
life after Os is kinda boring... not as great as i thought it would beD:

2010-11-24T19:58:00.003+08:00

yay back frm malaysia ytd:D
trip was rather fun^^ some part only:D

woke up like 6 in sat. wow like normal sch timing._.
haha reached JB like an hr later:D
ohman the car like so small, my poor leg no space putT.T
reached grandma hse like in the noon:D thats rather fast.
hahha eat sleep at grandma hse. stayed at my cousins hse during one of the day.
nothing to do sia. i read comics:D

oh mon didnt practically exist. since my parents went dunno whr.
left only me bro and cousin. all little children._.
hahah kinda cool:D the big hse only small kids, other than my grandma.
but then boring like hell man, stayed at home watched tv all day._.

hahha went back to singapore at tues.
ohno the train was late like 2 plus hrs. wth!
since got time i went to my other cousins hse to have facial:D
ohmygod damn pain sia._. but i like my two little nieces:D
the train was rather nice:D hahha reached home like 7plus:D

today went IMM with sokchin.
nothing to shop oneT.T ate at ajisen. sucks too D:
was too bored. went to joo koon and changed mrt:D
went back to simei de pet safari:D nid to buy hamster food:D hopefully they will eat:D

lalalala this hols is more boring than i totT.T
all the things that i wanna do after Os are not fulfilled yetT.T
hopefully i can done with the farewell gifts quicker.
lalala life boring D: zaijian:D

2010-11-18T17:23:00.002+08:00

ohyeah, life been great lately:D
although i been staying at home mostly, (almost like study break:/)
i been doing the stuff i love:D thats other than study:D
past three days, i watched alot of tv, play com and do other meaningful stuff:D
hahah its nice:D i should enjoy more of this short freedom[:

yay i managed to go have a hair cut on tues:D
other ppl go dye their hair to celebrate, i went to cut hair:X
but i cut bangs:D like finally i wanna try a new hairstyle long ago:D
i think i look great, might be keeping this hairstyle:D

went tm with mum ytd:D
supposed to go out with gh ruth and amanda, it was cancelled:/
but it was a fruitful trip:D i bought alot of stuff.
i should have buy more:x there are so manyy things i wanna buy:D
it would be more fruitful if mini toons top up their sweet:X i wanna their sweet T.T

will be flying to malaysia this sat:D till tues.
so this blog will be dead till then:D unless i can use the com:/
ohmy im so busy:D i hvnt pack up my stuff yet:D

speaking of packing up, i finally pack up my shelves and table:D
it took me 2 days. but it wasnt as tough as i thought. cos i just dump everything away~
hahha guess wat all the stuff used like 10 plus plastic bags:D
like almost 10 big packages in the storeroom.
gonna sell them to the karung guni:D i wonder how much these worth:D
i mean they are rather heavy and bucky xD
left some tys and textbooks:D if anyone wanna them can ask frm me:D they are rather new:D i mean i always take good care of my books[:

yay everyone enjoy this hols:D
oppps everyone like working now:/ my work only starts on 6dec:D
meanwhile take this chance to rest, play and prepare farewell presents:D
im a nice senior:D
I LOVE THE LIFE AFTER Os:D

2010-11-15T21:56:00.002+08:00

yay~ at long last,
Os ARE FINALLY OVER!

hmmm i think this yr Os some are okay, some are not.
okay the first week was rather okay. that was eng, the maths papers and chem.
the second week onwards, everything went crazy.
phys was surprisely weird. bio was rather okay, hist sbq was weird.
ss was screwed. chi was okay and the mcqs? i dunno.

i think i totally screwed phys and the CH papers. ohdearD:
somemore i fell sick on the day before phys. stupid fever.
so long nvr fall sick. and yet fall sick on a impt day of examT.T
took phys with sick mode on.
took bio and hist with a little illness too. blah kinda idiot.
ahahha so say byebye to 6A1s.
then 5A1s hopefully. chi HCL chem bio emaths:/

still, the end of Os isnt exactly that happy anyway.
that just means that the secondary sch life ended just like that.
thinking back, i enjoyed in ahs, probably cos of HO and the wonderful frens i have;D
but now, i just wanna a break, to stop seeing you still nxt yr. if not i would have probably exploded of anger.
from a sec1 kid to a sec4 matured student. wow its been 4 long years.
now everything has ended. i wouldnt be in ahs anymore, till the day of results.
not to mention how JC life scares me.
however i know i had to get into a JC, if i wanna get into university and get a job i really want, sth related to medical and all these:D
its been wonderful in ahs. even though of some undesirable memories,
but i will choose to rmb the goods and forget the bads.

i hvnt been going out since 2 plus mths ago, other than going out with parents:/
so im gonna to play hard this short hols;D
i mean we deserve this, dun we? we studied hard, and this is our reward:D
until 6dec:D when im gonna work as a telemarketeer:D
no idea wats that either:D but theres training:D and the pay is rather nice:D
im gonna work for the experience.
but its my first time working almost full time:D hope it will be a memorable one:D
before working, theres a list if stuff i wanna complete this hols:D

1. cut my hair:D bangs hopefully.
2.GO SING:D
3.SHOPPING~ theres so many things i wanna buy:D
4.prepare nice farewell presents:D im a nice senior[:
5WATCH MEGAMIND:D
6.watch dvd:D got one currently.
7.paint my nails:D
8.play with keyboard:D hopefully i can improve.

hahah this are the things currently. will update more:D
i just wanna spend more time going out, with frens and seniors and jnrs:D

and yup this blog is gonna be alive again~ finally! after 2 long mths:D

2010-09-18T17:24:00.002+08:00

oppps didnt post for so long.
hahha actually not that long, im supposed to study.
and yup gotten back all the prelims results.
okay de is real okay, but those not okay is not okayT.T
since im free, i shall list down all the subjects results:D

ENGLISH:
compo: 13/30
situational: 19/30
compre:11/25
summary:18/25
total: 56 C5
shitt la obsession really kills. plus all the tense and grammer error. but then nvm, i wrote sth diff to see whether i can write that for Os. looks like i have to write recount for Os, at least wont have much grammer mistake. others are kinda okay. i cant be bothered about eng anymore, a pass is wat all matters:D

CHINESE:
zuowen: 51/70
sihan: 17/20
paper 2: 79/110
total: 74 A2
hahah yay chi rawks:D even though its just 0.6m to an A1, i kinda satisfied alr:D

EMATHS:
paper 1: 61/80
paper 2: 69/100
total: 73 A2
emaths is such a disappointment T.T normally A1 one, drop to A2 D: paper 2 fault. suddenly just bomb me with a hard paper D: nah probably i didnt spend much time on emath since i thought it will be easy. buck up buck up!

AMATHS:
paper 1: 54/80
paper 2: 61/100
total: 64 B4
WTH 0.2m to B3. but since im not using amaths as R5, and i cant find any place to get that 1m T.T somehow i think my amaths improve? probably not much._.

BIOLOGY:
paper 1: 30/40
paper 2: 63/80
total: 78 A1
OMG my bio was simply a miracle:D i guess my paper 2 de section A pull me up de:D glad that hard work for bio finally paid off[: first time my bio beat my emaths, which is kinda saddening. damn alot of careless mistake in paper 1, if not i can get higher oneT.T

CHEMISTRY:
paper 1: 35/40
paper 2: 64/80
total: 83 A1
yay yay my chem highest of all my other subjects. but then they mark until damn strict leh. if not seriously i can get higher one. but then still its good enough alr:D jiayous chem:D

PHYSICS:
paper 1: 29/40
paper 2: 55/80
total: 70 A2
hahah damn heng, phys just nice A2:D thought i screwed phys the most.

COMBINED HUMANILITIES:
SS: 38/50
hist: 31/50
total: 69 B3
at first i was super happy about my ss results. first time my ss get A1 leh. but then hist pulled everything downT.T sbq totally screwed. pull my L1R5 down lehT.T

TOTAL L1R5: 11:D
so say yay to my study break:D if its 12 for express:D lucky i entered AHS as an express student, if not i gonna have to come back to sch, which i think its useless down. hahah so then theres no nid to be so clever hor:D

i guess some hard work did pay off, like my sciences:D but i think i spent too much time on my sciences and neglected the rest, especially maths. ohwell, gonna chiong hard for maths this time:D especially maths Os are nearer.

and yup this post is the last post till after Os, 15nov:D cant wait. its only less than 2 mths away. but then Os is getting nearer. in fact its only about 5 weeks frm now, but i still cant feel any of the exam mood, cant study well. hope spamming of prac paper will help:D

AND JIAYOUS TO ALL THE SEC4s FOR YOUR Os!
and of cos to all my juniors, JIAYOUS FOR YOUR EOY:D

2010-09-09T18:20:00.002+08:00

hello:D been busying with stuff so didnt post xD
with studying, doing prac papers, playing and slacking of cos:D

ohyea this one week break is great:D
cos even though im still studying hard for Os, i still got plenty of time to relax and play[:
hahaha did hell lots of prac papers. brain is dead:D
and finishing my show alr, so i can go back to study again:D

hahah lets see, went to bugis with sokchin on sun:D
hahah me didnt spend much>< only brought $30.
5 for lunch, 20 plus for dinner xD didnt even buy anything.__.
hahah went empire state to eat, no wonder so ex, i only ate fish and chips plus brownie.
hahah but i think its worth it:D even though i didnt finish it xP

mon? stayed at home. obviously did prac paper like siao:D
i find it a joy to do prac paper:D not much brain power needed:D
okay i officially lose it, crazy me.__.

gh jh came to my hse on tues:D
lunch-ed at kcf:D lucky my hamsters werent tortured:D
nobody like my baobei, keep playing with my laogong only[:
then started studying, me doing amaths><
nah for that two hrs, i did like only three qns. damn shibai.
andand the qns are kinda hard, zzz cant concentrate with a bunch of ppl talking crap with me:D
gave up after awhile, went to play audi, not me luh:p
hahha both com were lagging like siao:D

stayed at home, mug eat sleep play again.__.

and today went hsiaolan hse with huixian and yuping:D
too bad jairia cant come.
damn tired, woke up early today.
okay not really early, but i been waking up at arnd 10 these days.
cant wake up wen sch reopens. looking forward to my study break, cos i can rest and study at the same time, more efficient:D
and even if no study break, im gonna pon sch:D with a dozen of parents' letters xD
did emaths there. almost finish both papers.
but nvm i only wanted to finish one paper, but i did rather fast:D
ordered kcf delivery for lunch:D damn full.

hahahah okay i think this blog is really going to be dead soon[:
gonna chiong hard for Os once sch reopen.
not to mention getting back prelims. NONONO T.T
nvm screwed prelims, but i shall not screw Os.
hope hard work will really pay off, although prelims doesnt show this xD

2010-09-02T17:14:00.003+08:00

HAPPY belated TEACHERS' DAY!

hahah opps that was ytd:D teachers' day celebration was rather good:D
didnt go back pri sch. kinda sian. since i alr went back on anniversary:D
and yup kinda late to say, but,
i think all teachers are great:D no matter i like or wat.
hahha thankyou teachers, no matter u teach me or wat:DD

life is pretty no life these days.
been watching shows:D once im done i shall go back to mugging, i hope[:

and yup todays total bore.
got back chem paper1 and got to know chi results.
glad to say that i did well, better than i expected:D
okay probably cos i have low expectation seeing how i totally screwed all up D:
partly is cos i hvnt get back those papers that i really flunked in, like physD:
ohman our class did better in amaths than in emaths? wat the shit is that?
mean score is like a C5, which means emaths worse. shit la.
and screwed that P2, okay i flunked everything:X idk how many blanks i left.
hope all teachers hvnt mark finish yet, at least i can hv a good hol:D

and yup got some JC talk today. SAJC and MJC today.
nah not interested in SAJC, its too far. although the course all these quite nice?
that MJ principal like so kb. lalala shall not go MJ.
just kidding. i gonna see my L1R5 first.
plus i still dunno whether to go JC or poly.
i like the life in poly, i can do the course i like, plus JC pretty stressT.T
but todays society really require that university cert.
so sian... i know wat i wanna study, but i still cant decide which road to go?
that pretty no stress life and can study wat i like in poly,
or that stress life but can go university life? i guess i gonna have to study the course i like in uni. thats pretty late:D
is it that hard to study only the course i like, the one i always wanna study, pharmacy sci, chem all these? i know i wanna concentrate on those.
sian... any suggestions?

lallalalaa... nothing to post these days. help! no lifeT.T
someone help me regain my life? okay i guess thats after Os T.T
not to mention its only 52 days to Os (i didnt count down, just happen to know only)
all these seems so unreal.
but still, gonna work hard towards my goals:D
thats wat keep me survive till today. dreams and hopes:D
so to everyone out there, example like stalker jiahuan:D
jiayous:D and work towards ur dream, and live your life to the fullest:D
its great to have dreams isnt it? :DD

2010-08-30T19:49:00.003+08:00

ohyea, prelims officially ended today:D
but still nothing to be happy about. cos it just means, closer to Os T.T

after chem paper went out to watch movie with jairia, huixian and hazel:D
step up 3 is nice:DD all the dance damn cool leh:D
movies are nice to watch. hahah hvnt watch movie for a long time.
after that went to buy teachers day gifts:D
and here im, back at home. nothing to do cos dun hv to study.
but then enjoy while i can:D

tmr is teachers' day celebration:D i wonder wats the celebration about.
too bad this yr is not be yourself dayT.T tired of wearing sch U. been wearing for it since the last 2 weeks. sch U is probably the worst costumes to wear:X
yay its totally slackness this two weeks:D
and prelims wont be returned to us till after hols:D thats good news.
and yup got to find some entertainment:D if not i will be bored during this two weeks:D

ohpls can u watch ur attitude? im not invisible de okay? you keep mentioning____. arent i one?

2010-08-28T14:48:00.002+08:00

nah prelims hvnt end yet, but its coming to the end:D
last chem mcq on mon, i wonder whos de dumb one who put 1 mcq on a mon.
i dun nid three days to study for just one mcq:D blah rather slack.

all the papers like so screwed.
i knew i did study, i studied very hard for this prelims.
but i dunno why, why hard work doesnt pay off.
i knew i alr did my best, so i guess thats wat im real satisfied in.
whoever set the prelims is out there trying to kill us all.__.

feel very troubled these few weeks, not cos of exams.
but i suddenly feel that im actually alone, lonely without no one by my side.
i guess this problem already arose earlier, but i dunno why it appear.
i meant did they hate me or sth, im feeling neglected and disrespect.
sometimes i wonder wat happened. cos the situation suddenly change.
i feel nothing like last yr, all i had was lonely, being neglected.

so i really wonder, do true frens really continue on? or they are just a part of my life, pass and go. but i really dunno why, probably its my fault?

ohyea, life sux! not just of prelims, exams and all that stress, yet all the relationships of life.
i dunno how to handle this kind of situation.
i guess most frens really pass and go.

proper posting probably starts after prelims:D
thats is, a few weeks after prelims.
after results and a short hol, im gonna chiong for Os.
i dun wanna disappoint myself again, MYE and prelims are enough!

2010-07-15T18:52:00.006+08:00

that bunny is me:D

IM GONNA START STUDYING. i will and i will succeed, which is i hope._.

so in the future this blog is gonna to be dead, that is until after Os, 15nov, i hope:DD

if im going to work hard towards my goals and dreams, im gonna have to start NOW. im not going to waste my four years in AHS. i will work my hardest and best so that i wont have any regrets in the future. so now, all i only care is my revision and dates with all my textbooks and notes. i know its pretty a no life, but been telling myself, this will end about four months later:D four more months, its either i work hard or rather just give up now, which is kinda stupid._. SO STOP USING THE COM AND CHANGE THE DATE WITH BOOKS!:D believe in myself, i have self control. I DUN WANNA TO BE A FAILURE ANYMORE. now onwards, im a successor:D cos everything i do now, its only perfect and it succeed:DD

but before i go, lets update about the wonderful time i had ytd:D

cos at least i dun hv to face so many books:D

soyea, went kbox with gh jy xy jo sam jy. as usual only those few ppl[:

packed damn slow ytd after sch cos seriously my head gonna burst after learning some ac thingy. whatever phys sux.

jh jo gh doing the card thingy i think. i was rather late.

stayed in sch with gh jy sam to wait for xy to finish her geog test:D

but then jy sam went to eat. so me gh doing hwk at her classrm.

hiya awhile later damn lazy to do any hwk anymore. decided very kindly to go visit the juniors cos now HO rm is so near to gh classrm:D

hahha i think jiaolian thinks that im a sec3 or whatever cos i blend inside.

its great to see all the juniors:D like quite long alr.

prac the new song which i think not bad:D as usual jiaolian likes to boost about himself._.

awhile later went back since xy finish her test alr:D off to kbox[:

hahah jy sam thought jh jo not going:D which then they were so surprised to see them in kbox.

okay started singing. cos we didnt know wat to do.

awhile later got the cake:D its kinda nice:D

eat sing talk nonsense. but at first abit dead cos nobody wanna sing, okay actually its us cos the guys and xy sang alr.

then abit more fun le:D hahah jo went earlyT.T

after that i dunno why gh jh suddenly so bored and started playing ZHA.

so then me gh jh sam played ZHA while jy xy still singing:DD

hahah damn noob in that game. watever three of them from fs de. me nvr play before.

team lai team qu:D hahha but actually i didnt help much cos i die rather easily:D

but then team with gh once i survived longer than gh leh:D but then still die under jh._.

lol ZHA was so fun. laugh until i no voice alr:D

awhile later jh also go alr. left five of us.

but then not much later we left alr:D 17-ed back.

probably one of the last time i go out and hv fun alr.

cos i shall officially declare that: TODAY IS THE START OF REVISION:D

which i did okay, 1hr with phys, which is kinda fail cos i still dun understandT.T

and nxt week is really a torture week: bio amaths phys chem hist tests.

and walaos to those teachers who wanna test every week.

i know its gonna help us alot, but then this means i dun much time to study other chapts and subjects cos im only studying on wats tested.

they should like alternate weeks cos then i got more time to study.

im independent, which means i can study without any help.

test test test, then i dunno when i can start studying for the actual prelims.

i guess i gonna hv to pon sch some other times, if not seriously no time to study. zzz

now chem every week, hist every week, amaths almost every week, chi every two weeks.

if theres more, i think i really die for prelims.

SO PLS TEACHERS STOP SPAMMING US TESTS AND HWK!

and yup end of story.

i dun wanna think so much. i dun wanna complain so much.

for every thing i do, im gonna hv to do it with my best effort.

so byebye blog maple audi, until 15nov. or at least a day after prelims.

2010-07-10T15:17:00.003+08:00

sch is boring. lessons are boring. everything is boring. ya life sux.
cos i get to know more and more each day, that nobody is by my side.
the world is lonely with no one living together.

ohya, this week is sososo busy with the spammage of tests and hwk everyday.
okay thats usual. but telling myself everything will be over once Os is gone.
lots of stupid tests and hwk.
i wonder wat am i studying for since all not counted also._.
and when can i start to study for prelims and Os? i hope nxtnxt week:D

okay enough of sch life. cos its boring.
yup ytd went back to yunengprisch for anniversary dinner:D
and it was superb:D cos alot of 6A went back. like 20plus.
haha everyone like change alot. esp the guys. they grew very tallT.T
even if the girls wore high heels, we arent as tall as themT.T

reached rather early. cos only me and liting reached. i mean the girls:D
so we went in first with some guys:D saw ms chua:D
she didnt change much since i last saw her. seems longO.o
walked arnd the sch awhile:D the sch change alot like seriously.
cos they are even more high tech than ahs. ahs is an old sch even though ynps was older._.
i shall skip the part on dinner:D
saw alot of pri sch teachers:D but obviously none of them still recognise me.
of cos im just a normal normal little girl that time[:

walked arnd. took photos:D i think me xy saw mr neo, HO one._.
end arnd 9 plus:D but we stayed in the hall to take grp photos:D
hahah me went home after that. idk where the others go:D
omg i shall not wear skirt and high heels anymore. pain painT.T

yup nxt week is a super super busy week so doubt will update nxt week.
other than tests, i should start revision soon. 30 plus days to prelims lehT.T
jys jys 4 more mths to end of all these. JIAYOUS:D

2010-07-03T14:36:00.002+08:00

these days are rather interesting:D
probably cos theres lots of stuff to do. so kinda help me forget my troubles:D

highlighting a few stuff. haha seems long since i last post.
class photo on wed:DD
formal was rather okay:D first time ever to get a seat.
cos the shorter ones are sitting on the floor. hahaha false hope:D
informal kinda screwed. jairia was pulled by mrs xie._.
the F thing kinda cute:D

then grp photo seriously screwed.
okay first there was 7 grps. supposed to have 6.
zzz separate our grpT.T me hsiaolan jairia with joie they all.
huixian yuping with hazel they all.
hahah fine with it. but the posts seriously damn screwed.
couldnt think of any, then the photographer helped us decide lo. so NOT nice. zz
plus the new co-form with us. when i dun even know whos she._.
i pictured the grp photo damn nice one. but then reality is different frm dreams i guess.
plus all the photos taken at the GO, which is so NOTnice. i hate the GO.
i thought we all can choose the place ourselves. suxers!
plus the photographer all them damn guailan! seriously they sux.
so impatient for wat. second last class cannot ah. zzz
but its the last photo-taking in ahs.

thurs got some chi test. in front part okay.
but the compre damn chim leh. i dun even understand.
after test, walaos cant stand chengjoyun. keep suan-ing us.
i know she dun like us la. but as if we like her like that._.
then dismissal damn late all thanks to cellinaxie._. she should hv some shi jian guan nian.
jh even came up. lol to return some book:D
and yea thurs sux cos theres double amaths double chem double chiT.T

ytd damn tiring. after sch time damn tired alr, still got eng CT._.
plus it was raining. very nice to sleep:D
but then got this feeling that i screwed the test.
ohwell who cares? its not counted:D
hahah from now on all the tests also not counted alr:D
the full paper damn long leh. i purposely do very slow alr still left 10min._.
then sleep lo:D hahha almost fall asleep:X

after sch went to see czh.
walaos he damn lame leh. see us esp to talk about the aircon thing.
i also dun care alr since not a member of HO anymore.
plus some esplanade performance. ohpls still so long.
but then ahs damn fail leh. still owe alot of debts.
zzz if no money then dun act pro bulit some stupid indoor stadium. cos majority also cant use. then still drain our money._.
lucky one more yr graduate le. no way ahs is going to get money from me.

after that went to eat late lunch like at 430 at simei ljs with gh xy jy dexter:D
did forfeit again. but lazy post on fb anymore:D or maybe when i free la.
dexter went home early cos of tuition.
stupid jh pangseh us to go home study._.
after that went popular:D me gh got pangseh D:
but nvm cos we are kind:D met sokchin and weilin:D
went home at 6 plus:D cant reach home too late.

nxt week is the official start of the busy lifestyle.
so jiayous to me. gonna study hard:D

2010-06-30T17:11:00.007+08:00

sometimes, lonely isnt just wat u feel but its actually a fact.

the world isnt really a place for me to live.
so ya i would rather just leave myself alone and no one by the side.
i shouldnt even be here in the first place.

will update more about today tmr. gonna study chi and hopefully it is able to erase all the stupid thoughts and such.

2010-06-29T19:43:00.002+08:00

here again._. but sch these days are rather boring :O
was almost late today:X bell rang when i was about to reach the gate.
all thanks to all the stupid buses that came late or too full D:
cant rely on 17. zzz
anyway can late a little since it was raining. and these days de weather is so unpredictable.

bio. watched some video about this woman giving birth.
the baby damn kelian. didnt really watch cos it was too digusting.
but it makes me realise that life is really a miracle.
cos its wonderful to be able to get out of the mother's uterus despite of all the trauma.
its wonderful to be able to see the wonders of the world.
yet im still here complaining about life. guess i shouldnt be doing that anymore:X

SEL was like talking sth about to do ur best.
it makes me reflect of all my actions in the past.
did my best? im afraid i didnt.
it makes me recall of the days as a SL. zzz im gonna like repeat againT.T
it makes me realise wat a failure im. totally a failure.
i didnt even do my best. i guess i will regret this for the whole life.
suddenly feel the urge to cry:x but i was in sch._.
if time would rewind back, i would probably try my best and really do my best.
but i can do nothing. the only thing i can comfort myself is all these are already over. no use crying over a spill milk:X
but today when i saw the juniors and the standard of their playing, i guess all these was all my fault, but i cant do anything to help them.
人生中的无奈是无可奈何的.

i hope i wont be here tmr and start to revise for chi test tmr:D

2010-06-28T19:58:00.003+08:00

ohmy dear me im not supposed to be hereT.T
nvm its only first day of sch, i guess i can still slack ABIT?
zzz stop procrastinating wont you? T.T

so, one two buckle my shoe.
three four take out your books.
five six start studying!!

ohdear nothing seems to get myself into the study moodT.T
i hope the spammage of tests nxt week onwards will help me then :P
term 3 is a disaster, for i can conclude this D:

im so busy these few days.
lets update the stuff and tests i haveT.T and its only first day of sch.

tmr 29/6: visit juniors:D
thurs 1/7: chi test D: ( idk yanyu wat[: )
fri 2/7: eng paper 2 CT
tues 6/7: SS CT chapt 6 sec3->deterrence and diplomacy(can die)
date with the few to do sth meaningful:D
thur 8/7: amaths revision quiz chapt 1 and 21
fri 9/7: some CT after sch
back to ynps for anniversary
celebration some relative bdae
tues 13/7: hist essay CT chapt 4 and 6

black thurs are really black thursT.T
longest day in sch, all the periods align until very sucky, amaths revision quiz every week, chi test every alternative week.
so thats why term 3 sux D:

2010-06-26T12:41:00.002+08:00

i hope u know! all ur actions are making me feel sad and disappointed in you. wat happened? cant u rmb the past, with me and no outsiders? u are neglecting me. so pls just spare a thought for me? i wont force u to return to the past but just treat me normally, like in the past. dun u treat me as a fren anymore?):
real life? i know im alone, im lonely, with no one by my side. im fine with it but i just hate the facts, the way u treat me.

sch is reopening real soon.
which means is the start of mugging and cupping for Os.
wanted to start during jun hol, but it failed.
this time only success and no failure. cos i know wat i want and im gonna work hard for it:D
which just means this blog will be even more dead than now.
so no nid to visit so often:D cos u should be studying too:D
probably only post when theres time, which is pretty little._.

how i wish normal timestable would be similar as alps.
early dismissal, only 4 periods a day:D im fine with the one hr part:D
50+ more days to prelims D: gonna study hard:D

2010-06-20T12:47:00.002+08:00

ohman, alps is starting tmrT.T
no diff from sch reopening.
which means gonna have to cut down the time spend on com till hols is overT.T

hahaha alps still can slack a little:D to get myself used to the new life of books.
till hols is over. then no blogging, no mapling, no audi-ing.
probably only 20min of facebook and hotel city:D wouldnt kill:D

but im tired. i dun like to study. oh pls who will?
i wanna get over and done with this stupid o lvl.
i swear that i would stop studying once the situation allows.
im not the studious typeT.T im only forcing myself to do watever i dun like.
but wat can i do? nothing just continuing to force myselfT.T
thats why i prefer poly to JC. plus i get to study wat i like, which is so much more better:D
no sense of getting good results yet knowing nothing about the world. cos thats me D:

but still have to study hard for this o lvl.
another 5 mths to go. wat is this 5mths compared to the 3plus yrs in ahs?
so i will have to work harder and prove to myself, i aint a stupid!

i hope the teachers will spam us with hwk and tests, to get my mind off from slacking.
and to get myself into the mood of studying and studying.
i should really get a tuition. but now its too late.
so down this road, i gonna have to walk by myself!
i shall spam myself with assessment books, prac papers and textbook:D

GO GO! TELL YOURSELF THAT NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE:D cos i can get to wat i am today, i can continue this till o lvl! rmb rmb, nobody is a stupid:D its the hardworking effort that has gotten me till today! just less than 5mths till the day of freedom! i can do it[:

yup dajia should go study alr:D
today is a nice rehearsal for me:D gonna mug damn hard for tmr bio test!:D
AND ANYONE WANTS TO STUDY WITH ME? i wanna a grp study:D

2010-06-16T13:47:00.002+08:00

BATCH OUTING TO WILDWILDWET 15/06♥
with guihui xueyi junyang sam:D

met xy on bus 225:D met gh at bedok station:D
all of us were late:D wat telepathy:D
hahah halfway called sam.
we all thought he reached alr or at least soon.
but then hes only at bedok O.O
then we decided to wait for him at tenah merah station and get onto his train:D
then super funny. boarded the nxt train, but he hvnt reached yet._.
which means we boarded the wrong train O.O
okay we were kind. got down on simei to wait for his train again:D
hiya if wrong train again still got tampines ma:D
but we were pro:D boarded the right train this time:D biggest joke of the day._.

then took 21 to downtown east. met jy there:D
xy gh dun wanna eat. so we went into www to play:D
yay morning not much people so damn empty:D
went to take some slide thingy:D the one which large float and all of us can sit on it:D
too bad the guys always couldnt get the back seat:D me and xy did:D
idk wheres de camera. owwD:

went play at the playground, some swimming pool, wave pool and all the slides:D
yay wave pool de funnest:D
but then cos me and xy cant swim. then go deep side must sit on the floatT.T
always kena the lifeguard whistle, cos we keep grabbing onto the string or sth.
always drifted apartT.T hahha the wave pro.
but then also cant swim, or get down. the guys and gh to the rescuse:D
playground damn lame leh.
keep snatching the slides with the kids. i mean the guysO.O
and that big bucket of water. awww damn pain leh.
jy climbed the slides without seeing the sign 'no climbing' ._.
that swimming pool thingy:D the wave thing damn fun:D
and there was some kid-ish water works:D damn fail:D
went to that big float thingy lots of time. cos wanna take photo but always kinda fail:D
finally the last one looks okay:D
but gh look like some weird and i think sam kinda act cute._.
decided to donate to HO room:D but i tink the juniors will throw away:X

went out www at arnd 3? idk theres no clockT.T
nobody brought shampoo or watever.
stink with chlorine:X and we took a long time:D
im sure the guys were dead waiting for us:D ohwell:D
went to eat chicken rice after that. im damn hungryT.T
slack at ehub awhile. but everyone damn dead.
hahha the guys went off awhile for their class bbq:D
then we went home after buying curry puff at oldchangkee:D

hahha dead after reached home.
slept for 20min. wanna sleep for 30min but was woken upT.T
TAN LINES D: and im red and darkT.T
but i dun get it why. cos there was no sun so shouldnt be so serious de.
its gonna be tough to turn white againT.T
lucky the rain died down after we reached www:D so it wasnt disrupted:D

yay batch outing was superb and fun:D
nxt time again:D hopefully nxt time more ppl can go:D
but i dun wanna plan anymore. waste my smsT.T
sian no more outing till alps start. sianT.T

ohyea most probably this is the last post till prelims and o lvl:D
its time to study real hard:D

2010-06-11T12:44:00.003+08:00

its boring staying at homeT.T
facing the walls, the tv, com, hwk. no life leh.
ANYONE WANNA GO WINDOW SHOPPING WITH ME?
although im broke;D theres sth called window shopping;D

ytd ergao outing to kbox;D
me guihui jiahuan sokchin jinyan dexter michelle songshuang yuke siewchen:D
nevertheless it was fun^^ cos its a ergao outing.
and cos ergao rawks forever though im not a member of ergao anymore and joining the ancient club soonT.T

met gh at bedok mrt first:D
ohmy i thought i was pretty late myself cos its raining and nid to go library first.
but nvm theres always someone who will be later than me anyway:P
still gh wasnt that late;D late by that little bit.
and we reached pasir ris 1 min earlier;D if not must treat drinks omgT.T
not bad gh great improvement leh:D nxt time maybe u can be earlier than me~

lunch-ed at white sands kcf with gh sc and michelle.
didnt know michelle going for lunch at first O.o but she also nvr eat._.
then went walked arnd plus arcaded a little to wait for the others;D
and yay dajia arrived. off we go to ehub and kbox;D

ooo kbox alot of ppl;D managed to get a room;D
omg its damn big leh. i mean like 10 ppl also dun nid so big ma;D we are all tiny ppl._.
its even bigger than my room leh. hahah
started singing. okay nobody wanna sing.
i think everyone come kbox also dun wanna sing._.
started random-ly with me and jh first is it? cant rmb.
ohmygod my singing sux someone helpT.T
suxer all the juniors dun wanna sing and keep pushing the mike to us._.
but then started to get more fun;D
hahaha eat drink talk like some stupid shout in the mike blah;D
gh keep sabo-ing meT.T kill her:D

dex ss yk went off first.
okay they went off while me and gh went toilet._. meanieT.T
then kinda tired. started playing zhongjimima and losers gonna sing:D
omg siewchen so mafan most songs dunno how to sing or nvr hear before. poor jinyan:D sang two times;D
i guess me and gh were the pro ones who didnt lose;D
still sabo to sing anw;D
took pic before we left. but sucha failure._.
went home with gh and jh taking 17;D

yay ergao outing was so fun although kinda fail._.
still i enjoyed hanging out with the juniors and that extra 1 senior;D jkjk~
up nxt batch outing♥
sure damn fun going www. but really hopes nothing happens._.

1more week before alps start, or should i say sch reopen? T.T
will enjoy my last week of hol before the torture of Os starts.
i guess this blog will be super dead after sch reopen. but anw its dead now:D

2010-06-04T19:54:00.002+08:00

totally rotting at homeT.T
mon tues stayed at home. everyday stayed at home. damn boring lehT.T

yup wed phys SPA;D
still quite okay. although the qn abit weird, totally tio stunned at first.
ohshit la i damn blind leh.
didnt see the chopstick like in front of me._.
okay then keep thinking use wat to take something out, in the end used forceps.
but then i damn dumb leh. chopstick right in front of me.
hopefully that wont affect my marks;D my procedure still quite okay:D

zzz then was trap in the hall for 20min._.
bloody hell damn hot. i hate the fans. they should just on the aircon;D
well too bad. we are the first batch. zzz and ya the lab was like sauna too._.
went home after that;D

thurs some eng paper 2 lecture by lily koh;D
not bad learn quite alot of stuff there.
i hope nxt compre can improve?
oh and lily koh and some other guys damn funny^^
which makes the lecture more funny;D
went home after that. so no life, i know:p

today went out with jh gh;DD
hahah shall not mention too much about it;D
but fun was never ending once together:DDD
and ___ not bad ah;D of cos thanks to me for using my creativity;D

zzz this week damn no life. keep staying at home other than today and going to sch for reasons.
nvm nxt week shall go out more;D although im brokeT.T
and yay half done with hwk;D
most likely i can finish nxt week;D
and after i come back from malaysia de third week, i can start my revision alr;D
although idk whether this time i hv the motivation to start revision.
i hope i can;D cos its time to study real hard;D
and this hols is great;D at least i dun hv to go sch for cca and stuff;D
but i really miss ccaT.T
shall go visit the juniors sometime. since the sec2s are back alr;DD
okay shall go play maple alr;D hope todays 2x exp training will be a success;DD

2010-05-30T18:41:00.002+08:00

if only i can change facts!
then i wouldnt be living in this family.
all the insecurity, all the quarrels blahblah
seriously u dunno when a bomb will exert its effects. and i hate it!
and wat? even outsider has to step in and settle. wat is this man!
totally embarrassed._. and wat did i do to deserve this? nothing! im just a neutral party.
how i really hope i can just walk out of this house and heck care everything!

zzz i hate life! i hate facts that are ugly in nature.
i should really just go down and hide in my burrow and study hard for prelims and Os all the way and just heck care everything.
wat they wanna do is their business! and why should i even care?
u cant blame me for being too selfish. cos in the end its still ur fault. ALL UR FAULT!
i really dun deserve this!

blah i dun wanna talk about this anymore.
tmr chi Os. good luck to those who will be taking it;D
hahah not meant to suan ppl. but ohwells..
phys SPA in three days time. hvnt started studying or anything yet. ohwell later;D
i hope it will be easy. phys SPA is the hardest of all.
independent and dependent? kinda confusing when u think too much;D
JIAYOUS EVERYONE^^

2010-05-27T18:45:00.002+08:00

HAPPY DAY^^

hahha day started up with chem and phys.
no mood for phys. chem was boring and quiz totally screwed the day off._.
chi? chengjoyun fly away le;D
slack throughout. although got wksht but only did the mcq part;D

then issusing of results slip.
lol dun get it why is it upon 700.
but thanks to it;D my percentage increases up till 70plus percent;D
at least it didnt break my nice record;D
L1R5 remains the same. to tell the truth im satisfied with this results, seeing that i didnt put in as much effort as that in the past for this mye.
not much diff anw;D although its obviously that its a dropT.T

then after sch went karaoke;D
hahhaha its super fun;D esp with jairia and mozzie as accompany;D
although me and hazel could only stare at them when they singing some korean song, but their expression, dance and singing damn funny ah^^
wow all those high songs, we shouted like some mad ppl[:
its like we are shouting instead of singing;D
omg the other room is seriously singing one;D
and we four like damn high sia. jump on the sofa^^ shout to the mike like some shit;D
hahah even though to the others i like nvr sing alot, but dancing and go mad like some mad dog is fun^^ is wat i wanna enjoy in karaoke;D
hahah i wanna go again[: and its like damn cheap;D
ohman i like addicted to karaoke alr. wth hahha but its fun^^

oh just realised tmr is the start of hol.
actually not much diff anw. its like spammage of hwk;D
and i think i wanna start revision soon;D like last week of hol?
i will chiong hwk and playing the first two weeks plus a few days;D
nxt wed phys skill 3T.T ohshit man no mood to studyT.T
but still everyone must jys;D

2010-05-25T16:16:00.004+08:00

CIP WAS SOSOSOSO FUN^^

knocking on every door, explaining wat sch we frm, the stuff we collecting blahblah although the flyer clearly states that put the stuff at the doorstep._.
wat for still go knock the door right? actually idk. but its fun;D
fun listening to the different doorbell sounds, fun hearing a dog barking in response and certainly more fun to see huixian communicating with the dogs or acting as a cat;D
hahha funny to see how mingxuan and glenn fighting for newspaper piles when we can actually help them with some, fun seeing how mx and glenn entertain themselves by singing weird songs, stomp on the lift yet me huixian hsiaolan are just looking at them keeping quiet, mx funny way of introduction, and how glenn saying hiie and mx saying have a nice day._.
certainly lots of fun stuff;D and the guys really are entertaining._.

oh 114 sux._. we thought that only got 3 sections. almost miss out the last:X
and got one uncle sure recycle alot. got like about 7 bags of newspapers blah.
not to mention some of the uncles are topless:x oppss but im used to it;D
took long time to clear 114. when hazel they all finished theirs.
sweat run like mad and im damn tired. and its only 1 block._.
was almost dead after finishing 114. but then still got 113._.
hahah so some other grps helped us;D in turn we helped them too;D
slack through 113. cos its the last block.
didnt ask door to door. hahha opps perharps too lazy.
the place where we were allocated to sux. hahha move up and down.
yet only one hoousehold got leave something for us;D
that tall stack of newspapers;D hahha didnt really see cos the real karang guni man was here:X
lots of rubbish leh. hahha when did we become rubbish students?._.
i bet mrs xie is bored to death;D hahah she could only stay at 112 de collection point for us while taking care of our bags;D

hahha finished like at 11 plus;D
then slack at void deck and wait for other grps;D
idk why jairia they all suddenly went crazy;D but its entertaining;D
didnt went lunch:X too tired and i wanna bath;D im dirty:p
took 17 home. hahha lucky got direct bus;D
and karang guni is sucha fun job;D
if no jobs in the future, maybe i shall consider to be one;D
hahha no thanks;D i wont do much even if im paid;D its too tiring;D not to mention how much i hv sweat all thanks to these;D

cip was fun fun^^ shall go do 1 more flagday, if hv la;D
never knew cip is fun. i hate cip in the past, but now its okay once im used to it.
but the weather is really killing. zzz

hahah tmr back to lesson alr. im sad]:
oh and the juniors are flying to china alr;D i wanna go tooT.T
bet some of them are at the airport now;D hahah enjoy juniors;D
really miss all the times in china esp the cold weather;D its hot hereT.T

blah nothing to do. at home so sian.
managed to borrow a book frm library ytd. but i hvnt touched it. opps:X
soon i hope. if not my motivation will die down once my passion dies and hwk starts to pileT.T

2010-05-24T19:50:00.003+08:00

MY BLOG IS REAL DEAD._.

hahah no no this post isnt anything about results;D
actually days and lessons in the sch are real bored._.
alot of subjects started lessons alr. ahaha dun feel like listening.

but still i gonna start changing my attitude alr.
seeing everyone chionging like some mad ppl. i shall chiong too.
to tell the truth, prelims and o lvl are really nearing.
and mye results proves that i nid to work harder than usual.
i should work hard for my dreams. nothing is easy in this world.
hols is nearing. besides doing hwk, i shall work hard and revise hard too.
reduce playing time and hopefully after alps start, i will chiong for prelims like some mad person.

tmr cip;D lucky no lessons. will be bored to death:D
heard that its fun^^ and hopefully so:D looking forward~
and tmr the sec2 juniors are flying to china alr;D
hahha wish the juniors yi lu shun feng, and enjoy the time there;D
cos its a great experience:D and its really really fun. i enjoyed myself there although its ultra super cold and something happened there:D

ohyea nothing else to post.
bored to death. couldnt play maple since i had no idea where to train:D

2010-05-20T16:17:00.002+08:00

all results confirmed and checked and sign;D
hahha really must thank CA alot;D it saved my life;D

eng C5
chi A2
emaths A1
amaths B4
chem A1
bio A2
phys A2
CH B3
L1R5: 11;D

although its kinda steep drop frm all the past yr results, im still kinda satisfied;D
i mean im happy with this kind of results alr, thought mye is going to screwed everything up.
besides lowering my results for each subject, eng amaths CH drop by at least 1 grade._.
still kinda happy with my sciences. although all borderline one;D

oh did i tell anyone my total percentage?
69.9. wth 1 more mark to 70!! okay actually less than 1 mark.
then wth wat the shit is this man... from sec2 onwards i nvr gotten below 70% ever.
thanks sec4 life. u broke my record. BY LESS THAN 1 MARK.
wat an ugly result slip i gonna get nxt thurs._.
and all these, i really hv to thank mye.

and wth janet wee sux!
my oral kinda flunk and really damn low.
and that idiot teacher got problem with me is it?
go fail my convo? i mean i sure doesnt deserve that mark._.
NXT TIME I SEE HER I GONNA KILL HER MAN!
cant she give me higher marks? then i wont flunk my eng that badly.
and surely my overall percentage can improve de.
never am i gonna get out of the stupid eng remedialT.T
and i hope this oral isnt counted for prelims. i can just go die._.

after this post i hope i wont hv to post anything that is related to results.
kinda screw my mood.
tmr idk whether got cip. its kinda stupid.
but the actual cip quite fun leh. i hope no one gives me trouble or watever;D
lessons started. and totally no mood to listen anyway;D
and hwk? nah not going to do too;D
but then nid to change my attitude soon. prelims and o lvl are nearingT.T

2010-05-18T16:12:00.002+08:00

posting everyday~ hahah too bored.
but today is a horrible day. omg obviously cos of results la.

okay shit ss was kinda stupid. go through in hall with the whole cohortxD
blah okay obviously didnt do as well as i expected for ss.
but tired from disappointment and stuff alr. ohman C5 leh.
all thanks to sbq._. sux sux.

blah later hist.
omg i cant believe it, my hist scored not bad leh;D
its even higher than my ss. wth._.
then phys. nothing to say. kinda unexpected de okay;D

ohman last paper amaths.
i mean obviously failed p2. i expected it.
trigo damn badly done. out of dunno how many mark alocated to trigo, i think i only gotten single digit? sure damn low one._.
p1 damn disappointing. almost failed.
the whole paper damn flunk leh. C6?
okay i nvr get so low for amaths before? weaker than eng leh.
wats this la? ohman all the results damn low and disappointing.
no matter how much i tell myself its only mye, but still feeling down.

mye is really a screwdriverD:
if this keeps up for my prelims and o lvl, i sure die de lo.
L1R5 sure look damn ugly. but i dun wanna double digit except 10T.T
shit la. the world sux!!
tmr shall go back to normal;D today is the only day that i upset:X

2010-05-17T18:31:00.002+08:00

ohman happy days past and sad times are hereT.T
weekend like so happy both days still go out shopping;D
then boommzz, mon here and results are backT.T

blah if anyone is clever enough, obviously i screwed all.
okay at least those that i got back today.
i mean like none improve leh. drop leh. okay maybe not alot but its a deprove leh?
blah got back chi,bio,emaths,eng,chem.

okay my chi not bad leh. standard is maintained;D thats the only good partT.T
pull up by my zuowen;D yay my zuowen rawks;D
okay then bio. drop till B3T.T
i thought i can get like okay okay de result cos my mcq not bad;D
then okay thanks to sectionA, almost failed it:X
my graph totally screwed la. okay lets not mention wat stupid things i did:X

emaths paper 1 damn screwed:X B3? thankyou._.
damn alot of careless mistake:X plus those nid exact i round off, those round off i put exact:X
lucky paper 2 saved me;D although its harder._. just lucky a low A1.
damn lan. dun get it why my emaths drop alot:X

eng was damn sian.
expected failed compre;D but not bad at least i improved;D
no single digit;D got lucky 10:X
lucky lucky summary saved me;D omg just passed eng paper2;D
i damn scared i fail paper 2. then paper 1 sure not very good also;D
hahhaha although its like super low, but i cant bothered about eng anymore;D
a pass is wat matters;D and i just use my chi can le;DD

chem was super ultra damn very disappointingT.T
was expecting a A1 for chem. but then... ohwell.
it really sux sux sux:X omg i hate my chem resultsT.T
just 0.5 more to A1. even that i still hate it:X
i think the machine alr round up, i hope.
but then its like sucha low A1. eeee i hate itT.T
chem is supposed to be one of my best subject:X
okay now i seriously doubt i will get 80plus for anything in my report book:X

tmr all the stupid subjects:X
and those really screwed ones. like hist ss amaths:X
life really suxT.T even though how much i tell myself to get myself out from all the emo and the disappointment or watever, but im still feeling sad about results.
maybe cos i didnt study as hardworking as last yr, or im just tired.
ahahah i dunno. i dun wanna face anymore results.
my percent sure sux. my L1R5 sure screwed. my class position sure drop like siao.

okay i shall promise myself to get out of everything after tmrT.T i hope?
results sux. i hate myself for being dumb, not clever enough.
i will buck up and study harder for prelims and o lvl.

I.REALLY.HATE.MY.LIFE:X

2010-05-14T15:43:00.002+08:00

THE DAY, THE DAY THAT MYE IS OVER IS FINALLY HERE~
its been two long weeks;D
ooo but i will miss the air-con hall, my lovely table and chair;D
thanks for accompany me for the past two weeks;D

okay shall not mention how screwed mye is;D
results will prove everything. and the day getting back result not long too;D
but then to tell the truth, i alr no after exam mood;D
having after exam mood ytd. but then im tired of everything.

blah feel very slack these daysT.T
exams time: still use com, still watch tv, nvr study much.
study a week before exam really sux. only studied after handover:X
in the past i always start at least two weeks before. and between exams nvr use com.
blah serves me right anw, cos mye is alr screwed:X

but then lets celebrate the short freedom we are enjoying now;D
thats is till the results are coming back;D
FINALLY LIFE IS RETURNING BACK TO NORMAL~

2010-05-13T15:25:00.001+08:00

JUST 1 MORE DAY;DD EXCITED EXCITED EXCITED!
opps sry just too bored.
no mood to study now. maybe later ba;D

2 weeks seems rather long;D and i managed to survive;D
but ya, wait till the results are back;D
i promise i wont chua tio;D
ohright, still must go back to chem. HIIEE CHEM~

2010-05-10T15:55:00.006+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY 16 BIRTHDAY TO PEHSIANG AND JIAHUAN;D
hahaha my very nice twin frens;D finally joining the club of 16[:

PEHSIANG:
hahah hiie my nice fren;D i know u love me too much.
but then be loyal to ur laopo ah. i dun wanna become third party.
its great knowing you;D going 3 yrs le hor;D
of cos all the wonderful memories i had with you;D
esp sec2 china trip hor:X I NVR SHANG CHUANG WITH YOU HOR:P
hope we still can be good frens;D i treasure the friendship with you;D
and dun worry;D no matter wat i love you always;DD

JIAHUAN:
hellloooo my very nice HO fren;D
knew each other since three years plus ago? hahahha yay ergao and HO rawks;D
u been my very nice fren of mine;D I LOVE YOU;D
hahah not mentioning all the wonderful, happy, hilarious and of cos sad times with you.
oh and stop rmb all my weird eng and pronounciation;D hahah just rmb me can le;D
my years in HO has been enhanced by ur presence. ohmy wat a weird eng. i wanna vomit;D
but then to tell the truth, you been a very good fren of mine;D one of the best;D
going home with you and gh is a happy thing;D
crapping and playing and blahblah in HO is a happy thing too;D
ahaha u just been so wonderful~ shit goosepimples appearing;D
but just rmb me hor;D u forget me i kill you;D
and must go out with us more;D even after we graduate[:
hahah u finally joining the 16 club with me~
blah enjoy ur bdae;D without any exams;D but then dun forget to study phys hor;D
and better score high high hor;D if not i kill you, genius[:

ohmy i still posting although theres phys and amaths exam tmrT.T
but then its for jiahuan and pehsiang ma;D
so back to studies hor;D jiayous to the remaining paper;D
3MORE DAYS AND 8 MORE TO GO;DDD

2010-05-10T15:44:00.002+08:00

blah im supposed to be studying for myeT.T yet im here?
blah who cares;D i mean i dun give a damn to mye anymore;D life is happier like this.
oh mye? dun mention it. major screwed up.
i mean like mye is meant to be a screwdriver in the first place;D
esp eng ss hist amaths and blah.
esp esp eng hist amaths. ahahaha preparing to failT.T
ohshit thats like practically everything right? thats precisely;D
so why am i still studying so much right?
actually idk either. hahah but nvm. 4 more days to go.

4 MORE DAYS AND 8 MORE PAPER TO GO;D
and then temporary break;D i gonna shopping;D
i dun care;D i been starving for this few weeks.
partly is cos of exams but also partly i wanna save money to go shopping;D
but then not to mention my stomach or gastric or watever is acting weird againT.T

listening to songs makes to recall the past. the wonderful past.
but now all these are gone.
oh well, be strong and look forward to the future.
but obviously not the days when results are back. i will break downT.T so mentally prepare;D

ohyea tmr pehsiang and jiahuan bdae hor;D hahaha my nice twin fren;D lol
HAPPY ADVANCE BDAE TO JIAHUAN AND PEHSIANG;D
hahah doubt pehsiang will see, but sure jiahuan will see;D hello jiahuan;D
more detailed post tmr ba;D wen i got time;D
AND TMR NO SCH HOORAY HOORAY~
no geog and lit rawks;D but its gonna be phys day. dun care about amaths anymore;D
okay rest everyone;D and jiayous for ur mye;D
haha although u not supposed to be here at this point of time;D and mye is a major screwed up:P hahhaha;D

2010-04-26T19:56:00.003+08:00

opppsss paper 1 screwed, as usual.
okay eng kinda stupid cos we nvr did any prac except for a informal letter writing at the start of the year.
but then come to think about it, cellinaxie sucha shibai teacher.
blah eng was damn nervous.
stopped very long cos thinking of wat to write for situational.
damn sian. nvr give us much stimulus. then die lo.
somemore ask for some stupid learning journey with to tell the truth, i didnt learn anything from it anyway:P
finally done with situational, damn shit like damn short leh.
everyone like used two pieces of paper. me only used one. and not even full 2 pgs._.

compo okay la. although abit uncertain of wat the qn wants. lan eng:D
but then checked with the others, i didnt go out of point at least:D
so i did recount, cos its the easiest obviously.
somemore me de grammer so lan, suit to write recount:D
i wrote on a very interesting topic:D at least to me la:D
only jiahuan knew wat i wrote. hahahha im creative:D

then chi. gonghan sux ttm T.T
must give the consequences. mine only in one paragraph. fine anything._.
zao zhang zao dao quite okay:D
cos this time de topic rather easy. or at least i read the article before. so i knew wat to write:D
heng heng this time topic okay. the other two idk how to write O.o
but then hor abit nothing to write leh.
shit lo. my li chang and suggestion like abit crap.
although i feel that 3 and half pages alot, but i crap alot, plus cancelled alot of stuff too:X

ahhahah tmr chem test. shit leh so many topics. plus is de hard topics.
i should go back to study hor. hahahha
this should be the last post before mye ends.
how i hope everything end quickly so that i wont be so gulity of myself:x
didnt study much. even if i studied i only studied very little:X
then everything just scan through.
wth wat happened to me? ahahhaha START STUDYING SERIOUSLY!
blah should go back to chem now:D jiayous to me.
electrolysis left:D and thats quite okay:D

2010-04-23T22:02:00.004+08:00

its handoverT.T
after 3 plus years in HO, everything is over now.
lets talk about HO and ergao in my four years in HO;D

sec1:D
blah idk why i join HO too;D
initially wanted to join CO but then i cant find the booth._.
then some HO senior pull me and xueyi. thats how we ended up joining HO.
then choose sections. hhaha okay we chose by drawing lots.
and thats when, my section is ERGAO~

actually sec1 nothing much. cos im damn antisocial.
hahaha i dun talk to people, seniors. cos that time i still dunno anyone xD
sec1s always had to go sectionals for basic skills;D
and shiqi teach well;D at least i learn quite okay.
but then i find cca very boring, wanted to quit at first.
after i joined dazu, cca was more fun and i didnt quit anymore;D

hahha still rmb my first ever audition in front of the seniors;D after we joined dazu;D
super nervous;D somemore im the last one leh.
cca was becoming more fun^^ got to know jiahuan and guihui and the seniors;D
i could still rmb the time me gh jh and other sec1 mates and amanda and ruth keep bullying shiqi and siewchen. it was fun^^ sweet wrappers esp;D
seriously i think sec1 nothing much.

and farewell;D first ever thing to do that is related to HO and not just prac:D

did the banner;D although like abit plain, but then we did it.

everytime must go back sch or stay back after cca to do;D

okay then the farewell chalet.

really enjoyed it alot. its hard for a sec1 to enjoy farewell.

got to know the seniors well. and also some rather old ancients;D

sec2:D

first ever performance in sec1 oritentation;D

blah sec2 also nothing much.

prac play bully seniors blah...

after that shiqi that batch handover:x

okay i shall not say anymore. bad memories are meant to be erased.

amanda became our new SL;D and me de new asl;D

first ever handover dinner at pizza hut. funfun^^

then eerrr farewell? shall not say la hor;D

still a hot topic arnd us;D and didnt enjoy much as sec1 due to alot of unreasonable reasons._.

but still its for shiqi de batch.

and thats wat matters:D cos shiqi and siewchen are our very nice seniors;D

chiong farewell card like siao O.o and fake presents rawks~

sec3:D

ohmy im a sec3 le? cant believe itT.T

starting to get more interesting?

2009 harmonica orchestra SYF--> silver.

i know that silver broke alot of ppl heart, cos it kinda waste of our effort.

but still, its for the experience. and i really enjoyed prac with my dear frens, seniors and juniors, i know everyone tired from all these. but i loved cca alot back days;D

went a short break after syf due to mye.

after that, had handover.

okay la i didnt go due to some reasons, but alot of ppl said dun go also okay.

blah listen from other ppl lo.

then knew that handover is a torture for them, cos our handover present was jiaolian._.

haha okay i became the sl, but then i wasnt there.

so i didnt know hows first prac without the seniors. quite chaotic i heard:D

first ever sectional led by me came the nxt sectional date.

quite okay i guess. at that time, i didnt know its a torture of being the sl.

hahaah i still thought it was fun, and since i wanted the sl post, i was satisfied.

then problems and problems arose.

first it was angela, then the twins, then all my juniors starting to give me headache.

all of them are starting to climb on top of my head.

i then knew the problem that existed in ergao rather late. like dunno how many months since i got the post. i started to man yuan alot. and soon i started to not like cca.

still, i enjoyed the authority i had, the authority of ordering ppl arnd and they could only listen to me. blah i sounded rather bad, but im trying to find some ways to make me happy.

including torturing the juniors, stricter?

blah all these rather late of the year, or maybe the start of the year._.

and farewell, our turn to plan for it.

i think its super unfair for only us to plan it. i mean like only 8 ppl planning for it and the others are just paying money and throwing everything to us.

wanted to plan rather early like sept. then nobody even cares.

after eoy then plan everything._. i think maybe we are too rush in everything._.

the nights before the farewell, chaotic.

and i had to plan for farewell(okay la not much), seniors presents, and post to post present.

walaos leh. everything chiong in that one months. rushing...

but okay most of my juniors are rather cooperative;D and jiahuan helped to design the cards. not much of a problem.

post to post wasted me alot of my time and effort. okay la not exactly waste cos its for amanda. but then its the present i put in the greatest effort in it:D

then yup farewell came.

everything seems wrong. alot of leftover food, blahblah.

hahahah but i think more is better than less. although i spent dunno how much money on it, i think everything still seems okay. i just wanna the seniors and juniors to enjoy:D

ya ya although i slept alot this time, cos im damn tired from the last few days, still i enjoyed it alot alot alot. maybe cos its the effort of us:D

sec4s:D

the most tiring and disappointing and angry year in HO.

maybe due to more experience in HO? i got more expectation of the juniors.

but then all of them still so bu zheng qi.

i dunno how disappointed i got in them. talking nicely to them, scold them, nothing seems to work. until later, i just got flared up and tired that i just gave up.

i dun wanna care about the juniors anymore.

they wanna become lan, their problem, their standard drop, their problem, they were scolded by junyang they all, their problem.

i dunno why i used to wei hu for them in the past.

i dunno how many times i had talked back to jy just cos of them. its like so bu zi de.

okay then my anger sure died down very fast.

april i started to treat them more nicely, seeing handover is coming soon.

and boommz, handover is here. the day that im leaving HO, the day when my all memories about HO, no matter its good or bad, is here.

all i had is the wonderful memories that my frens, seniors or juniors gave to me.

blah handover-ed to sokchin. its the last day that im a sl.

and here im today. without any cca for me to relax, angry or disappoint over.

for now, books shall be my friends. sure of cos i will miss my cca, my juniors, but still i got to learn to get over with it.

if HO and ergao remains in my heart, perharps i will study better. its the way that the seniors and the juniors wanna me to do. to excel in O lvl.

so to everyone: thanks for making my memories in HO a wonderful one. esp to my friends: xy gh jh jo jy sam dexter. i will rmb ure for the rest of my life. i will rmb the wonderful times in HO. the fun stuff we do in our dear HO room. i will miss u, my dear HO room and of cos froggy.

to seniors: thanks for teaching me so well. until now i only learned about the tough things ure have to go through. i love you all♥ and i will never forget ure even we entered the club of ancients:D hahahh same grp now huh...

to juniors: thanks for the wonderful memories ure gave me too:D i promise ure to forget the bad memories and only rmb the goods of each of ure. better listen to ur new sl! if not i will come back and slaughter u all;D but dun worry i will come back often and visit ure, no matter how busy im:D must grow up and dun act like kids. dun give ur sl problems hor. later she die then no more sl alr:D i then dun wanna retain:D rmb: ergao is ♥. love ergao as if its one of ure beloved:D

HO really is such a wonderful cca.

may not be in the eye of others, but to me, it defintely is:D

my heart will always leave a space for HO and ergao. i will never forget the three years plus memories:/

but for now, lets just leave a space for my books too:D

JIAYOUS EVERYONE:D I HAVE AMPLE FAITH IN ALL OF U:D AND ALSO, JIAYOUS IN UR UPCOMING MYE AND COMPEITITION:D

2010-04-18T15:13:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 16 BIRTHDAY TO ME;D
ALSO HAPPY 250 POSTS;D

hahahha this yr birthday is so much more better than last yr;D
okay first lets acknowledge ppl who bother to sms me;DD
hazel, michelle lim, huixian, xueyi, jairia, clarissa, junyang, zixing, josephine, michelle koh and benjamin;DD improvement~ LOVE YOU ALL PEEPS;D

and of on facebook too;D
natasha, amelia, aunt peggy, mandylee, junyang, valerie, khaichong, charlotte, xiaodex, guihui and xinghua;D hahahha addition of old classmates like 6A'06 and 1K'07;DD

hahhahaha LOVE ALL PEEPS THAT MAKE MY BIRTHDAY A MEMORABLE ONE;D
hahha first receieved a advance birthday present(wallet) from my darling juniors: sokchin and jinyan.
then later receieved the second yet also a advance birthday present(a bunny softtoy, a bunny-like card and a pretty necklace) from xueyi guihui jiahuan josephine junyang and sam;D i really appreciate the lovely card. sure nid alot effort one;D
I LOVE HO;DD
then third my mum gave me an hongbao of 20 bucks;DD asked me to buy watever i want;D
hahhahaha yay i love all my birthday presents;D
and maybe more to come.
at least huixian still owe me one;D and me owe myself too;D
but then i have no idea wat to buy for myself;DD

blah lets highlight the wonderful HO frens part;D
ha okay first i had to wait for them for nearly one and half hr to get the card done;D
hahhaha can see is last min, but im still happy.
secretive too. haha but im clever;D
playing with diff stuff. piano bell talking crap sleep and more;D
hahaha done le. bdae song like funernal._.
then went bedok long john to eat dinner;D they treat me with $4;D
eat eat talk crap. jo went home first;D
after that played the very dead zhongjimima;D
jiahuan left early for her tuitionT.T i wanted to go home study oral at first.
but then in the end went playground and talk again._.
probably is one of the last time we come together and talk about HO and crapT.T
suddenly rainT.T all hide in the pathetic small shelther in the playground.
went home like 40min later. after the rain stopped;D

from today onwards, im joining the 16th club;D
and able to watch NC16;DD yay~
but still im young;D 16 isnt old;DDD

wat should i buy for myself? T.T

2010-04-17T15:09:00.002+08:00

AHAHHAHAHA MAJOR SCREWED UP FOR ORAL T.T
and i studied real hard for itT.T

blah first, idk why, of all days, im having a flu today.
second, realised nvr bring ic. wanna go out take but then the SCs say dun nid._. unreliable.
third, teacher scold me for not bringing ic, obviously. i like just sit without her telling me to do so.
fourth, paused very long, stutter alot. shit la.
picture was okay. conversation was the worst partT.T
okay i answered like how pri sch pupils would.
then my sentences like not complete, singlish? PLUS I NVR FINISH MY SENTENCE><
i think the teacher think im mad. cos i seriously dunno wat to say.
okay she asked me if can change timetable how would i change.
i wanted to say like reduce eng lessons, but then obviously cant.
im contradicting, and i keep saying .... ya._.
shit shit shit la. i hate oral. hope at least i can get a B3? i dun want B4T.T

ytd was last official cca. but then nothing much la.
just that idk why gh was so high ytd. hahhaha laughter was nvr ending.
then ya, jiaolian went off. hahahha went on celebrating my bdae;D
oh ya, sokchin and jinyan too;DD
THANKS EVERYONE I LOVE YOU ALL;D
i shall elaborate more tmr;D hahahha
and after that went dinner at long john. blah
then started talking about cca again._.
but its like the last time we are talking about it and caring about it.
wanted to go home at 7.30 to study oral.
in the end, went home at 8plus._.

today last day of being 15T.T
but nothing special leh;DD
hahhaha opg bdae today. i wonder how 4J celebrate for her;D

i shall update more tmr;DD
and clever ppl will know why;DD

2010-04-12T18:31:00.003+08:00

ohmy im supposed to be studying bio for tmr CT now.
yet im still here. blah too tired from studying alr.
eye and cell division really kills. still got one genetics lehT.T
hope i can complete studying today. :P

lessons were boring. plus today weather like super hot.
i think like 37 degree la. freaking hot.. im even sweating when im sitting.
plus got back three tests today. chi phys eng
chi and phys okay la;D im satisfied.
but walaos eng kenesai man. single digit again:X
plus this is like a damn low digit. poor F9T.T
hiiieee F9, i finally see you after dunno how many yrsT.T
but but but i dun want see you again. shooo~

im supposed to be low today.
but frens always rawks;D idk why jiahuan so high today;D
not bad, she spread her high-ness to me;D and of cos fun was never ending;DD

two more weeks to handover;D
shit man why am i countdowning? maybe cos im tired of everything alr.
but still HO gives me alot of good memorises.
forgetting about the bads and rmb the goods. i cant bear to leave HO.
i mean like four years in HO, obviously to me HO is the best cca ever.
to other ppl frm other cca or even our own HO ppl, they might not feel this way.
i dunno why the juniors hate cca so much?
i dunno why they are causing me so many problems.
but still nothing will change.
at least to me, HO is the best;D
i cant forget my four years of life in HO, giving me all the joys or tears;D

i wonder why do time have to go so fast? four years past. SO QUICKLY! im still thinking im still a junior in HO. four years of, be it wonderful or horrible memorises, i will nvr forget the happy times HO gave me. just two more weeks, and everything will be over:/ sometimes im happy to leave cos i wanna abandon all the problems. but still, i love HO and time proves it! from a junior, to a senior, becoming sl of ergao, and finally handovering. haizz... no matter where im, my heart will also be a part of HO, be a part of ergao. I LOVE HO♥

2010-04-09T20:21:00.002+08:00

im glad that todays more happy day;D
at least i dun really get pissed off or sad that much now.
see? time is such effective healer;D not mention beauty sleep too;DD

lessons were boring.
less than a month to MYE. blah and we still got so many chapts to go.
plus now not in the mood to study either.
so foresee that MYE is going to be gg man...

today cca is sooo boring. i dun see a point in having cca.
jiaolian didnt come. mr tai nvr come.
waste our effort in cleaning up HO room.
but air-con isnt MUCH of a problem. i hope mr tai will help us more and stop relying on ppl;D
prac normal songs. boring...
then sectionals. didnt prac much since everyone knows how to play except the fast part.
the whole half an hr slack and talk and play;D
but me jh teaching sec1s. hahha teaching the art of using the tongue;D
blah cca is so boring these days. sooo no point. why no handover soonT.T

this weekend quite free;D
cos only have chem tys and ss hwk to do.
but sure not doing ss. so left chem;D
and nxt week bio phys emaths oral test;D
not bad ah only three important tests.
but then got bio and phys lehT.T so many stuff to doT.T

and just realise my bdae is drawing near. *hints;D
hahahaha no la not exactly anticipate this time.
its 16 this time. 16 isnt exactly a nice age leh.
but i will enjoy my years of being 15 for another a week plus;D

time is a excellent healer. but sometimes i hate time for being pasting too fast o.o

2010-04-08T17:11:00.002+08:00

even if u apologise, nothing will change.
i mean like obviously ur apology is so unsincere. still expect me to forgive you?
frm words i can infer and guess that u didnt learn anything.
thats the reason why im disappointed.

YOUR APOLOGY MEANS NOTHING.
EVER SINCE THOSE WORDS CAME FRM UR MIND/MOUTH, NOTHING WILL CHANGE.
WAT WILL AN APOLOGY DO? ERASE ALL THOSE WORDS?
ITS SERIOUSLY USELESS. I SHOULD JUST HECK CARE AGAIN.

ya, i too, believe in the domino theory.
one did this, and im disappointed in everyone.
obviously i know they are not in the wrong. but im just cant be bother about everyone, each and everyone.
so i will just hide in my cave and sleep throughout till handover.

every single day in cca is just shit ah.
no matter how much passion i have for HO, problems still arose.
zzz i guess after handover, i will become a happy girl.
now i cant wait for handover. is the only thing that makes me happy;DD

2010-04-07T18:52:00.003+08:00

GRRRRRR PISSED OFF AT SOME STUPID JUNIOR!

now i been thinking, wat for do i do so much about cca?
others dun care! my cca points still same as other ppl! noboby recognised it too!
I BEEN WASTING MY ENERGY FOR THE PAST FOUR YEARS!
AND ESPECIALLY THE YEAR I GOTTEN THE SL POST!

nvm nvm! i been telling myself:
THREE MORE WEEKS! THREE MORE WEEKS! AND I DUN HV TO CARE ANYMORE!
seriously theres just too many stuffs to take care of!
and im tired of everything! im tired of babyfeeding the juniors! im tired of protecting my juniors frm other ppl's criticism or watever!
cos nobody appreciate it! nobody appreciates wat i did!
so why am i still doing so much for? waste my effort!
and im de kind of 你做初一,我做十五de person!
i guess for this three weeks, im going to return back to my original personality?

now? i couldnt wait for handover!
so wat if i mistreat my juniors, they dun deserve anything!
i shouldnt have treat them so well in the first place.
and i pity the nxt batch of junior taking over the cca.

okay then i shall countdown to handover;D
and wat the use of scolding/talking/crying over them?
nothing will work!
I SHALL NOT CARE ANYMORE!

im supposed to be happy cos of various reasons.
flared up like siao. shit man. i think my attitude sux!
tmr chem SPA and chi test! jiayous to me man!

i think im like getting pissed off or even flared up for not much reasons these few months/weeks? i dunno wats wrong with me! this isnt me since sec1 to sec3. i think life sux! i think everything in the world sux! why should i even be so caring about the juniors? i should be thinking about myself and no one else!

2010-04-06T21:14:00.003+08:00

past few days was fun^^
ytd was having dialogue session with the juniors;D
then clean-up again for dear VP._.
hahahha not bad this time not much stuff to do la;D
this time clean up not done by me:D is the guys leh[:
so we did the noticeboard:D hahhaha noticeboard is so much nicer now;D
and HO room neater now;D and sec1s joined dazu alr;DD

and today cca;D
okay before that was eng remedial.
so useless. i learned nothing;D
told cellina xie that i had to go at 3. if not idk wat time she rattle finish._.
after that went sectionals, without harmocT.T
blah was teaching sec1 de song. my sec1 quite pro;D

then dazu. pirates suddenly like play so fast O.O
new rule is irritiating. but nvm three more weeks, and byebye:D
after that went ikea:D
cabbed to ikea;D as usual alot of noise._.
the uncle like irritiated liao;D but we have interesting topics;D
buy buy buy. took long time leh.
was running arnd ikea giant court._. my poor leg.
wanted to take shuttle bus back to bedok;D
but then decided to cab back:D
ohmy like three ppl sent me back leh. taxi still must u-turn._.
but nevertheless we had fun^^ idk wen de nxt time. not much i guess;D

today chi gonghan still okay:D hahaha managed to finish. but then idk how to complain._.
ytd phys SPA was abit hard. my gradient all these damn weird.
hopefully chem SPA is gonna to be okay. must rmb wear safety googles!!
whole week very busy leh. then why am i still here?
sian... i nid to rest more._.
im tired. shall go sleep alr;D byebye;D

2010-04-01T20:22:00.002+08:00

i shall not post about this week;D
as u can see, this week is spammed with emo posts.
so ya, this week is horrendous!
no matter is tests, lessons, cca, or watever!

yup tmr going to malaysia;D
hhahahha abit random. but then i can just to rest and play for this long weekend!
looking forward;D cos i can get to sleep more than 12 hrs a day?
somemore no com to use, com time for sleeping~
i gonna sleep like siao this weekend! so that i wont be so tired nxt week.

grrr. i nid a printer man.
seriously elearning sux. i wanna bring elearning back to malaysia and do leh.
but then my printer sux! it doesnt wanna print for me.
shit la. then when i do the wksht?
nxt week whole day for the week damn busy.
cca, cca stuff, ergao stuff, 5 tests blahblah.
sian... alot of hwk waiting and piling for me tooT.T

hahhaha nothing to post.
handover is still far away~
a part sad, a part happy. i dunno wat im supposed to do._.
okay going to play la;D byebye;D

p.s. yay xueyi u rawks;DD

2010-03-30T21:33:00.005+08:00

okay with one thing, and disappointed in another thing.
im seriously tired of everything.
when one thing is finally off my mind, another thing that worries me appears again.
should i run away again?

hist test today screwed as well.
i know i studied and do the best i could. so i trying not to be disappointed in myself.
couldnt finish the paper. okay i expected it.
i tried to write faster and abbreviate my sentence/meanings.
but then i stared at the sources like damn long leh.
sian ytd de emaths test also. screwed!
tmr bio SPA. jiayous to me;D like nothing to study. dun feel safe leh.

im trying to promise myself, like i used to, to be more
optimistic and look at better side of things. i will think more about the good
side, and less about the bad side. not meaning to abandon the problem. but i
will try my best to solve them. even though i know it isnt easy. for i know,
optimistic and not giving up is one of my principle.

2010-03-29T18:41:00.006+08:00

i dun get it why the situation becomes like this.
DO YOU HATE ME OR WAT? you gonna let me know?
or am i just like a stranger/invisible to you? pls dun treat me like this.
others appear to be fine with you, which can explain u are fine.
but why am i the exceptional? dun trust me anymore?
i just couldnt be happy anymore, with your attitude!

hist sbq tmr sure going to be die. going back to study again. bad feeling about tmr...
plus bio SPA? i dun hv energy to anticipate any things anymore.

sometimes i wonder wat the hell am i doing. i mean, im tired! IM REALLY
TIRED OF MY LIFE. how i hope to go to sleep and nvr wake up again. stress is piling on me. i have nowhere to explode my true feelings. things are so
different now. now i been thinking wat the hell have i been doing for the past
15 years of my life! plus all the stupid things which i cant even explain.
CANT I JUST REST AND FORGET EVERYTHING? the world isnt where im supposed to live.

2010-03-28T20:19:00.003+08:00

i dread this. i dread of you! all thses stupid things!
pls pls pls dun influence me anymore. I CANT STAND IT!
okay i dun get it why, wat happened. but pls im not a thing/someone who is invisible! i hv my own feelings. so pls consider my thoughts and feelings. pls? i beg you to._.

blah currently still thinking how to study for tmr emaths test.
i guess i have to study tmr morning. but hopefully i can study finish within that half hr._.

2010-03-27T15:04:00.002+08:00

yawns... sch reopened alrT.T
nah thats one week ago alr. now week one past T.T

sch is boring. every teacher is like chionging.
but then nobody knows that everyone is tired alr.
not much mood to listen lessons.
plus these few days de atmosphere weird weird de._.

life is so boring. that negative feeling is like coming back leh.
sian. this week got 5 tests.
eng phys screwed. got this feeling that my eng single digit one.
phys screwed like some shit.
nah~ i alr told myself to dun care alr! im alr too disappointed in myself.

earth hour in AHS was stupid.
okay first de stupid annoucement alr distracted me from doing my emaths test.
then suddenly halfway, lights and fans off le.
walaos cant concentrate leh. i hvnt finish my paper at that time!
somemore i think im like dying alr lo.
blah then bio later was even more stupid.
was doing last prac on SPA. but then no lights. have difficulties seeing the board!
but then overall not bad leh. at least i dun feel hot;DD

cca ytd learnt new song--> mambo #5
heard it in youtube. super different from wat we learning leh, i tink xD
and is super hard! cos its kinda of beat song.
blah. somemore our beat all these damn luan;DD
dazu super luan;D jiaolian like give up alr;D
ohwow, he praised us for the exchange thingy. although i think got screwed;D

then had sectional, learning mambo again.
but then for that one and half hr, we learned like one page of the song._.
thats like damn slow. cos the beat all these damn luan.
i was clapping the beat all the way. in the end i cant learn much.
but nvm;D i can learn nxt time;DD
not bad luh;D ytd sectional quite fruitful.
at least that one page prac until perfect;D okay la not that perfect.
but at least better than dazu de time;D
sooo LETS CONTINUE JIAYOUS BA ERGAO~

stupid jy and sam bully my sec1s.
idiots! i told them alr that they dunno/hvnt learn how to play zhi zhu!
but then according to nicole and benjamin, they made them play!
some idiots!
i tink the whole world is like looking down on ergao!
jiaolian, 'downstairs' blahblah... ahahhaha I HATE THIS!

ohmy i tink my whole post is about cca and ergao.
three weeks later de handover later,i will hv nothing to write about?
sian... handover is like two or three weeks later. time passes very fast._.
so i going to make sure that i enjoy my remaining time in HO!
so so so, i will keep all my unhappiness and anger away!

nxt week although not much tests, but then got SPA!!
sian sian sian. i hope i wouldnt screw SPA like last yr D:
ahahhaha just realise that i forgot to bring back my emaths tys when theres test on mon!
ahah sian how? actually i thought is on fri
but then fri is a good friday leh! sian... gg to emaths test.
but i look forward to good friday;DD can rest leh;DD
hahahhahah so nothing else to post le.
actually i tink this blog is like so useless;D LOL

2010-03-19T12:32:00.003+08:00

currently waiting for fb to upload the photosT.T fb is laggy._.
stupid fb gives alot of problemsT.T

past few days were busy, but nevertheless some are fun^^
sat--> stayed at homeT.T

sun--> went arcade with family;D
cos the top-up thingy about to expire liaoT.T
but then ehub de arcade not much to play. stayed awhile then went home alr;D
not much tickets earned this timeT.T couldnt exchange much stuff. sian...

mon--> phys extra lesson and cca.
phys was sian. couldnt listen much stuff. no mood for lessons la;D
besides, ergao having sectionals like nxt door. couldnt concentrate moreT.T
lol after lesson, went cca;D
having sectionals;D hahahha so much more fun than lesson;D
after cca everyone zao alr;D so we didnt stay either;D
me also nowhere go. so went homeT.T boring...

tues--> stayed at home

wed--> cca
had dazuT.T then awhile sectionals;D solo and going arnd and arnd is fun^^
nid go back HO room. czh wanna take some photos._.
okay thats retarded;D
after that went pasir ris for cycling~

ohyea before that was deciding wat to eat.
but then everyone dun nid this and that;D so mafan;D
in the end ate mac._. jo didnt join usT.T
after that went pasir ris park;D the bus damn slow so we spam photos as usual;D

went to rent bike;D the uncle damn busy;D
one double and two singles;D double quite fun^^
went to the extreme left to play and rest first;D
but then the wind very cooling;D so we stayed rather long;D
was drawing and spamming photos;D jump shots;DD
and went back to the shop to buy water;D im dying of thirst;D
hahaha went to extreme right;D
me lagging like some shit._. damn tired leh
hahahhaa low tide there;D opps saw alot of mushy words and letters there._.
rest then went extreme left again;D
hahhaah then damn cool ah;D high tide change to low tide leh;D
sit there rather long cos the wind is so super nice;DD
opps in the end charged for being over time._.

then went to foodcourt to rest and eat;D
hahahha then have some sharing session._.
opps to me._. but lets forget it;D wonder how it started in the first place;D
talked rather long;D
frm foodcourt to bedok and we stayed until 8 plus._.
hahahha but then i dun care too;D
best of frens nvr keep any secrets;DD

thurs--> exchange and ergao dinner.
went to sch at arnd 11 plus._.
i woke up late;DD hahaha for once leh;D i was sleeping so nicely;D
so went sch late;D but then gh and jh also dun nid me either;D
hahah went 85 to buy lunch for them._.
but then forgot take spoon._. gh came out to go take spoon with me;D
went to some coffee shop._. the person was like looking at me;X
didnt nid to climb the gate this time;D cos its open;DD

then prac for exchange. jiaolian suddenly changed the seating arrangement. irritiating;X
hahhaha then took bus to vjc;D
but then the bus so small and this time the whole HO going. obviously not enough seat.
but then everyone must sit if not got fine._.
no choice lo. squeeze lo. nvr heard of such rule :/

reached;D the auditorium damn cold._.
somemore outside raining._.
was playing phone while waiting for our turn. opps :/
finally our turn. blah love theme for godfather and zhi zhu.
quite screwed :X although not as bad as i thought, but then still screwed T.T
last performance for usT.T in the end last performance was some kenesai exchangeT.T
BUT HO RAWKS;DD I LOVE HO~

after our turn, most of us went to the canteen;X opps darren zheng was like rushing us back.
hahaha he damn kelian. cos we all very slow;D
in the end, we went back, last sch performing le;D
after that got some speech about the esplanade harmoc concert.
although i understand the feeling and thoughts, but i think is useless.
our sch HO standard dropping like some shit.
if we go perform, sure die lo._. nobody would know harmoc.
but anw, i thought we alr rejected, although i thought is a good chance to prac for nxt yr syf._.

took photo. went back.
got two buses this time. so no nid squeeze;D
us wanna wait for the nxt bus. but was forced to separate.
so me sit with eliza.
AND I CANT BELIEVE WE KEEP ZI KUA-ING ABOUT OURSELVES THE WHOLE TIME!
eliza ah~ influence me now._.
went sch. was released;D
but then cos still quite early;D
so we stayed while waiting for time;D
hahahah ergao was like totally influenced by eliza :X
went to mrt arnd 5.30 pangsehed xueyi and the guys;D sry:X

hahahah cos got alot of the rain bugs. then ran down the sch;D
hahaha but then started lame-ing agian^^
haha reached bugis;D thought we were late, but no one reached yet;D
so a bunch of pink ppl sitting at the side.
ruth still bluffed me that she overshot._.
lol but then amanda ruth reached same time._.
went to find siewchen. but then cos she will be late;D
so we went to the steamboat first;D
hahahah damn ex leh. but managed to find a okay shop;D $16 T.T

then take food and drinks;D waited for siewchen;D
okay arrived and eat and drink;D i spam myself with drinks;D
wth me keep running here and there. my food was totally coldT.T
after eating, playing and spam photos as usual;D
PI JIU MEI WAS THE FUNNIEST JOKE AH;DD
hahhaha blah did alot of stupid stuff;D
after that took grp photo;D but then eliza and michelle disappeared by that timeT.T
took mrt home. crowded like some shit and reached home at 10.30;D

hooray~ ergao dinner rawks;D cos i planned one;D
hahahha no la no la;D but it was fun^^
and exchange although screwed, that doesnt make me think bad about HO;D
HO AND ERGAO RAWKS~

finishing my hwk soon;D jiayous;D
and i cant believe its friday alrT.T
sch about to reopen soonT.T
but before that, i will make sure that i will enjoy my hol~
hahahah bye ppl;D

2010-03-13T15:41:00.002+08:00

awww wasnt able to post on thurs. i forgot whyT.T
break the nice chain;D hahaha fri too;D

finally start of hol liao;D
but then is not called hol;D since there are so many works to doT.T
hopefully i can finish all my work by latest fri?
then sat sun i can play;D

and ytd got back result slip;D
hahahha yay i rawks;D couldnt be any more satisfied;D
may seem normal to other ppl, but is considered very good to me le;D
hooray me;D my worst subject is still eng, but is finally like B3;D
hahahha idk how long i nvr get B3 for eng le;DD
okay shall not mention any more about result;D f not ppl jealous;D hahha

ytd cca was okay;D
hahhah learn new song--> zhi zhu;D
hahaha finally a song that is not as sucky as others. although still quite sucky;D
jiayous learning;D hope can use this song for exchange;D
cos the two other songs very sian;D

after cca, went kcf for dinner with xy gh jh;D
haha very long time nvr go out eat le. although jo nvr comeT.T
hahahha did alot of stupid things as usual;D
videos and photos in facebook will help me explain;DD
hahahah we exchange bags for fun^^
ohman i became guihui._. shit why i become turtle? ._.
but at least her bag is alot lighter than mine;D
went home super early like at 7;D cos jh got tuition;D
took alot of photos again;D

i will try to post as much as i can;D since im bored and forever nothing to do;D
hhahahaa so look forward to the nxt post;D

2010-03-10T21:09:00.002+08:00

able to blog all day is fun^^ although i still hv alot of undone hwkT.T
IT RAINED TODAY! AFTER IDK HOW MANY DAYS AGO;DD

nah~ lets talk about something else;D
my results? okay;D
agar calculated le;D not bad la;D
cos consider got improve;D but then still far away from my expectation;D
but i quite satisfied alr;D
i dun wanna become emo girl cos of results. cos thats dumb;D

today learning journey.
zzz its so boring. learned nothing despite its called LEARNING JOURNEY;D
the tour guide damn kaobei. dun like her._.
WTH SHE GOT THE SAME NAME AS ME!
insult my name leh. some idiot tour guide!
everything also say 'i expect all to get correct' blah blah.
walaos leh wanna bash her!

hahha okay enough of the stupid tour guide;D
went to URA first then the civic district;D
the place not bad ah;D got air-con although today quite cold due to the rain;D
hahhaha finding wheres our home is fun^^
then break;D went civic district;D
quite boring. but then only stayed there for 5 min;D
class photo ftw;DD hahhahah
then went home;D reached home rather late cos the stupid buses!!

this whole week i damn kelian leh.
everyday must stay back.
mon tues thurs fri cca, wed learning journeyT.T
in the end, reached home, do hwk, got time then use comT.T
but then i always managed to find time to use com;DD
hahaah cos hwk anyhow and faster done;D
anw is chi hwk ma;D so i also dun care one;D

hahahha tmr most likely not posting. if got stuff to;D
hopefully fri got dinner;D very long time nvr go dinner le leh;D
zzz damn sian of cca now._. exchange cmi~

hahhahah and to whoever it may concern:
im no longer pissed now;D so pls stop thinking the wrong way;D

hahahha idk wat i talking to;D so byebye;D

2010-03-09T21:18:00.002+08:00

yay~ since got time let share a little post;D
results? some satisfied;D some not D;
but i dun wanna care alr;D or rather i have low expectation of myself;D

tests was kinda of shit._. amaths was disappointing leh.
ever since long time no single digit liao. hist repeated today^^
okay why am i so happy? idk maybe cos long time nvr see single digit liao._.
but lucky got some other tests to pull me up frm F9 to A2;D great increase;D
chi was suprising;D CH was DAMN SUPRISING. say yay to SS;DD
others not very sure yet. i think my sci sure A2 or less.
eng sure C5 or C6. yay flunked CA.
but then got L1R5 below 10 i very happy alr;DD

today no remedial. cant pon cca. but then got eng hwkT.T
ended up doing during sectional;D everyone so fascinated about the compre._.
hhahaha compre sux. i dunno how to do so manyyyyy qns.
in the end check ans or ask other ppl._.

sectional was kinda shit cos nothing do.
trying to get them to prac the ganqing and the shaking of harmoc;D
chey in the end jy sam have to come and spoil everything.
somemore they come at such wrong time, during our break._.
blah make them solo. but then nobody like them. cos everyone make mistakes.
i ask them solo nothing happen. quite nice also. blah idiots!
wth criticise my juniors. oh pls in wat position._.
nah maybe can la. but then i dun like ppl to criticise my juniors or ergao.
wth. i do hwk also cant ah. im supposed to hv my remedial!
wth ask me solo. is like wth. also nvr ask jh or xy solo.
only me doing my hwk ma! zzz
i was like damn pissed off;D
i rebutted them;D which i also kinda shocked by myself;D
see ppl i rawks._.
I SERIOUSLY DUN LIKE PPL TO SCOLD MY JUNIORS OR MY BELOVED SECTION! zz

lessons was boring;D finished my last test for the term on mon;D
today no common test;D
i wanted to use the period to do my chi!
but then cellina xie go steal the period for some dumb eng._.
i cant believed that i survived through the whole two periods;D

tmr learning journey;D wonder how its going to be;D
hope is fun^^ last class to go shit;X

oh shit i still owe alot of hwk yet im still here.
chi tys and eng compre._.
damn sian. chi sux!
not the subject. is the teacher!
but now no mood to do;X
tmr still got learning journey. no time do much stuffT.T

blah these few days mood up and down.
hope it will get better soon;D
looking forward to the cycling part and ergao dinner;D
and certainly not cca prac, exchange, hwk or proj._.

oh pls. u know by doing this, that means that u dun trust me? u dun hv confidence in me? or just looked down on me? oh pls i have the status and power to do watever i want. and YOUS are in no position to guan me. criticise me and others in front of other ppl? dun URE think that ure hv no rights to do that? so wat u hv a higher status as me? regarding that, im sure that i more power to do wat i want, not you! i have pride, not to let you step down on it!

2010-03-05T21:02:00.003+08:00

yay~ new blogskin;D new tagboard;D
hhahahah going to start everything fresh;D

this week was quite okay;D at least i not as pissed as last week;D
this week only three tests--> chem chi and bio;D
chem was okay. hahaha i got back the results alr. A1~
long time no A1 le leh. scare me. i thought i flunked._.
chi and bio seriously flunk.
and chengjoyun a stupid teacher._.
walaos leh nvr do hwk must go see her. nvr go see her green form._.
me nvr go see her. she threatened give green form. wth :X
but then in the end she also nvr give^^ hahha only scoldT.T
oh pls, dun she think that she give alot of hwk? like almost every chi lesson got hwk._.

and eng remedial started on tuesT.T
hhaha was quite okay. she started teaching us some sentence structure.
although like very pri sch, but thats was i just nid;D
but then eng remedial must everyday write one paragraph of nonsenseT.T
hahha until now i still hvnt started writing. hehehhe none of us did anything yet;D
not bad;D eng remedial allows me to pon cca awhile;D
lets see how my asl--> guihui and jiahuan will do when i not arnd;DD

and tues no cca. idk why. suddenly receive msg frm juniors.
then went to ask jy.
wth no cca also nvr tell me.
i think the juniors were pissed ;X
was sms-ing during ss. new lab cant go facebook.
hahhaha before ss went lab also for eng;D
in the end went facebook to chat with guihui valerie huixian. hahhaha they were at nxt lab to me;D fun fun^^

omg lessons were boring as usual T.T
i wonder wat will happen to all my results.
i got this feeling that i going to screw my CA. but i dun want to care liaos.
i mean, i really tired from disappointing myself everytime teachers give back tests.
i just gonna to do my best and i know it myself;D
ohmy i super optimistic today^^
finally~ after all the sad and disappointing and angry stuffs;D

and today got cca.
although most ppl dun hv because of excel fair?
jianlian came. know new version of ju hua tai
but then it sux! IT REALLY SUX.
not only is all the kenasai parts, all ergao parts are sucking oneT.T
today as usual lungs pain. cant blast cant shout. cant suck in air too ]:
i rather jiaolian just give us the old version one.
relearn pirates and godfather;D
pirates sux leh. ergao de super hard part. got sharp alrT.T
the whole dazu cant playT.T
godfather very boring and slow.
ahhhh~ all super kenasai and boring songs. no life leh.
exchange cmi le. somemore is our last performance le i thinkT.T

nxt week super free~ yay!
only mon got emaths test. other days im super free~
which means play play play^^ unitl hol.
hol damn ke lian leh. only one week then got alot of things to do;D
but im still looking foward to ergao dinner which im going to organise soon, and the cycling part with HO frens;DD
so going to jiayous;D
nxt week last week of sch~ after that tests and hwk and SPA leT.T

2010-02-27T14:36:00.002+08:00

haiz... this week is a super not nice week.
not only am i pissed, im disappointed in myself.

this week got four tests? ss amaths eng and phys.
sad to say i screwed ss amaths alot! hopefully i wont fail cos got remedial._.
eng was quite okay. hopefully i can pass?
phys miracle leh. was the only humanly paper? although phys is hard;D
ahahhhh shit! im so disappointed in myself.
i studied alot and put in alot of efforts, especially amaths.
but then oh well... just flunk CA. byebye to 6 and below 10 for L1R5 T.T
gonna study hard for nxt week tests--> chem chi bio! anymore?
jiayous jiayous to myself;D

let highlight some stuff during lessons;DD
first got interview on tues. with yuping and jairia;D
but then i think i only talked three sentences?
half or more is celina xie so luo suo de talk and talk and talk.
walaos leh damn luo suo. she talked about her stuff when she was young._.
i was thinking like walaos, 50 years must use how much time to say._.
until yuping nid to go off, if not i guess we had to stay until very late.
thanks to jiahuan and guihui for waiting for me for half hr;DD

and i nvr kena hist remedial~ hooray.
i thought i would kena cos my hist not that good and i failed before.
hahha remedial stress me leh;D
but then kena eng remedial, which is like damn no useT.T
but then i dun care, nxt week gonna say i didnt know;D
although i can pon cca awhile...

this week super super depressed T.T
am i thinking alot? i dun think so leh.
i THINK that i used to run away from problems cos i dunno how to solve them.
I BEEN RUNNING AWAY FRM REALITY EVER SINCE LAST YR HANDOVER T.T
but now, i dun want to run anymore. i gonna to face them!
so ppl dun think i think alot. is those i been thinking but i nvr say it out._.
blahblahblah...

i know nothing could solve them. they are not easy to solve, just like amaths and all those stupid questions that i encounted before.
especially me give up very easily.
so how? i know there are alot of ppl who helped me or comforted me.
thanks to all of them. but its still my responsibility. i hv the duty to help them understand and change for the future.
although sometimes i really wanna run away again._.
wat can i do? i cant change myself.
i know partly is cos of me. i been too nice for them to climb on top of my head.
haiz... i dunno wat im supposed to do laT.T

ytd cca was okay? pirates was damn nice;D
ruth came back. but she went to teach the sec1s...
my lungs hurts leh. cos all my loud speakers are gone.
guihui went to teach sec1. wanping sokchin went to do IC.
so no choices i had to blast. somemore i wasnt feeling abit well ytd. idk is gastric or wat;D
after cca was yea yea...
nah~ i dun think anything else le. dinner was cancelled cos nobody wanna go;D
did seating arrangement. it was such a hard puzzle to solveT.T

two more weeks to hols~ jiayous;D although hols very busyT.T but at least i can sleep;D
and jiayous to the future test;D
and jiayous to solve the problem;D

2010-02-23T20:27:00.002+08:00

damn pissed off ;X
first time so pissed off. really really not joking;D

first, pissed off that the juniors didnt know today got cca.
i mean like is it obvious?
i dun like it when the juniors are so dependent on the seniors.

second, okay la this one not so serious la. is only trigger.
attendence like shit. of cos i know some ppl got reasons that they cant come cca.
but then i been calling other ppl who nvr give me reasons why they were absent.
calling and calling and calling
you know how pissed i get when ALL of them switch off their handphone?

third, SO MANY PPL NVR BRING HARMOC.
BY THE TIME I GET DAMN PISSED OFF THAT I WANNA EXPLODE?
i mean like dun blame me for not messaging. IM NOT SUPPOSED TO SPOONFEED
but then wat can i do?
only 4 brought their harmoc. sectionals was pathetic.
jy also came in to hear us play. how embarrassing can i get?

why? why did the situation become like that?
i was hoping that the juniors would understand my situation.
why should i be angry about them? because i care about ergao.
but wat they do? they just make me a failure!
so dun they think they REALLY owe me an apology? like seriously!!

shit la i dunno wat i saying today.
just damn pissed off today.
hope that can continue all the way till friday.
okay this is just a shit post. u can dun nid care. just wanna explode!!

2010-02-20T14:02:00.003+08:00

main part of cny over le. hol also over leT.T
sad sad. now back to sch alr T.T

yay~ i shall just skip everything else and talk about my trip in malaysia and ytd dinner with HO and ergao;DD

sat went back malaysia;D
omg hahah traffic jam damn badly. 2 hrs past le still at singapore._.
lalala. malaysia fun fun^^
although we nvr put fire cracker this time, but then fire work all these damn nice;DD
not to mention meet all my cousins and everyone else and talk and do nothing;DD
hongbaos quite alot;D
gamble fun fun fun^^ hahahha i lost alot;X
lost $20 plus ringgit. but nvm is the fun that counts;D
hahahah not to mention all the stupid things that the children did, hahahah sure the adults qi si alr;DD
came back on mon night;D train sux;X
yay~ march hol going back again^^ although i think not enough time for me to do hwk and revise tests and watever shit la;D
anw, i dun wanna care about hwk before mye;D i wanna concentrate more on fun, play, and of cos cca;DD

and ytd dinner with HO at 18chefs;DD
book almost the whole 18chefs;D 2 whole rows;D
yay cos HO rawks;D ppl wanna come 18chefs eat but then no space;D
somemore i saw a whole grp of ppl also wanna go 18chefs, but then we still inside;D
obviously make alot of noise there. hopefully wont kena complain._.
took alot of photos, not to mention mostly is spam de;DD
photos and videos and stuff on facebook;D

guihui pwn ytd;DD hahahah most photo is her de;D
after that wanna go separate way, section go with section;D
ergao wanna go pet safari;D but then yigao kidnapped our nicole;DD
hahha after that went to find them, look alot of places;D
hahaha finally found yigao;D octave join later;D
took batch photo. hahah maybe only the sec4s;D
and of cos ergao photo;D although only 6 out of 17 ergao ppl were present;D
see la ppl. dun want go u will miss out alot of fun^^
hahahha went home quite early;X like 8;D the earliest time to go home.
ytd was super ultra very blahblah fun^^
is the first HO outing for dunno how many years le;D although only half de cca went;D
yay~ nxt time too okay;D although i think nxt time is during handoverT.T

nxt week super busy le. got 3 tests.
okay la compare with other ppl also not alot ma;D
but me going to work hard;D 6 as L1R5 for CA;DD
hopefully la;D
today going to relative hse bai nian.
tmr going to godma hse bai nian.
busy busyT.T but then can gamble again^^ ohshit gamble so much;D hahhaha
so byebye ppl till nxt time;DD

make up my mind to give up;D so me going to jiayous;D
and ergao prob? currently dun want to think about it;D spoil mood;D
i will try to save the prob;D so thankyou to anyone who attempted to help me;D
including jiahuan, huixian, junyang blahblah;DD
i promise i will do my best;D MUST HV CONFIDENT IN MYSELF;DD
i wont let anyone down;D thats my principle!

2010-02-12T20:50:00.002+08:00

HAPPY ADVANCE CHINESE NEW YEAR AND VALENTINES DAY;DD

flying off tmr. so doubt can post on the date;D
new year is finally here. other than food, hongbaos blahblah, i finally can sleep alr;DD
hooray to chinese new year~
although got valentines day too, but not my business la. hahahha
thank you;D im single in this valentines day.
nice valentines day, cos im seriously wanna give up;DD

i shall post when i come back frm malaysia on mon;D
if tues got time;D and whether i can rmb stuff that happened this week;D
but today is such a nice day;D
meihua was stupid! celebration was okay. going out with huixian and jiahuan was fun^^

okay ppl good luck in getting fat hongbaos;D
and have fun eating sweets and chocolate and watever~ dun get sore throat can liao;D hahah

2010-02-09T20:40:00.005+08:00

我不知道为什么事情会变成这样.
我已经放弃了. 真的内心话.
可是你一直出现, 一直打扰我的内心,我的心情...
为什么?为什么? 我不知道我为什么会变得如此.
明知道这样是没有结果的. 我却如此.
所以不要再扰乱我的情趣. 拜托了!

hates it when ppl are sad about in a situation worse than mine.
ohpls just compare. and stop being 小题大作.
bad day...

you, plus this, plus SL job damn tough.
i know i know, im being such a shibai SL.
i cant read pu immediately, my beats are always off, i dun get the respect from the juniors cos im just being treated like a pile of shit blah blah...
when i looked back to the expectation that ruth and amanda had for me, i knew i disappointed them. i made them choose the wrong choices. but sometime i do yuan that why ruth and amanda would choose me as the SL. i dun hv any quality to be one.
now? ergao standard really like some shit.
walaos leh. lousiest section leh. even lousy than bass? (sry to bass ppl for this)
i tried! i really tried! i tried to make ergao prac more and improve ourselves.
yet? nobody cares. nobody wanna care about me.
even though i changed to being strict during sectionals.
i feel bad. i changed alotT.T
not allowing them to play, not allowing them to eat...
although i know nobody cares about this. i dunno why. i really dunno why i didnt meet the expectation of the seniors. i didnt want to disappoint them. i wanted the role to prove myself that i hv the leadership skills. and apparently i dun hv.
really! i failed. I FAILED. i wanted to surrender at first. but i didnt. i dun want my favourite ergao to drop, get scolded or looked down.
how? how can i make the juniors listen to me? how can i make sectional worth it with fun and enjoyment too? i dun want ergao tradition to die. the tradition that ergao is the playful-est section. how can i get the juniors to prac seriously no matter in sectional or dazu.
now i know why. why amanda wanted handover fasterT.T it's not easy.
i know i shibai alr. but im trying to save the problem, just before handover.
i wanted the juniors to prac seriously when it is the time to, play and talk when it is the time, all before handover.
but i know i will nvr succeed... no one will help me, or rather its no useT.T

2010-02-07T15:26:00.003+08:00

short post. nid to go out soon;D hahahhah

mon sec1 orientation;DD
finally like a yr that we dun nid to plan;D hooray~
my grp--> pebbles damn quiet leh.
mostly sec1 sec2. all quiet de.
jieying our very nice leader;DD hahahha
but then no water gamesT.T like only some stupid bomb._.
omg omg damn disgusting flour;D my hair totally white;D FROSTY~
teachers treated us pizza;D but sad i cant eat.
in the end i guess the sec4s had to stuff everything since got alot leftover;D
this time de orientation games not bad eh.
but then i think they forgot sth--> SELF INTRO;DD
okay maybe other grp hv, but my grp dun hv._.
then i dunno all the sec1 names. LOL
last orientation in ahs and HO liao. so sadT.T

wed JOSEPHINEEEE BIRTHDAY;DD
hahahahha was chionging card before assemble. hahha totally messy
recess all chionging card;D hahahha me go do nothing;D
after school~ managed to trick jo to go HO room.
i rawks~ managed to stalk josephine;D although like very fake;D
hahahahah celebration was a success~ ;DD
the card damn nice lo. hahhhaha;D and she immediately use the wallet we gave;D
but then cos jo hv remedialT.T
could only celebrate awhile.
went home after that;D

thurs AMANDA CAME BACK~
hahahaha suddenly eng lesson got msg frm her. LOL
eng was total boring. so was sms-ing with her.
after sch went to look for her~ talk awhile.
she look weird in RJ uniform in ahs;D hahahha
talk awhile in guihui classroom.
then went home together;D random~ hahahah

fri~ cca? sec1 first sectional;D
finally got their harmoc. i thought jiaolian will forget to bring ;x
was clearing the pail. so didnt know supposed to get someone to teach them.
jiahuan went;D hahhaha but dazu damn sian.
break~ went to find the sec1s.
but then they all damn dumb leh.
third floor so many vacant classroom then still went fourth floor.
looked practically the whole upper sec block ah._.
found them slacking. lol get them to play skill for me~
not bad not bad for the first time;D seriously;D
then awhile must go back liaoT.T
learned two pages of pivates of the carribean.
the song damn nice but hard to playT.T
alot of beat and rhythem partT.T
ergao part was as usual weird. got yigaos to teach me.
lol they all can be ergao sl liao;D hahhaha
awhile later dismiss. but since not going dinner, we left awhile later too;DD

nxt week finally CNY~
hopes to post before i leave to malaysia;D

hahahah i know my post super short liao;D hhehhehe

2010-01-30T21:38:00.002+08:00

super tired this whole week. feel like going to be sick soonT.T
let me just highlight a few stuff this week.
but then i totally cant rmb much stuff.
my brain is just dead._.

couldnt rmb anything frm lessons as usual.
lessons are boring. not nid to rmb anything;D
sitting near with jairia and huixian is super fun^^
but then i hate the front row. i wanna move backT.T

i think my o lvl is really cmi.
lol pls i cant even understand anything about phys.
chem was just too boring that i wasnt listening. trina really sux.
chinese? dun mention it. my hcl is going to die.
eng too. celina xie wasnt even teaching la. talk crap everytime when everyone else doing letter.
ss? zarina also not teaching. although we just had ss test.
emath was easy. but then the teacher make it look so hard._.
bio hist amath still okay. at least i understand.
i dun get it why boon allocate the lousy teachers to the sec4s.
it is the O LVL YEAR LEH. last round alr.
make me no motivation to study): not to mention jan is going to end alr.

cca on tues was okay.
tried to act strict. guess got success abit?
sectional damn short leh. ergao only get it correct for the first part.
fri dazu super luan.
not enough time to prac together. somemore jiaolian was going super fast o.o
i think he giving up on us alr.
really going to get COP for the asia pacific comp. diulian xD

fri prac la spagnola was totally off-beat._.
learn new song: yesterday once more. quite an easy song, just that sometime must drag i didnt.
going to learn pivates of the caribbean soon.
i think that song really cmi. i go listen on youtube.
sec1s also came;D at first no chair for them to sit.
poor things. hahahah so helped to arrange chairs for them;D though im late;DD
suddenly HO room so full leh.
first row so close to jiaolian._. omg;D
but then no harmoc for them.
so they came awhile then they zao;D
mon sec1 orientation;D finally a year we dun nid to plan liao.
sec 2 and sec3 that time we must plan.
walaos plan for two years. will die one you know.
wonder wat the sec3s will do;DD but then i can dun nid play also;DD

nxt week wont be posting.
wed chem test, thurs chi test, fri bio test.
going to die soon leh. stupid chem go postpone for wat. idiot trina.
nvm plan for the worst le. only study bio nervous system today._.
hope that dun nid do cip liao.
i wanna sleep. this week quite shuang no cip;D

hahhaha byebye hope to able to tolerate for two weeks;D

not thinking about you anymore sure helps me alot;D
but im feeling so empty. without you.

2010-01-24T14:40:00.002+08:00

just going to give a brief summary of the week.
lol but then in the end forever got grandma stories de;DD

mon?
cant rmb the lessons;D
stay in ho room after sch cos dun feel like going home.
seriously going to miss ho room alot when we leaveT.T
idk also wat we did;D hahhaha.

tues?
shall skip all the boring lessons.
hahahah sectionals after sch.
but then sec4s gone. hahaha cos all went to ask about cca points;D
jy left in ho room. apparently he's trying to get ergao to blow.
but then nobody knew how to. cos nobody learned it yet?
sectionals was damn tough. cos me also unsure of alot of parts.

wed?
changing of seating arrangement.
lol after three weeks then change seating abit weird.
1 1 1 rawks cos i dun like last yr de arrangement.
wasnt satisfied in the first place.
cos nobody that i close with sit near meD;
but then me changed with mozzie
so in the end sit near to huixian and jairia.
so conclusion: the class is going to be super noisy;DDD
hahahha went home with xy gh jh after sch;D

thurs?
HALF DAY RAWKS<3
hhahhaha totally no mood for lessons.
hahaha anw got lab. so two periods gone^^
phys got back phys re-exam.
not bad la. didnt flunk as much as i thought;D
then hcl test T.T
i think hcl damn chim leh. but then cl damn easy.
dun even know wanna drop or not. but then now also too late liao;D

after sch didnt go out.
since huixian and jairia got other dates. hahahah
walk down the hill with hazel and jairia
saw mrs xie behind of us.
at first i saw then i was like quick run away.
but then suddenly she behind us._.
hahahah took mrt home. saw mozzie they all._.
went home slack rest and play;DDD
didnt really relax for quite a long time liao;D so half day rawks.
played audi with jh;DD hahahah almost own her.
if i didnt miss my fm;D hahhahaha br improve alot;DD
then after that went to sleep, like finally got time to take nap._. after so many yrs.

fri?
skip lessons too...
cca selection;D hahah all the sec4s pangseh the juniors.
somemore jiaolian coming. oh watever~
in the end got 12 juniors+5prc;D
hahahah not bad ah cos i thought we wont even meet our qorta.
hahahah bring them to TR5
me went back and stay in HO room.
later jiaolian bully my juniors. hahhahaa
apparently he pissed off cos ergao dunno how to play la spagnola.
ah watever. he is just a crap;D
come here earn money also nvr do anything. hahaha except scolding usT.T

haha but then later jiaolian also went off liao.
me only sec4 in ho room. damn sad.
all the others interacting with the sec1s;D
chose their section.
and ergao got two new juniors--> nicole and benjamin.
like guys agian;D hahahha not bad;D
but then they super tall leh. make me feel so like sec1._.

then time was given for us to interact with sec1 as a section;D
hahahah intro ourselves to the sec1;D not bad at least they knew some names;D
then played our new improved TWISTER;DD
hahaha then sec1s went home.
awhile later juniors went home;D
sec1 oritentation soon;D and finally us dun nid in charge le;D
hope that the sec1s would like our cca;DD hahhaha
me also trying very hard to rmb all the names;D

sat?
cip 8 to 8 T.T
true i admit, it was tiring.
hahhahah met at bedok mrt. finally i wasnt late._.
then took out tins and went back to bedok.
but then by that time alot ppl in bedok doing liao.
somemore me de luck damn low. tin still very empty after an hr?
so decided to go to my hse there de market;D
didnt wanna go there alone so pull sokchin go with me;D

hahahahha at least i go there my tin like half full;D
sokchin one damn heavy leh. hahah
after like one hr went back to interchange.
gh jh sam eating breakfast.
me sc wanna eat lunch so we wait until 12;D
so gh jh sam went home first, since we wanna slack awhile;D
hahahha after me sc eat finish went to shop arnd at the pasar malam;D

finish le then wanted to go jh hse at first. but then not allowed._.
so in the end i wanna go home.
but then sc dun want go all the way back to her hse, she came to my hse._.
hahaha bully my poor hamsters. is like their sleeping time.
damn xin tong leh. my darling hamsters okay;D
hahhaha played with my lappy for audi;D hahahha
went back to interchange at 5 to continue doing.
but then i dunno why interchange like no luck one.
not much diff anw;D
but then my stickers go to fourth page le;D
hahahha minus this and that i used up like three pgs of stickers.
not bad leh. last time i did i didnt even finish the first page._.

awhile later xy came;D
hahaha she donate all her coins to me;DDD THANKX XUEYI<3
haha then stop doing at 6;D
went back to pasir ris to eat dinner.
after that return the tins back.
the person was like wau so full ah. damn harkworking hor?
i was like really? we even went home leh._.
other ppl de tin like quite empty. hahahha cos we rawks;D
went home taking mrt, me went to find my parents since they at bedok too.
dead wen i reached home.
but then been sneezing the whole day leh. whos the one who been cursing
me the whole day?
hahahha jkjk;D today got better liao;D
and hopefully i do one more cip then 100 hrs le;D
damn tiring leh. sat been doing cip. not much break for meT.T

hahahha end of all the grandma stories;D
do visit by for nxt week stories;D hahahhaha

2010-01-17T15:37:00.002+08:00

another weekend. forever looking forward to weekend._.

another sux-ish week.
not only cos of re-exam, still got alot alot of stuff to doT.T
mon tues went back to HO room to clear the room.
did alot alot this time.
not only did we clean the floor with a mop and the windows,
(but then not much difference;D)
we clear the storeroom and history stuff plus all the pu;DD
hahahha overall not bad la although very tiring.
but then all the pu all these so messy, after cleaning up finding pu is much more easier;D
hahahha we rawk~ lol;DD
shouting across the room for pu rawks;D but then no voice left._.
see juniors;D must appreciate our hard work;DD

mon after sch o lvl result released.
ohyea, recess CL was released too. not to mention how nervous everyone is.
but then A1 for me;DD happy happy;DD
betcha opg didnt expect that;DD
then the previous batch of sec4s turn;D
hahhaah. AMANDA REALLY TOP THE SCH~
HAHAHAHHA CONGRATS AMANDA U RAWKS;DD
haha pretty lag here.
after that went to HO room as mentioned;DD

haha after sch re-examT.T
not to mention i totally flunk phys paper.
i thought all come up frm EOY paper. but then not la obviously.
preparing to fail and go remedial? I DUN WANT T.T
others still okay;DD
and got back two papers this week.
chi book test and chem re-exam;DD quite good;D didnt expect that;DD
but then now finally end of re-exam;DDD

wed after sch HO open house.
didnt went obviously due to re-exam.
heard that 12 members join;D 5 prc.
hahha not bad la cos i didnt expected that much u know;D
amanda came back;D for fun^^
took cab down the hill cos raining;D

and fri after sch ccaT.T
jiaolian came. before he came was giving out pu to everyone.
but then ergao totally chaotic leh.
this and that. some hv some dun hv.
not to mention turtle keep chao-ing for canon._.
jiaolian came. learn xi yang yang and re-learn la spanola? idk how to spell;D
xi yang yang totally sux. i dun get it with the first page.
cant even move on to second page. gg to sectionalsT.T
la spanola totally sux too. cos ergao part damn diffcult.
but then only sec4s know how to playT.T
furthermore we learned it when we were sec1T.T 3 yrs nvr learn le leh.
dazu totally sux. and really gg to sectionals.

after that went dinner with gh jh sokchin jinyan songshuang ruth amanda;DD
hahahah all pangseh me jy ss.
hahahha saw hazel;D made her run with us. SORRY HAZEL ;S
went 18chefs;D after ate when we left.
jh and ss nid to go.
rest of us went popular first then went to food court and started talking.
hahahha idk also wat we talked about. lol
went home at 9;D reached home at 10;D

hahahaha ytd morning went to do flagday;D
hahhahah not bad leh. bedok totally rawks;D
i obviously get alot more than i got in orchard._.
sam de bag totally full leh. lol
we do until 12.30 then go eat lunch.
long john silver seriously not nice one.
hahahah then decided to stay there until 3;D
cos nobody wanna do liao. plus the result also not bad;D
wanted to pangseh all the paris ris ppl cos they dunno how to go back;D
hahahah cos bedok ppl rawks;DD
hahahha no la. then went back to tampines.
last to reach hahaha;D went to tm to find mummy cos she wanna buy new phone.
but then she dun want touch phone. weirdo. I WANNA CHANGE PHONE D;
me went to buy sweets too.
went back to bedok to eat and shop at the pasar malan.
AND I DUN OWE ANY MEAL OR TREAT TO ANYONE^^

hahhaha didnt talk about lesson hor;D
forget it let not mention about lesson cos seriously all damn boring.
omg i daydream alot alot in class these days leh.
prove to show how boring lesson is.
not to mention is sec4 year le leh.
nvm i can self study but then gg to my o lvl._.

most probably wont be posting nxt week.
sat got flagday frm 8 to 8._. 12 full hrs.
sun sure nid to chiong hwk and tests.
and i almost died when i was doing hwk today.
like seriously ahs sux. spam hwk and tests. we also human leh!!
nah nvm. its my last yr in ahs. nvr ever going to miss the sch once i graduated;D
most probably only HO and 4F;D
so then byebye~

2010-01-09T15:50:00.002+08:00

oh pls just get out of my mind and dun ever appear again!

ytd was cca showcaseT.T
totally suxish and totally throw my face away~
nah shall not mention how lan it is.
not to mention that it might be our last performanceT.T

amanda ruth came back;D
hahhah but i was too busy with this and that to talk to them;D
hahahah in the end still poke and play like the past.
put banner;D sit down there like no mama sux.
haha wanted to go dinner at first.
but then jh gh not going so cancel le.
nvm nvm;D nxt week i hope;D after re-exam;DD

and after cca stay back to clean up.
ho room like so dirty. move the shelf to make shoerack;D
hahah clean and vacuum. but then still got alot of stuff so other day then do;D
hopefully ho room is going to be nicer;D before we leaveT.T
me came up with some ideas liao. but idk if wanna or not;D
hopefully all this will get the sec1s to join our cca xD

too bored too bored too bored.
but then cant study liao.
redox tys kill all my brain cells.
tmr going to study, i hope.
so that mon tues wed can stay back and continue cleaning and decorating ho room;D
mon getting back O's chi result.
but i think the sec4s are freaking out;D hahahah
bye~ till nxt time;D

2010-01-07T19:48:00.002+08:00

ohmy, didnt keep the promise that i madeT.T
hhahaha but then didnt wanna study like i plan to;DD

fourth day of sch;D temporary away frm tests;D
ohyea, form teacher no more opg;DD
but then in the end like get the teacher i hate._.
somemore again is HO teacher.
but then she also dun care one;D but then sian leh, get that teacher.
seriously she even more nag-ier than opg leh.
at least opg nag and scold more funny lo;D
nah~ let dun care about that stupid teacher.
after all, after prelim no more her alr lo;DD

ohyea, tues onwards tests everydayT.T
re-exam totally sux big time.
walaos. wat the use of hving re-exam when they are using the same EOY paper.
so nxt few tests not going to study le. only for eoy paper.
hahha thats why im here today;DD

hahhaha re-exam plus cca totally tiring leh.
after re-exam still got ccaD;
somemore cca at most only one hr only. wat the use?
then only dazu, they should like have sectional la. idiot~
wed after re-exam still got cca showcase rehearsal leh.
walao~ totally tiring leh. 7 then reach home.
hoefully tmr de cca showcase would be a success;DD

hmm... wat else should i post?
my other teachers? omg sec4 teachers all sucky one leh.
toally boring like hell la. wonder how to survive through the year leh.

hahahha nothing else to post liao leh.
sch totally boring. every lessons wanna sleep?
hahhaha wanna go play now. byebye~
nxt time post hopefully is after- re-exam;DD

2010-01-03T15:09:00.003+08:00

oh man just realise that first two weeks of sch is seriously horribleT.T

first week--> re-exam plus hell cca prac plus sec1 orientation.
i had no idea that sec1 orientation is on the first week.
nobody told me. so as usual i thought it is on the second week.
but then until jh told me so, seriously i gonna dieT.T
re-exam is alr dying, plus cca prac?
meaning no time studying liao. sian sian sian.

second week not as chaotic as first week.
but then re-exam again._. with all the sciences and amaths.
no slacking de subjectsT.T
sure hv cca de.
plus sec1 choose cca i think. sian sian sian.

hahha ohyea, i think no nid to come that often liao.
ahs sure hv wonderful plan for us.
maybe nxt post is like after O's. hahhaha;D

2009-12-31T10:54:00.008+08:00

HAPPY 2010;DD
SAY BYEBYE TO 2009 AND HELLO 2010;D

but im not happy at all.
even if 2010 is a great yr, dun mention that its o lvl yearT.T

but ohwell, its still new year!;D
some new year resolutions:

1)study study study, no com no com no com for the nxt one yearT.T (hopefully can la;D)
2)score less than 10 for o lvl;D
3)get more frens, not forgetting old frens;D

4)be a sensible senior;D sec4 alrT.T

5)get more sec1s to join HO;D so that i can steal more for ergao;DD

6)NYAA camp and stuff to be success;DD

7)enjoy remaining time in HO T.T

8)chiong finish cip;DD

9)listen in class, no talking or dreaming;D

basically thats all;D cant think anymore;D hahahhaha

nevertheless, 2009 been a great year.

although i tink it went past very fast T.T

hahahha not mentioning all the great frens and juniors that i met;D

hahaha still rmb like first day of sch, damn anti-social.

hahahah since i dun really know everyone in the class.

but that got to know huixian;D sch becoming much funnier;D

gradually got to know jairia, more about hazel and mozzie.

and of cos all the wonderful frens i get to know.

3F a wonderful class;D hope that 4F will be better;DD

dajia jiayous for o lvl;DD

ohyea, nid not come here for the first two weeks of sch. re-examT.T

hahaha jiayous to everyone in 2010;DDD

2009-12-28T21:09:00.004+08:00

feel so useless...T.T
hoping hoping time will erase it... D:
im too tired!

FROM THE BEGINNING, IT'S UR FAULT, UR FAULT!
without you, nothing would have happened!
regret regret regret!
but time wont go back~

hahahaha its nothing that ure can think of;D dun misunderstand;D

2009-12-27T18:08:00.004+08:00

ohmy~ dead blog for dunno how many weeks le.
hahahah wonder if i should close down my blog or not;D since nothing to post;D

sigh... hols coming to the end le.
end of fun, end of doing nothing, end of cip, end of hwk except eng, REALLY END OF EVERYTHING!!! T.T
really dread of the year coming, re-exams during first two weeks, not mentioning O LVLS.
WHY WHY WHY TIME HV TO PASS SO FAST? T.T

ohyea, my cip ended le;D
yup yup still left like 22hrs like that. nvm nxt yr then chiong;D
hopefully i got the flagday thingy, so that jun hol dun nid do so much;D
plus gh bdae celebration on 23rd;D
ss proj was cancelled, so i went early with sokchin;D
xy reached damn early. then start preparing all the stuffs;D
gh reached;D then celebration was fun fun^^

but then all the fun is like going to end soonT.T
when 2010 comes, im like going to be like a zombie.
STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY ALL DAY.
i dun like this! I DUN LIKE THIS!
like wat? first two weeks of sch is going to be like re-exam re-exam re-exam.
but then im so not going to care. CA isnt that impt.
plus i sure i forgot everything le. one mth plus nvr touch anything le.
wat about Os? i doubt i can do as well as all the others can.
i aint that clever. and my standard is like bottom few wen i first got into ahs.
although i damn hardworking trying to pull my results up, i really doubt Os going to be the same.

when the year comes, im sure this blog is going to be super dead.
so dun nid to come, until i finish Os;DD
hahahah;D

2009-12-14T16:43:00.002+08:00

let me see the pro me still can rmb wat happened last week;D

5-7 dec sat to mon;D
went back to malaysia;D
woke up like 7 leh. tired tired.
mrt-ed to jurong east to take bus to JB;D
hahahahha 40 min leh. totally sian.
met aunt and cousin at mrt there.
took CW3 to JB;DD
first time leh. cos we too pro liaos;D

then shoo to the wedding part.
okay in the morning not much ppl went.
cos everyone wanna sleep.
then all my cousins nvr go T.T left me alone.
also not fun one. groom late for half hr.
forget to close the door so cant ask the groom do weird stuff? ;x
plus last door then ask the groom to sing and dance then he also dun want o.o
totally boring T.T but then got hongbao;D hahahah my bro dun hv;D

afternoon went back to nap.
but me slept four hrs. siao o.o
dinner at night;D but then all my cousins de family all late leh;D
hahahhah cos traffic jam plus abit lost;D
then took photos and everything;D i rawk~

nxt day just sleep eat shop o.o
went back to sg at 6.30
but then me reached home at 10 plus.
abit of problem here and there. but at least prove that i hv the ability;D

8dec tues;D
slack at home hahahahah

9 dec wed;D
cca again._. totally boring ;o
sectional? but then prac for half hr plus?
other time slack de.
since all the juniors know how to play plus not going for the exchange.
hahahah then can go home liao ._.
waste of time leh ;x

me went to buy books;D
then after sc went to buy too, me gh xy sc went to tampines.
ate mac. went to walk awhile.
xy went to buy shoes. me went to buy rubber bands and earrings.
then gh xy did cip at cs.
me sc took 18 back home. hahahahah
at least cip at cs is better than library de;D

10dec thurs
stayed at home again._.
but then me pro. started on hwk alr;DD

11dec fri
cca in the afternoon.
jiaolian came. started prac for the exchange.
but then only those who are going for the exchange nid to prac.
totally boring leh. cos me not going alr since the twins going.
so me gh jh dexter went to play cards._.
played until cca end leh. wth waste of my time again._.
then didnt stay back, miracle sia.
me xy gh jh went home tgt. like very long time nvr go home tgt liao.

12dec sat
cip at library with xy;DD
hahahah saw hoekang and zihan at library;D
very long time ever since we saw each other hahaha they changed?
xy played hoekang iphone.
then i think the person saw then asked us dun play;x
then also asked us to do well wishes instead o.o
hahah i think the person bu shuang us just stoning there ;x
but then at least well wishes better than donation thingy;D
ppl dao us. but then kids there are so cute sia;D
went back at 5.0o hahahaha

13dec sun
harmoc exchange o.o
very sian hahahhaha.
went to sch at 12 cos nid to teach the twins.
but then late for 5 min. feel so bad to them ;x

then ppl reached;D
bus-ed to tiong bahru cc;DD the place so ulu o.o
sat there. stone stone stone until our turn.
but then me gh jh jy us all also not performing.
stone there lo.
then the emcee damn funny sia. said that it was sec1 sec2 first performanceo.o
performance was like too soft? behind de us cant hear.
somemore saw like alot ppl not paying attention sia. maybe cos too boring? o.o
nobody conduct? dumb jiaolian.
maybe cos he too embarrassed to recognise us o.o

then shoo went to break.
wanted to find some snacks cos very hungry.
us plus the sec2s went to buy drinks.
then damn funny la.
us playing xy coins like some small kids leh._.
not bad leh. xy 95cents entertained us rather long.
cos nobody wanna go back and stone there o.o
saw chen zehou. obviously he scolded us for being so childrish?
but then he said the bus was here even though not supposed to be;D
since nobody wanna stay, we left;D

fails to snatch the last seatT.T
as usual make alot of noise;D
hahahahah lucky this time not the lousy teacher followed us.
cos chenzehou dun even care;D even though we were told to shut up;DD
reached sch. stayed awhile then went back.

me went library do cip T.T
but then totally boring and tired.
i slack alot ;DD
did one ball only;D but then most of the wishes is i write one;D
cos alot of ppl dao me la T.T emo liao
wow maybe i can see it when boardcast at channel 5;DD
seriously damn sian.
slacked alot;D i deflated like 25 min;D
then if got ppl walked by then act act lo ;D
then an uncle was like jiayous, cos very hard to deflat o.o
hahahahah lol but he damn funny.
slacked until 7.30 i left.
the other two ppl doing well wishes still like so hardworking
then me left so early. hhaahahhaha;D

me should not be posting that often.
cos im watching shows recently;D
妻子的诱惑is nice;D even though boardcast at channel u.
but then my family wanna watch channel8 T.T
but then 100 plus episodes leh. gg to me;D
plan to chiong finish watching by this hol~ if can la;D

started on hwk~ yipee;D
left about half;D
left hist, shaonianwenzai, eng, shuihuzhuan
but then not planning to watch islands and read the giver;D
so still left half~ but then hist damn hard sia. weird qns lehT.T
jiayous to me;D cos i plan to finish hwk except shuihuzhuan and eng by this week;D
then nxt week play like siao.
left last week do re exam eng chi common test on the books? jiayous
cos last honeymoon liao lehT.T

end of post le ba;D hahahah
till the nxt time;DD

2009-12-03T12:44:00.003+08:00

long post ahead;DD BEWARE
let start from wat i did on last sat o.o

2811 sat
went out in the morning with my parents to paya lebar to get new spec.
somemore they wanna get lao hua spec o.o
went there, shop wasnt opened yet o.o
walked awhile, then shop open awhile later.
went to choose the frame. very long to chooseT.T
in the end chose a red one.
becoming a red spec aunty le laT.T
checked the degree of short sightedness.
in the end worsened until alot o.o
finished all like 1?

went expo to buy new laptop;DD
ask sokchin to go with me;D
choose until siao. alot of brands and everything leh.
plus alot of ppl thereT.T

after buying, me and sokchin went pasir ris.
ate kcf for late lunch._.
wanted to go alano to buy clothes but then choices very limited.
then went to paya lebar de this fashion

met jairia on mrt._.
get down, went to this fashion.
choose until damn long sia. 3 hrs o.o
didnt know the sky so dark liao.
chose a dress for the wedding dinner liao.
and THANKYOU SOKCHIN FOR ACCOMPANING ME;DD

2911 sun
slacked in the morning.
wanted to go cip but then the person nvr reply me.
so i thought i kena rejected.
thus i went to sleep in the afternoon.
but then later call gh to find out that the list got my name o.o
dumb library person._.

4 plus went to shing shong to buy jelly powder plus nata de coco.
went to library to find gh and xy.
very slacking there. just stoned there for 4 hrs to get cip hrs o.o
but then also very boring leh
xy went fb on her phone.
talked until they were released.
did sth very bad. hahahah but then nvm la~
ate sushi. went xy home to split the jelly. went home

at night went some funernal._.

damn boring, could only watch tv.

plus i not very close to my cousin all these.

3011 mon

woke up at 7T.T

went back to school to finish the farewell card.

jh reached first.

lucky i reached before the side gate was closed;DD

me gh jh sc and eliza went back;D

do farewell card until 1?

finished up the messages and jigsaw.

although we screwed amanda's, but is fun to see jh reaction;DD
took back cards plus water dispenser and twister

so split with jh;DD thanks jh

me jh went to bedok to buy jelly powder again since not enough.

gh sc went simei to eat lunch. eliza went back early.

but then good enough for her to come

since shes only a sec1, hahahah but we nid her markers and photos;DD

went bedok shing shong to buy jelly powder.

cos look dumb to carry the water dispenser arnd, we took a trolley;D

but then cant lift it up to get inside, a kind man helped us;DD

took trolley but then we only buy two jelly powder plus some cereal? dumb o.o

went home since got lunch at home.

reached home slacked arnd.

then 4 plus me started cooking the jelly;DD

first time cooking jelly leh;D

but then i spill a quarter of it.

didnt know it boils so fast plus i talking to jh that time._.

but then the jelly cools quite fast so easy to clean up.
turns up the jelly was quite okay.

in the night, didnt went for the funernal

cos i nid to pack up for chalet

plus nid to sleep early so that i can wake up the nxt day;D

went to sleep at 10.30

somemore nobody at home, pretty scary leh;D

0112 tues

HO FAREWELL CHALET DAY 1;D

woke up at 7.30 to bath and get ready

cos me gh jh meeting at bedok mrt at 8.30

took bag plus presents plus water dispenser plus jelly.

jelly heaviest i realisedT.T

somemore i thought i was late so i chiong down to take the bus.

but then cos working hrs liao.

the bus damn crowded lehT.T my water dispenser so bulky.

met at bedok interchange.

met xy first;DD then junyang o.o

didnt know sam and jy was meeting us.

gh and jh reached. and they was like calling for help.

cos carrying alot of stuffs leh.

later met sam, took mrt to pasir ris.

everyone was like carrying alot of stuffs.

went to ntuc.

SPAM TROLLERIES._. we used 3 trolleries.

lucky enough coins to use;D buy buy buy;D

a whole row of trolleries leh. cool^^

spend like $100T.T

lucky gh got atm card. no one hv that much money.

took taxi to jo hse.

at first taxi stand alot of ppl, so went outside to find taxi.

but then cant find, so went back to taxi stand again._.

me xy gh jh took taxi to jo hse.

but then the uncle dunno where is white sands pri._.

hiya jo also nvr live there._.

after awhile then reached.

but then jo hse no carpark or watever for the taxi to go.

so stop at the road.

but then we got alot of things to carry, plus only got us 4 ppl only.

so walked ahwile, rest awhile o.o

dead at jo hse;D

after resting awhile, started cooking fried rice;D

cut cut cut all the ingredients.

xy our professional cooker;D stir like siao.

me jh rather slack. hahahha

thought will screw up the first batch,

but then turns up to be quite nice^^

after cooking the third batch, the guys reached then they went to deep fried.

us went to finish up the farewell cards and presents;D

the guys fried rather long o.o

after they finished, we went to finish up the fried rice.

together we cook like 5 batch leh. alot sia.

clean up was siao. cos the wok and everything very oily and blah.

not very la, since we used margarine for fried rice.

blahblah, took everything.

didnt take taxi this time cos dun want to wait for taxi.

cos we going to be late or sth? plus waiting for taxi can be damn long.

took 3 instead.

but then this time, alot of taxi went pass us and waited very long for the bus._.

reached downtown, aranda.

opened the room, first to reach.

went to slack and play awhile. since it was early;D

juniors reached. second to reach was the yigao sec2s;D

we decided to bully them;D ask them go buy ices and trays.

cos we too lazy to go out;D

but then they outsmarted us;D climb into the room. cos we didnt lock it._.

but still they too kind to help us go buy^^

started to get ready everything before the seniors come.

so asked the sec2s to fetch the seniors from mrt.

but then all not fun de.

cos they knew the room no, so then they came without anyone fetching._.

but we locked them outside the room;D

hahaha in the end the juniors went to fetch cassandra only;D

dinner started. alot of food leh.

so gave the seniors and juniors alot.

guess most of them cant finished. but then still left half the food.

dinner damn full, trying to stuff everything so that wont waste food.

after eating went to play and talk awhile before farewell starts.

went to farewell. rather sudden cos we hvnt prepare finish yet.

rush everything.

post to post farewell session first since we requested for it.

cos amanda de card de price tag not torn yet._.

me gave amanda de present then she gave me two tiny fish._.

surely i knew they would die very soon.

then section to section.

everyone waited for us cos the seniors are supposed to do the jigsaw

plus we hide one of the jigsaw and they are supposed to go find._.

amanda one very screwed cos everything cant piece together

couldnt really read the msg behindT.T ruth one okay;D

but then later realised the fish was a fake present._.

then free time i think, play and talk?

awhile later most ppl went home.

ate jelly;DD very nice leh.

in the night me gh amanda siewchen plus the guys staying.

when everyone went home, we talked? i think we nvr do much.

me slept at 2 plus? i very tired leh. so early wake up.

amanda went to sleep awhile too.

gh keep chao meT.T but then later she also fall asleep.

siewchen damn busy with her project and everything leh.

ohyea, we went to open the present.

me got a cute doggy soft toy;D THANKS AMANDA;D

but then that one not my twin or breed or watever okay? cos im a human

0212 wed

HO FAREWELL CHAELT DAY 2;D

sleep until 6 plus when xy called gh.

then the phone vibrate until very digusting leh.

hahahah xy reached but then she also sleep with us;DD

woke up at 7.30;D brush teeth and bath;D

the shower very nice leh. cos inside very hot plus outside very cold;D

me last oneT.T everyone waiting for me lehT.T

went subway for breakfast.

after breakfast went to play twisters.

the seniors didnt wanna play, only me gh xy played._.

awhile later cos too bored. me went to sleep again._.

later gh and xy went to sleep too.

like very dumb leh, waste time sleepingT.T

woke up at 12? went out to walk arnd plus buy chips.

went ehub. jh reached._.

wanted to go cycling but then it rained._.

lucky it stops later. cos we having bbq.

came back to chalet. michelle and charlotte reached;D

we played truth or dare;D

dare very funny;D amanda our potential ghost maker._.

later went to take the food that we ordered;D

the guys went to buy all the necessary stuff for bbq.

started fire at 5;D

rather fast finished, cos we cooked at 6.

so then we prepared the food and everything.

poor seniors was bored to death. cos they cant help us.

hahahah but then they are supposed to not help us;D

bbq started. us slacked inside the room cos nothing to help.

but then inside alot of stuff to do.

like defrost the food, cleaning everything and blah.

glad that the food was edible. hahah cos ordered one leh.

but then again, alot of food leftT.T

not alot of ppl came for the second day.

finished bbq at 10? but then by that time alot of ppl went home liaoT.T

played in the room again._.

played till like 11? cos we nid to escort siewchen out;D

very sad leh. cos dunno when is the nxt time when we can see herT.T

everyone went home except me xy gh jh and the guys cos they staying.

us can stay until 12;D

tp and everything;D hahaha made alot fo noise cos last hr liaoT.T

later went to split the food cos alot of leftovers.

xy de dad reached. so then byebye to everyone and HO farewell chalet'09

THANKS XY FOR FETCHING ME HOME;DD

i think i really enjoyed myself this time.

although i got to do alot and cleaning and helped out in everything.

plus we miscount againT.t alot of food left.

but then as long as the seniors and juniors enjoyed, i think everything is worth it;D

hopefully nxt yr can be a better one;DD

WHY TIME HV TO PASS SO QUICKLY T.T

AND IF ANYONE HV ANY FAREWELL PHOTO PLS SEND ME;D

i didnt take any pic this time.

or is it cos i neglected my phone? ._.

today 3F bbqT.T

but then too tired to go out, plus i dun want bbq for two consecutive days.

feel very badT.T

ahahhahahah after i come back from malaysia,

is going to be hwk and re exam timeT.T

very sian leh. i still wanna play.

plus i nid to chiong cip this hols.

so is going to be a very busy holT.T

but then is the last hol i get to enjoy before nxt yr de o lvlsT.T

wow~ if u hv reached here;D congrats

cos is the end of post~

2009-11-29T09:20:00.002+08:00

YAY HAPPY HAPPY
PARENTS JUST BOUGHT ME A NEW LAPTOP FOR ME;
which means i can have more time to play com le
and no more sharing leh;DD

but then i will be very busy till 7 i think?
when i come back from malaysia ba;D

and i hvnt started on any hwk lehT.T
except for tou fa;D the book quite nice
nxtnxtweek i hope i will start._.

byebye.
hope to have fun in farewell
and hopefully wont screwed it upT.T

2009-11-27T13:40:00.002+08:00

BACK FRM MALAYSIA;D
this time quite fun leh^^
somemore my cousin bought a new com.
when i bored i can go play awhile;D
but then i only went facebook cos everytime i used i only use like 10 min.
alot of ppl wanna use okay;D

and after back frm malaysia,
VERY BUSY T.T
so i wont be posting till farewell is over;D
okay la. farewell is in a few days time.
but then hor, not alot of stuff complete yet;D

wed. cca
reached late. cos went side gate with michelle.
but then she squeeze through the gate lehT.T
she so tiny sure can de.
but then i cantT.T so went to main gate
IDIOT SCH LA OPEN THE GATE LA~

then sectional;D
quite slack cos not alot of ppl came.
after that do the card awhile.
NYAA cancel. idk why too. maybe cos half de cca gone^^

after that went to buy presents.
went alot placesT.T partly my faultT.T
my poor leg...

thurs
slack at home in the morning plus afternoon.
did abit of farewell stuff.
evening went tampines with xy gh jh jy
discuss about food. glad that all done;D
but then the rest of the things we do alrT.T
both pres and vice pres gone till monT.T
very pathetic leh. hopefully chalet will be a success(very hard eh)

today
slack at home again._.
but then cant go out too often la.
parents complaining alrT.T
finished farewell stuff;D

sat: go out with sokchin to buy clothes
sun: maybe go do cip(if the person approve)
mon: farewell cards
tues-thurs: farewell chalet
thurs: class BBQ(might not go)
sat-mon: fly to malaysia for wedding dinner<3

see i so busy lehT.T
and i think i nid to bring alot of things to chalet leh.

farewell present, post to post present, farewell cards, jelly, water dispenser, twister?, clothes plus everything cos staying over...

someone help meT.T
see ure after i come back frm malaysia;DD

2009-11-18T20:29:00.002+08:00

hohoho~ blog dead for dunno how long;D
hahahha so let me tell you wat wonderfully stuffs i did;D

mon;D
deliver farewell cards.
met guihui at bedok control station.
for once gh wasnt really that late;D okay not the first time alr;D
not bad ah. got improve leh.
mrt-ed to pasir ris.
but then reached there alr the other three would be lateDD;
see la weird gh early, everyone late. gh late, everyone early.

then sokchin reached. met at popular;D me go buy sth
then decide very long on wat to eat for lunch.
one dun want fast food one dun want food court.
me in the medium very kelian one leh. T.T
so they decided to eat subway. but then me anti-subway.
so i went to dabao mac;D
secretly eat at subway;DDD
wanping arrived;D but then they finish their meal alr;D
went mac to buy ice-cream, me continue eating mac;D
while waiting for jinyan;D overslept piggy o.o

hahahahha jinyan reached. went to take bus.
but then it started raining cats and dogsT.T
somemore we almost get down on the wrong stop O.O
suddenly pressed bell then uncle stop at nowhere?
so we ran in the rainT.T so pathetic leh
found huiwen hse rather fast leh. all thanks to wanping^^
but then huiwen not at homeT.T working? gave her father?

then took bus to ruth hse;D
ruth hse the easiest to find leh. cos the condo rather obvious?
somemore gh know leh. so pro;D
but then ruth not at home againD;
so gave her maid;D left...
and i hate the rain sia. make me so wetT.T

took bus to amanda hse;D
turn a BIGBIG round to her hse when there is a shortcut laD;
but then we still found it;D cos we are the pro~
i was like praying that she at home._.
if not like very waste effort go seniors hse then all not at home._.
BUT LUCKY SHE AT HOME;DDD
but then cant go in cos of her brother.
talked outside at her window? look damn weird leh.
but her mother was our life saviour sia;D allow us to go in;DD

then went to her room? ransack the poor room leh xD
after awhile played asshole taiti;D
but then me didnt play. cos only can 5 ppl play.
so play play play until 6 plus.
amanda de mum so nice leh.
gave us drinks and food even though our visit is like damn surprise;D
hahahahah play until quite late then went home;D
17-ed with gh and jy;D

tues;D
stone at home whole dayT.T
not bad actually.
read tou fa plus maths tests;D FULL MARKS <3

and so qianbian, it didnt rain on tues><
but then i think delivering cards in rainy days is better than sunny day;D

wed;D
ccaT.T so early alr damn sian alr.
somemore nvr open side gate must walk frm front gate leh. so sianT.T
reached. ask the sec1s about transferring bass thingy.
walaos cos of that kena punishment, solo leh.
idiot jy >< but no one so not going to care him
sectionals one plus hr. then dazu;D

then went the nyaa thingy. played captain ball;D
SOKCHIN GRP RAWKS, BUT OBVIOUSLY NOT THE NAME;D
at first cos too many ppl then very chaotic.
so then spilt. then also can slack abit;D
amanda ruth came back;D
played captain tgt;DD then dog and bone very stupid leh.
so me sc and amanda went to talk;D
after that released;D

went to plaza sing with gh jh sc ruth amanda
ate pizza hut. like abit dumb. pizza hut everywhere also hv,
then also dun nid go so far de ah xD
finished eating, then spilt into two grps? o.o
me jh ruth amanda, gh and sc disappear?
played hide and seek ah. although we didnt really went to find them.
just walking arnd like nobody business?
hahahha but then they still found usT.T
awhile later ruth amanda went home.
we still continue to walk arnd;D
find that stupid more than words for so lone.
but actually is at basement. STUPID><
went home after that T.T tired
somemore is like 6 plus.
mrt crowded like sardines sia. OVERPOPULATION?

wont be posting till nxt wed;D
going back to malaysia on fri~ yay happy;D
will be back on tues;D
so sad cant pon any ccaT.T
so byebye. cya soon;D

2009-11-14T16:31:00.002+08:00

YAY LAST DAY OF ALPS;D HAPPY HAPPY;D

this week lesson totally sian.
except tues? cos chi olvl
somemore got so many tests on thurs and fri.
the sch sux big time!!
DOWNSTAIRS SUX AH. I MEAN BOON THEY ALL?
somemore got re-exam of all subjects when sch reopen?
walao. most of those are going to use this yr de EOY paper.
like seriously wat the use ahD;

okay let stop talking these sucky stuff about downstairs.
cca sian. jiaolian was here
but then most of the time cross-stitching;D
i think jiaolian was like pissed off. nah~ dun care him;D
learn new songs. both got flower de._.
but then ergao part sound like some shit sia.
most half beat de.
and my weakness and until now still hvnt improved de is half beatT.T

after cca went eat dinner with xy gh jh jo sc and jinyan;D
tampines kcf sux leh.
but then no choice la. i nid to go buy thread for cross stitchD;
but then the shop nvr open o.o waste my time.
somemore me and sc pangseh the rest and chiong there lo.
so we end up buying normal sewing thread.
BUT THEN THE THREAD WITH ME T.T
gh nvr take.T.T no choice mon then bring. sian

went to eat;D damn full sia.
jinyan went home after she ate finish. PIGGY;D hahahha
started straw-staring o.o
hahhahaha wanted to learn for ____
thats for me to know and u to find out;D hahah

then went bus interchange take bus;D
byebye to joD;
talk about alot of retarded stuff with the rest;D
awhile sc bus came then we four went to take 67;D

wow~ hols damn alot of stuff to do
SHOPPING ICESKIING CYCLING MOVIEING blahblah.
stm hahahhaha;D
but then must enjoy the last honeymoon for us before olvl startedT.T
hahahah byebye;D

2009-11-12T20:16:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 15 BIRTHDAY TO FISHAYYE;D

fish is 15;D hahaha old old huixian.
*swim swim* swim so much for wat;D hahhahaha
SEAGULL GONNA EAT UP FISHAYYE;D
yum yum;D
hahahaha lol. forever wanna eat fish then also nvr eat.
SEE FISHAYYE? IM A NICE SEAGULL;D

and sry for the very ugly present.
chiong it ytd;D while studying three tests.
hahaha but is the thoughts that counts u know^^

okay let talk about something else?
oh, o lvl chi on tues.
sihan, baozhangbaodao quite okay;D
but paper 2 was T.T
dunno wat the passages talking about. zzz
somemore i think both passages are linked._.
BYEBYE TO A1D; but hope at least a A2?
I DUN WANT DROP HCL T.T

nah~ i shall post more during the weekend.
supposed to have bio and eng test tmr.
but cant be bothered to study;D
somemore i studied bio ytd? stupid teacher go postpone to tmr._.
sian sian
BUT TMR FINALLY LAST DAY OF ALPS;D
SAY HIIE TO HOLS~

but its gonna to be a sad and tiring holsT.T

2009-11-05T17:54:00.003+08:00

alps was totally boring.
seriously no mood to listen to any lessons.
although nxt week got chi olvl and phys testT.T
desperately nid a A1 or at least A2 for chi.
I DUNWANT TO DROP HCL T.T
and phys? cant even bother to care so much;D
cos in the end i will just flunk it anwxD

and recess was horrendous sia.
half an hr? with only maybe 3 stalls opened?
didnt went to recess since tues. so i only rmb wat happened on mon;D
recess damn short. everyone like everyday late;D
but not bad la, they extended the recess;D
but to mention they extended the lessonsT.T feel like sleeping;D

today was a super scary day sia.
during phys lesson, as usual nobody listens. SRY TO MRONG><
suddenly i heard like a woman shouting at the back.
THEN IT WASS DRBOON T.T damn scary leh.
i was like finishing my chi hwk then saw her.
then she scolded us for not listening/not even have the wksht on the table><
lucky for me im smart;D
i always put phys stuff on table just in case;D
but usually went on doing my stuff? right under mrong nose;D
drboon was like scolding mr ong leh. should see her tone la.
'MR ONG ENG KIAT blahblah'....
SHE WAS LIKE CALLING MR ONG FULL NAME? so rude leh.
at least she should respect mrong alittle? idiot suxer;D

poor mrong. he under probation cos of the cheating case alr.
then still kena scolded cos most of us nvr listen/went on doing our own stuff;D
hopefully he didnt kena sack? he actually quite good one.
but THE WHOLE THING WAS OUR FAULT WAT? IS NOT MRONG'S?
the sch is seriously unreasonable.
mrong like ren so long alr.

then thought would kena scolded by opg?
apparently she didnt know anything. still happy-going-around?
tingxie went on as usual. we all thought that she would scold the period away..
wat entertaining alps was?
I SERIOUSLY NO MOOD FOR LESSONS AND HWK?

and wat the sch problem la.
spam us so many hwk.
like nxt week got chi OLVL leh.
i wanted to start revision as soon as possible.
but then got so many hwk+ ss proj+ cca stuff...
sian. hope i can continue on till nxt week T.T

and ytd was teahouse;D
not bad ah. i can pon cca;D
blah. i thought they wanted to ____,
but in the end nvr. stupid><
teahouse was actually quite fun^^
wasnt as boring as i thought.
but then the guy damn ap. keep scolding us.
but i think we didnt make that much noise.
thats the problem of having students wat. stupid ppl><
watch some dumb video;D back aching ._.
then show us the lantern and the tea making thingy.
walaos like got so many names to rmb.
he ask de qns i totally didnt know la.
everything also ask about name;D
but then the jelly was VERY nice leh.
i tried vigi's one. THANNNNKYOU;D

then went to make tea, eat ice-cream puff and chayedan.
chayedan was digusting. although eggs are nice^^
ice-cream puff not bad;D but then very cold+my sensitive teethT.T
tea tasted disgusting too. i think i will nvr become a fan of tea;D
but it actually smell so nice leh. but why taste so like...
make arnd 5 times of tea;D
i think eaach time was better than the last one;D
hahhahah we are pro~ but still rather bitterD;
didnt do the lantern. was obsessed over tea;D
plus hazel they all damn high;D hahahha our grp like so quiet._.
didnt stay very long. dunno why;D

went back to sch;D me go HO room.
yigao cleaning up;D
me went back idk do wat;D hahahha
then planned seating arrangement. hopefully no more disputes;D
but i think still have la. but no choice.
SRY PPL IF U ARE UNHAPPY OVER THE SEATING ARRANGEMENT.

AND YOU! YOU STUPID YOU!
STOP BEING SO STUPID OKAY?
DUN NID TO MISUNDERSTAND US! YOU ARE THE ONE WHO IS STUPID.
STOP ARGUING AND PROTESTING OKAY?

nah~ nothing else to say.
most probably wouldnt be posting until after phys test.
nid to mug tests, chiong hwk, chiong ss projT.T
jiayous to me ba;D

2009-10-31T16:07:00.004+08:00

how fun could ytd have been? lol

spring cleaning first.
i thought opg is supposed to come up and check on our work or sth.
in the end nvr la~ some lazy old woman;D
so we started spring cleaning quite late;D
although i think we have the initiative to start
started by cleaning table o.o alot of clean up
JAIRIA CHAI MY POOR TABLE T.T
hahahah not blaming her;D i vandalize her table too although not alot;D
cleaning like some stupid shit like that.but in the end still cant clean.
then ohmy everyone like gathering at ngiam table O.O
got bigbig SNSD there. I ALSO HAVE

then after one hr of trying? or half?
we gave up;D we wasted on alot of thinner.
and the poor table like going to corrode due to the thinner? lol
then started slacking.
so simahlian came in and blah blah
idk also wat she talking;D

later opg came in, result slip;D
did well i guess? i dun hv much expectation.
but i think my class damn clever o.o
recess~ but no mood to go recess.
dumb opg say after recess must go back classroom to give watever zuowen stuff?
idiot. cos she scared we run away during recess, which we are not supposed to.
but she abit dumb xD
so ask kind jh to help us buy food;D

after recess, class damn pissed off by opg.
she didnt even come up, everyone wanna go home soon.
then yuping went down. idk? opg wanna see her o.o
then she say we can be dismissed alr. DUMBO OPG LA
went HO room slack after that.

then in HO room, discuss about farewell present and stuff
and jh pangseh us, left like 12 like that.
we didnt really wanna go home so we went mac and eat lunch.
me gh xy jo
so we sit at mac frm like 1 plus to 6 plus.
5 plus hrs leh. i think the manager like recognise us?
we started talking about serious stuff like 4 hrs later?
took very long to get into serious mood;D hahahaha
then went home quite late;D 7 reached home;D
ohyea wanted to talk about cca to pres and vicepres
then both playing O.O then they tgt we still call eacch of them o.o lol
reached home slack abit;D

after playing one round of audi, gh called?
then talking about wat siewchen told hero.o
lol apparently gh told siewchen about how wonderfully the cca is;D
then alot of problems, advices...
but like all these is like easier said than done? O.O
seriously i think cca is becoming more problemic? ergao seriously hv alot of problems as usual
i was like going to fall asleep while gh was talking?
very long. like 45min like that.
somemore i very tired alr, even though those advices are very useful
but is not easy at all to start on them.
and like all these are putting alot of stress on meD; i wanna breathe.
SERIOUSLY I THINK CCA SUX NOW.
so many problems nid to be addressed.
and i dun hv the confidence to solve all of them. even though siewchen gave alot of ideas.
and blahblah all these makes my day sux.
thinking alot when i go to bed.
BUT I JUST DUN WANT TO THINK ABOUT THEM

wat the use of having dreams then?
wat the use of achieving dreams then?
wat the use of working hard towards my dreams then?
all my effort has gone down into the drain T.T

I MUST BE IN A NIGHTMARE.
SOMEONE WAKE ME UP

2009-10-29T15:49:00.003+08:00

havent been posting much;D
cos too sadT.T i can only use the com like two hrs per day in weekday?/
thats so littleT.T and partly is cos of my broT.T

but today i can use com so early;D
cos bro went out;D com to myselfxD
lessons these days very boring O.O feel like sleeping.
is really tiring to start lessons while i still hving the after exam mood
cant they like start during ALPS or sth?
bio was damn chim o.o dun understand a crap. phys too;D

and tmr getting back report card.
opg sure will hv alot to say o.o
but i think i did quite okay for this overall;D
hopefully i didnt lose the bet;D MY MONEY T.T
and tmr no cca. should i be sad or wat?
i mean like come home also nothing do, so might as well hv cca.
but idiots cancel it xD
spring cleaning~ T.T my poor table can be cleaned again^^
partly is jairia's fault la

nah~ nothing else to post;D
more detailed post during weekend;D
AND WATS IN THE SPAM OF HWK? STUPID
ANYONE KNOW WHERE TO BUY CROSS-STITCH?
DETAILS WILL BE KINDLY APPRECIATED;D

2009-10-21T20:19:00.006+08:00

Screw the results;D
but still i think still quite okay, on a second thought;D

chi --> A2 ;D
amaths --> A2
emaths --> A1 D;
bio --> B3 DDD;
phys --> A2 ;DDDD
ss --> B3
hist --> A2 ;DD
CH --> A2;D

well as u can see, the worst is only a B3.
exception of eng;D eng sure Cs one.
so i think still not bad ah although like seriously no exam mood
AND WHO SAYS TRIPLE SCIENCE IS THE BEST CLASS?

and yea yip seriously sux my day.
wat? keep scolding our class for our lan score?
hello? i expected it la.
AND COULD U SHUT UP UR IDIOT MOUTH ABOUT HOW HORRENDOUS WE ARE?
i think u are the one who is horrendous.
and wat change our attitude?
YOU CHANGE OUR ATTITUDE TOWARDS BIO.

bio was like my fav subject in the past?
now i think it sux like shit.
is even worse than phys?
AND COULD U STOP ROLLING UR EYE BALL?
every of ur action seriously insulted all of us!

let talk about something else;D
ss sux sia,my sbq damn lan ah.
my essay 24 ye;D then sbq pull me like some shit. L1/1 T.T
and not bad i improve hist amath..
and especially phys~ i thought i screwed it the most
hahahha not bad;D

[edited] chem was okay;D
highest of all
but eng was sad siaT.T
i didnt get a C like i expected
cos i fail paper 2. E8 T.T
compre single digit T.T shit la
summary was okay?
content sux like shit cos i generalize too much.
but the other half not bad;D hahahha kind de teacher;D
hopefully paper 1 and oral will pull me up.
lazy to type another post. too sad about eng le T.T
byebye
abit of changes to the post cos idk got wat problem ;D

2009-10-20T17:46:00.001+08:00

feeling so ever tired today. i wanna sleep... zzz

so sry for not updating that much since is after exam;D
too lazy to xp somemore i am hot on the trail of watching shows and dramas

ooh ya last fri and today mini Olympic. damn sian.
both days stoning and playing like mad in HO room.
hahahha although very hot cos we cant on the air-con,dunno why cant
but is better than going and walking arnd the sch and doing nothing.
and its even more stupid to go watch the matches;D
not much of HO participating. like always;D

super noisy in HO room. okay when were we quietxD
hahhaha esp our dear immature guihui... shhhh;D
not bad ah. can scream through across the wall to CO room i heard;D
and twister overcrowding population;D
can get to know better wat is over population.
like wat ss and hist textbook always say. xp

hmm... long weekend i dunno wat i doing T.T
if is not watching shows then is playing[; boring life;D

today after sch went to eat lunch at kcf with xueyi josephine sokchin;D
hooray~ bought sweets for ergao too;D
shared with sokchin. i am brokexD
but shall not give guihui;D if not no more left for the juniors xp
took long 17 bus home[; very very tired leh.

and shit~ tmr getting back papers alr.
time flies. hopefully i did well.
okay obviously not la since i know that i flunk all.
hoping that can pass phys. seriously i think its the worst paper. T.T
not to mention my ss and hist.
oh wow~ my L1R5 like 20._.
frm 8 to 20? some kind of shit xD

HOPEFULLY TMR WONT GET HERE;D

2009-10-15T18:57:00.005+08:00

okay okay i guess u should know why i am here;D

cos....
EOYS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER~

but then i screwed all the papers.
okay i guess except emath cos its the only humanly paper._.
but oh well, i expected that i will screw all the papers since i no exam mood at all;D

ss hist phys sure flunk like siao.
shit my L1R5 T.T hopefully not over 15;D
hopefully i wont fail phys.
seriously is damn hard. okay when was phys easy?
others although not as flunk, but sure screwed one xD
alot paper nvr finish --> amaths hist
okay not alot. miracle sia. i finish ss.
but then i dunno wat i writing.

and and and the sch siao one.
air con damn cold sia.
okay first week not so cold. i also nvr bring jacket.
second week damn cold sia. even if jacket i still freezing...
my running nose became so serious. i think i damn noisy cos of my stupid nose.
somemore cant really concentrate cos too cold.
so conclusion: sure flunk the papers like siao.
and to all the lovely juniors who are scared of cold,
okay even if u not scared of cold, must bring jacket along when u go hall for exam
see i so kind to the juniors;D

last fri after chem extra lesson went mac to eat with huixian jairia mozzie and hazel.
met the guys frm our class._. mozzie happy like siao O.O got ngiam ;D
somemore that time got some bridal discount stuff.
then after lunch mozzie and ngiam can go look for gown and stuff for marriage;D
hazel nid the priority seat. she pregnant;D
okay ppl nxt time u see hazel must let the seat to her okay;D
hahahaha jkjk~

today after emaths paper went long john for lunch.
met the guys from our class again._. but different clique
mozzie sad le...
after lunch went the pet shop to look arnd.
going to be late then took taxi back with huixian jairia.
hahahah pangseh hazel they all. they damn late;D

sec4 grad day;D oh shit nxt yr our turn is the 50th grad anniversary.
sure damn grand one.
blah blah blah after all the speech from ppl.
sec4 grad day~ okay i think is very boring.
the only thing that interest me is when amanda went on the stage.
walaos she siao ah. first in this second in that third in that. i think she got four top in subjects.
and siao ah. second in whole level leh. that really siao okay.
hahahahah she got the privilge to go stage and talk on the behalf of sec4s.
although i was bored to death(she speak in both chi and eng)
but i think she damn nervous. hahahha that not like her normal voice.
wow amanda my idol sia.
though wat i really want is to get L1R5<10
hahahahahha jiayous to all the sec4 senior for o level;D
esp amanda okay. must top the whole sch!!
HO will be so proud of u;D

blahblahblah after everything, went home;D
going to play after dinner. hahaha
i wait for damn long sia. ONE WHOLE MONTH LEH.
although i got play alittle ytd;D
so byebyexD
the blog is going to be alive again^^

AND YEA~ FREEDOM IS BACK.
till to chi o lvl T.T

2009-09-19T15:07:00.003+08:00

ON HIATUS~

hahhaha u shouldnt be here;D
go study like me~
lol i also not studying now;D
but u should start mugging soonxD

as for me, i shall start mugging nxt week onwards;D
so dun bother coming here till exams finished;D

nah~ shall post sth for the last time before EOY;D
hmm... this week is rather boring... everyday tests T.T
not to mention SPA, i screwed all up D;
nxt week SPA, paper 1, oral? jiayous;D

i shall go play audi for the last day i think.
or maybe not. maybe tmr? but my blog will be dead frm now on;D
but lucky blogger back to normal.
not bad ah last day then not screwed alr;D

byebye ppl~
JIAYOUS FOR UR EOYs~

2009-09-13T15:14:00.001+08:00

last day of nice hol. emo ];

hvnt been doing much this week.
eat sleep play do hwk?
i hvnt even start anything on SPA or EOY yet;D
i just spent my time in playing and playing. gulityT.T

i think this is the last post till after EOY;D
should start mugging now.
sec3 isnt like sec1 or 2.
there is 9 subjects to study alrT.T
not to mention all the sciences.

and tmr got SPAT.T first class. ohmy.
just to update me of my busy week coming ahead.

mon: chem SPA, tingxie
tues: chi test
thurs: hist essay test
fri: bio SPA
nxt wed: phys SPA.

not to mention is o lvl SPA T.T

should start studying for SPA alr.
sad sad leh.
should i study QA? i dun think i can memorise all by today.

byebye. wait till u see the next post.
wonder wen is it;D

START STUDYING IRENE;D

2009-09-09T15:39:00.001+08:00

090909 cool~
shall dedicated 090909 to ergao outing post;D

hahahha not exactly ergao outing.
like wat? only me guihui jiahuan sokchin wanping.
5 out of 14 ppl T.T that sad
initially ruth and amanda were going.
but then amanda food poisoning._.
ruth can only come for dinner.
but apparently no one wants dinner. lol
this prove to show that i not good at planning outing.
hahahha nxt time other ppl plan okay?
nobody supports meT.T

went bugis with jiahuan.
initially going with guihui too one.
but she late again^^ like wen will she ever reach on time;D
then met sokchin and wanping at bugis control station. was late of cos._.
went to bugis junction.
decided to play hide and seek with guihui though.
for punishing her for being late;D
but then in the end we saw her but she dao us._.

went to buy ice-cream.
then went to someplace that i dunno to play arcade.
play drum and kiddish stuff.
waste my $7 T.T
jiahuan went off early. lol
then wanping went someplace.
left me guihui sokchin. lol
went to eat dinner at kcf. hahah not me, them~
me freeloader;D kope alot of food;D
then decided to go bugis street and walk arnd.
in the end bought two shirts. not bad;D
there selling alot of stuff that i wanna buy.
nxt time i shall go there again.
went home at 8. hahahhaha

blah. i thought i wanna celebrate 090909.
but in the end i ended up doing amath.
but then alot of qns forgot le.
hahahhah that me basically.
so i had to start mugging for eoy soon;D
maybe not in this hol. IT CALLED A HOL~
hahahhah going to play audi liao so byebye;D

2009-09-06T15:21:00.000+08:00

blogger screwed me up again><

lessons were boring as usual
all teachers are like chionging, although i wasnt really listening...
got back results[:
very satisfied with them, both my maths especially[:

ytd was the vivace X concert.
went ehub with xueyi guihui jiahuan and josephine.
17-ed with xueyi. saw an accident and i almost flew off my seat><
we reached firstxD hahahah wen did guihui reach faster than us?
went ntuc and did some really auntie stuff. omg becoming more like auntie these days.

then all reached.
went bowling. lucky dun nid to wait.
my mark same as guihui;D omg. she was damn guai to score 2 pins at the end.
I NO HIDDEN TALENT OKAY? THE BOYS OWN LIKE SHIT;D
went arcade afterwards.
hand damn pain. basketball too much><
but still very fun^^ then the boys reached.
but we still continue playing so they went bowling ;O

went subway to have early dinner like 5 with girls and sam+junyang+dexter? damn early
subway cookie are nice but too sweet i guess.
NO MORE SUBWAY HOPEFULLY. THE ENVIRONMENT WASNT A NICE PLACE TO EAT><
cabbed back to HO room since we were rather late.
somemore sam and junyang nid to open HO room for juniors la.
they were quite nice. lol they paid the taxi fare for us;D
assembled then take bus to republic poly.
the whole row of us were sleeping? omg i didnt really notice leh.
i thought guihui and sokchin was like playing games><

rather meaningful place for a harmonica concert. SYF venue[:
in front rather boring. i almost fall asleep.
opps to say all these. though they like worked very hard for the concert.
jiao lian was like damn gay with his tie._.
then behind after intermission nicer><
although beside me de two lame ppl very noisy.
THEIR ELIZABETHAN SERENADE DAMN NICE SERIOUSLY. NICER THAN OURS OKAY?
fresco ppl damn pro. but very long leh.
they played six pieces ;O
then got ru yan too. horn solo leh. damn nice.
jiaolian was like turning back and asked ppl to wave? ><
then finally end, damn late ah like 10pm alr><

bused back to ahs. damn noisy us;D together with the sec2.
kena scolded by the teacher who accompanied us. whoever she is.
like she in no position to scold us? she not even our teacher-in-charge.
just like opg;D but more unreasonable than opg;D
but nobody care her;D we just do our things or looked away.
i sure the bus uncle wont mind la. i dun nid only us will do sth like that><
nvm that lousy teacher is like jin di zhi wa;D nvr ever see such things one.
anw sorry to those ppl infront who wanna sleep;D we didnt mean to be so noisy;D

reached ahs. went to bedok mac with xueyi guihui josephine sokchin and jiahuan.
but awhile later jiahuan left o.o
eat and talked...
blahblah suddenly junyang told us mon got cca><
then like we damn agitated? got meh?
like so early, must wear uniform, ergao outing on mon also.
lol i can even write an essay ah.
hahahah although we didnt really mean to cancel cca,
he cancel it ._. so ergao outing will go on as normal;D
kind josephine sent us home;D THANKYOU JOJOJOSESEPHINEEEE. lol

blah cant post pic cos blogger screwed.
but why la? last time i can lo. idiot blogger;D
gonna chiong hwk by thurs i hope?
YAY MON ERGAO OUTING. HOPEFULLY WONT GET CANCELLED LIKE LAST TIME.
BUT IDK WAT TO DO ALTHOUGH I AM SUPPOSED TO PLAN. lol
byebye ppl, i will post on ergao outing nxt time. going to play;D

2009-09-01T13:48:00.002+08:00

HOORAY~ blogger doesnt screwed me anymore~
say YAY TO COLOURS~

but anw HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY.
nice 1 sept. i am rotting at home._.

ytd teachers' day celebration was SCREWED.
TOTALLY SCREWED. ohwell maybe only HO screwed it.
came sch at 6.30. the sch was totally dark>< side gate was scary o.o
slacked awhile. then me gh jh went pigeon hole.
gh was giving joy chua a nice teachers' day present- her hwk._. wat a nice present o.o
went back to class. everyone was so busy doing the graduation gown.
me siam, like so extra there, all black then one pink ._.
went back HO room, prac went canteen.

wait wait till our turn.
hahahah went up the stage.
suddenly first row lack of one chair o.o some lousy SCs opps...
everyone squeeze. but then is very obvious and since got time then went to ask for one chair._.
then perform... canon was totally off beat.
is like starting so nice ah, all the dragging part.
then come until one part suddenly got two different beat one o.o
i was like wth, which one to follow.
i like stone there rather long, which i not supposed to ah.
then still cant figure out which one to follow, then just anyhow play.
but like so obvious, gh jh they all like different frm me.
until until the fast fast part, manage to come tgt, but is like freaking soft._.
finish canon, go godfather song, rather okay la.
I NID A PAPER BAG TO COVER MYSELF.
OMG OMG LIKE SO DIULIAN. I NO FACE ALR LA.

slack in HO room after our performance.
although i wanna see the teachers' performance, but is like really no face to go out alr.
talked abit on the farewell stuff. lying on the floor is great^^
lol. then went back classroom.
everyone taking graduation photo o.o class theme
then i like so extra there, one pink pop out like that.
grad hat was nice, feel pity for not in a part of all these.
NEVER GOING TO EVER PERFORM FOR SCH ALR.
SOUND SYSTEM SCs AND BLAHS SO LAN.

after that slacked outside HO room to wait for shelton to go back ynps.
ncc kena scolded o.o omg
walked and take bus. saw shiqi they allxD
hahahha reached ynps, but then mr lim said that 1.30 then can go in o.o
like 1 and half hr to wait for. so sian.
went in to the canteen with mummy o.o
talked awhile with classmates.
is like so weird, we seldom talk one then suddenly talk like some close frens o.o
didnt wait for long, went fengshan to look for gh and jh.

took 17 to interchange, met josephine.
went kcf for lunch. very fulling o.o
slack awhile then went shing shong to check up prices.
walked here walked there. ohmy gh and jh are so efficient.
sit at some corner to discuss the prices. kena scolded for disrupting business o.o
went back kcf and chiong everything. gh in a rush._.
hahhahaha then went home.

i am so bored.
someone entertain me pls[:
this few days rather free. no more tests till sept hols ended.
hahahhahahah yay blogger not screwed anymore~ happy[:

2009-08-29T15:04:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 200 POSTS^^
HAPPY 15 BIRTHDAY TO XUEYI;D
wat a happy day~

finally end of busy and tired week.
although it ended a few days ago, i pretty lag;D
i miss my com. imagine one week without it. can u imagine eoy?
and this week is a pretty adventurous week, lol cos there are alot of things happening.
but currently couldnt really think cos of stm again._.

mon? no test. start of idiot of week. wait, is it half of busy week?
chi lesson still rmb doing yan jiang gao.
but opg teach like no one could understand.
then she demands to complete one by end of mon._.
in the end i took my own sweet time. or maybe cos i really dunno how to do.
without dictionary=die._. could only write in noob chi;D
hahaha in the end drag like 20 min.
poor guihui and jiahuan had to wait outside classroom for me;D
went home study chem ]:

tues~ chem ct.
practically i thought chem is going to be easy, cos like the chapts are damn simple.
but in the end kena tricked by the stupid ammonia qn.
IT CARRIES FORWARDS= MINUS 10):
chi got back chi ct last week~ whee i proud of myself[:

then shooo~ went on to cca.
kinda of boring, as usual._.
except there is finally a sectional!
but hiys like no use like that, only half hour. then wat the use of sectional. zzz
after cca stayed back to study phys.
is like omg, i didnt know anything that the pro-s are talking about.
poor xueyi damn sian. NO PHYS><
went home study phys. but then very tired+couldnt understand anything.
study like two hrs plus then go sleep liao o.o

wed~ phys test.
the test tricked me again>< is like so much more easier than those wksht that mr ong gave.
study so hard then not much came out.
except tys. all sciences qns comes from tys. cheaters;D
oh yea, ss lesson.
mrs law is pregnant. omg;D
poor her, the baby is unstable yet she had to come to sch. poor thing.

oh yea then sel the SC came in and talk about be urself day.
opg was like demand us for individual teachers' present.
she was like dun want whole class give one cos she will throw away.
then want everyone to give her sth.
damn thick-skin leh. like openly just say like that.
oh well, thick skin de jiu shi zhe yang. no choice.
then she said wat those who nvr give her she will rmb us, the ungrateful one.
idiot. u think i wanna do anything for u.
in fact i not planning to give any teachers anything.
even if i were to buy presents for teachers, opg will be the last in my list.
i wanted like to do sth to SOME teachers, those who are nice and i like one.
but cos if i do one, opg will be like so jealous like no mama.
so best idea is to give nothing;D
in case she dunno me, i am a grateful person.
but not to her obviously. i hate her like siao.

then shoo~ rehearsal]:
screwed like no mama again><
released damn early
went home with jiahuan to study TOA CAH SOH. hahaha yes trigo;D
hahahah clever we, pangsehed guihui and xueyi
so that we wont be the gooseberry to them;D

thurs~ lessons boring as usual.
opg was like collecting hwk in the morning.
wth she demand me to check the row for her. idiot.
then vigi missed to do one. then i told her nvm just hand in.
but she still realised. idiot. scolded me like no mama.
but then i just dao her and looked away frm her.
lol. someone got to show that everyone hate her, not to boot-lick her.
simple minded her still tink that everyone loves her. yuck>< VOMIT~

dumb yip, she dragged the mock SPA like 30 min to our recess><
in the end only got 15 min to eat, go toilet move back to classroom.
poor us. not like there is no more bio lesson till SPA.

after sch emaths test in main hall.
is like the first time for the sec3 to come together
and sit for the same test start and end at the same time and blahblah.
damn cool but quite pressurising. hahahah imagine eoy;D
after sch went out with gh jh and michelle.
whooo long john sux. went to buy present for xueyi;D

fri~ finally end of all tests and such.
at first got chem QA test since chem ct not counted. but it was cancel;D
lessons as boring as ever.
bio was confusing. oh well can study on my own.
got back bio test<3
hooray improved like 10 plus marks from the last one.
hahhahahahahah. hopefully bio dun screwed me up.

after sch rehearsal againT.T
screwed again like no mama. lol HO also screwed rehearsals.
tiring... went out with xy gh jh and josephine.
went 18 chefs. saw shiqi and xiaojess there.
celebration of xueyi bdae was a success;D although there are uninvited guests. hahha no la.
cake xueyi is always a fun job.
not to mention to hide her present in my bag all the way frm HO room to 18 chefs.
she didnt even realised why my bag suddenly turned bulky o.o
sneaky in ho storeroom. hahahhahaha

took a grp photo of children and our dear elderlyxD
went east point to talk crap and did abit on farewell stuff.
apparently no one even care about farewell except us.
and is going to sept alr. mygodxD
went home with xy gh jh on 9.
predict that performance on mon will be screwed.
hahahahha everyone dun be too surprised if we screwed it.
i am just going to embarrassed myself. muahahahha

oh yea be urself day,
our class theme although is okay and obviously fun-er than our cca tee,
i think is super diulian.
i think opg is going to scold us if we nvr win o.o
like we ever will win like that.
one quarter of our class is missing. lol

mon no lesson tues no sch~
plus no test and little hwk.
hooray nice hol~
going back to ynps on mon i hope?
but feel damn sian. dun feel like going backxD

com spoil]: download audi dunno the stupid com cant read the file.
damn sian sian sian. nothing to play.
plus my com no sound cant go youtubeT.T
screwed the com.
but i had nothing else to post. byebye~

2009-08-22T14:25:00.000+08:00

one busy week down;D
finally~ but another busy week is here again D:
tired. two busy weeks in a row is really draining me hard.

mon? wat did i do?
ohyea had tingxie. not exactly tingxie. is kinda of game;D
i pity hazel so much. ppl keep sabo herxD
after sch had to stay back with guihui jiahuan and josephine
cos me and jh lose the gameD: how sad.
i lost in the first round. omg :O
wanted to study chi together but ended up talking crap again.

tues? chi common test.
is quite okay la. i mean the infront;D
lol i study hard for it lo. i cant die for chi if not i had to go remedial T.T
which is like chi remedial damn no use. waste my time only.
compre was O.O talking about doors xD
chi chi hod came.
opg was super lame as usual. she think she still young.
but is like the acting so fake._.
then cos i think we did well for hod, opg treat us ice-creamxD
after sch had cca. idk wat we do. practically stm again._.

wed? finally a day without any test.
after sch still got rehearsal.
backstage was omg. freaking hotxD
rehearsal screwed as usual. mike too soft.
audience cant hear.
oh well i cant even hear yigao how u expect the audience to hear anything.
think we will screw the whole performance.
somemore we are in front of bandD: diulianxD
after cca went back home with jiahuan
since everyone wanted to study bio together
but i know that i wont absorb anything with so many ppl and i only left the memorising part
study bioT.T i hate plants.

thurs? bio test.
quite okay cos quite direct.
but i no confidence for it.
chi and emaths lesson went dentist T.T
the queue freaking long. got 3 ppl in front of me i had to wait like one hr.
somemore i de last person for her lunch break.
omg she made my whole gum bleed. yet she still say my gum very easy bled one.
like wth. damn pain u know. pain until the nxt day leh. idiot dentist.
somemore still so naggy as usual.
omg i wont be a dentist nxt time;D
chi got back chi ct mark.
i wasnt here. but apparently everyone tell me that i scored 40 plus
butu i still dun trust themxD so bad. ohwell till i get back my own paperxD
after sch me guihui josephine waited for jiahuan until her extra lesson ends.
kena scolded by csk. for being noisy? idiot;D

fri? lessons still quite okay.
recess got ice-cream from opg.
some cheapo ice-cream. 3 for $1 one. but better than nothing;D
ps and gh kop alot of my ice-cream while i was talking to joiexD

after sch had chem mock test. lucky is not counted;D
but i dun think the test is that hard.
hope that nxt tues chem ct something like that;D
after test straight away went cca. my lunchT.T
jiaolian came prac.
octave horn and base clean up. after a while went back
while the others went to eat dinnerT.T
NXT TIME GO OUT OKAY PPL?
NXT NXT WEEK NO TEST;D

blah. tired tired. i want back my freedom.
is like alot of days cant properly watch tv play com.
think nxt week too.
3 tests in a row: chem phys emath.
omg emaths test in hall?!
better study hard for phys. i cant understand anything that mr ong is talkin about.
mock test for phys was a failureT.T
and tons of hwk piling for me.

but before studying and doing hwk.
i better go play audi first.
if not jh will kill me~

2009-08-21T17:49:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY<3
HAPPY 13 BIRTHDAY TO ELZA

hhaahhaha see i so nice^^
no time to post, busy week.
shall post tmr or the nxt><
see u then;D

2009-08-14T22:38:00.000+08:00

eee ppl said that blogger is back to normal.
but my com sux. its become worseT.T

hmm let see wat i did this week?
tues? ohmy i totally forgot. stm again ._.
wed? ohyea that day in the morning sore eyes again!
then didnt want to go sch at first, but seeing that it getting better, i still wentxD
got back emath and hist test.
hahahhaa wat a contradicting day?
emath scored full marks but failed hist? idiot;D
had to go for retest. sian sian

after long assembly went cca?
not cca to be exact, only asking the jnrs to come and give their size for cca tee.
then stay back prac canonxD jairia came:S
prac awhile then jiahuan went off and go home and study chem? nerdy;D
then josephine and sihui left.
so guai me and guihui study moxie for me and chem for guihui. lol
went back rather late. but enough time to study hist AGAIN~
sian. hating reading the same content twice in a row.
i rather study another moxie than retest for hist. cos i still think that hist sux;D
just that is sightly better than geogxD

thurs? lessons as normal. sian almost fall asleep.
after sch went hist retest. lol quite okay cos arnd the same.
i mean like hist can ask wat qns? is arnd the same ah.
but this time i managed to finish, even the conclusion;D YAY~
i nvr ever finish hist essay till conclusion part sia.
but not sure whether my linking is okay or not. it looks wrong;D
kind guihui and jiahuan waited for me.
then we decided to wait for jiaying till her phys remedial starts.
hahahha doing hwk except jiahuan.
lame ah still play with paper aeroplane._.
hahahhaha walked home and started to rain halfway. sway~

today? time passes rather fast><
especially bio. i was busying memorising the plant thingy.
pe was slacking. i walk throughout.
oh well at least better than jairia and huixian;D

cca late again. cos of guihui la.
hahahaha not we late, is my lunch late. poor meT.T
audition the sec1 and 2s. but ended in failure;D
so they went to sectionals and dazu themselves while we prac canon;D
super slow this time, i almost fall asleepxD
dazu dazu dazu, dismissal~
sec2 still had audition. poor themxD
hahahhaa but all still not bad la~
then kns junyang ask sl and one sec2 to solo canon. wth~
i cant see the pu, sokchin cant really play,
ergao part all deadxD BUT I GOT PLAYED HOR!

after all then slack awhile.
decided to go eat since they going bedok.
so me xueyi guihui josephine dexter sam went mac and eat.
poor junyang have to go do cca tee;D who cares?xD
played zhong ji mi ma cum truth or dare after finshed eating.
hahahha alot time is me and josephine kenaT.T
hahahah after that went home with xueyi;D

this week is super tiring.
how i hope i can sleep until 12 nxt day;s
alot of things to do this week. kns
nxt week more dead. four testsT.T
actually we had five tests nxt week, one for each day;D
that like quite cool, although i think i no time study.
lucky phys was postponed, so that i can study more on bio;D
hooray~

ohwell, is like 11 now.
so quiet. not used to it.
until nxt time;D
hope that i can find a new blogskin by then. this one too plain;D